The Great Happiness

As we get older, the problems we faced getting bigger and bigger.
When we're kids, our problems are small compared to the adults.
Therefore, there's always someone we can go to... to share our problems,
and most probably, we'll get help from them.

I'm getting older...
My problems are growing bigger and bigger.
I don't know who to turn to, and where to turn to anymore.

There's a growing gaps...
in between family members,
in between friends.


Eh, by the way, aren't I'm the type of person with lots of problems all the time?

Whenever I feel bitter... I'll have the thinking again...
That we're always an island when we're at our down moment.
No one really cares, and you know it the right thing for them to do.
Since each and everyone of us have our own problems.

Here I am... sitting here trying to think of how to start all over again.
And bring myself out from this misery and bitterness...

The Great Happiness...
It's something not easy to attain isn't it?
The only happiness I'd live through...
The happiness with subtle bitterness behind,
which already took over a year from now ago.

A New Friend from the Agency.

It's been so long since I last updated my blog.
Hmm... nothing much to talk about other than my work, work and work.
Nothing much for me.
No exciting stories to tell, no jokes, no love story.


Let's see....
Oh recently know this new friend from the agency.
His name is Fong.
He got a Christian name given by pastor but he refused to use it.
He said, "It's too gay!!!"

What to talk about him?
Good-looking, tall, a body-builder, with sense of fashion.
Can be mistakenly taken as a gay if you ask me.


Got a good looking chick in the agency also.
A personal assistant... with unique lips, and unique way of smiling.
Looking at her, makes me wanna say, "Meow" to her. Ahahahahaha.
But I won't reveal the name just in case someone from the agency read this.


Hmmm....
Some sentence for the ending.
Just a random thought of phrase.

"It seems I don't really care or bother, but actually I'm wondering how to get into your world again."

Goodnight.

CCB!

STRESSED LA!!!

The Other Voice

This morning...
It was cold, and I was feeling sleepy.
I need to take bus to office...
Since I can just give an excuse that I fall sick and went back to sleep
without any reprimand...
A voice in my head did asked me to do so.

"Pretend sick and go back to sleep."

I shouted "SHUT UP!" and go bath to start my day.


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There are some negative opinions in my head.
Disappointments, the creation of expectations.
It's just irrational.


The problem is not in the other person.
The problem is IN me.

Irrational expectation.
What is expected? I know not.

Emo simi lan? Moody simi lan?
I know not.

I guess I'm gonna write with paper and pen about it.
Not convenient to put it here.

I begin to question... Are personal blog supposed to be read by others?

a wisdom...

You can try to predict,
but never expect.

Prediction brings cautiousness,
Expectation brings disappointment.

Tips for a Simple Meal in the Middle of the Night

Next time hungry late at night?
Warm up a plate of plain rice...
mix beancurd with chilli and sesame sauce or TAU JOO.
It's become delicious rice with salty and little bit spicy taste.

At least some carbohydrate...
Hmm... actually I wanna open luncheon meat to eat just like that...
but might deplete our limited ration =/

Anyway,
I'm full now.
Good night~!

Go to Sleep. Don't be stupid 2.

How long had it been this way...?
Err... Yeah, almost a year ago.
Not long after my birthday.

......

Like Bali said,
"You feel this way, it's your problem. I don't feel anything, it's not my problem."

Yeah.. The problem is mine.
Know my worth.

"Go to sleep. Don't be stupid."