Dear God,

I prayed for a relationship, and You gave me a distance one...

I thought You are testing me...

I thought that if i would try hard enough, there will be rainbow at the end of my effort...

I was afraid to fall in love... and I did...

I was afraid to fall deeper... and right now i'm at the bottom...

I don't understand why You would make this happen, and going to took it all away from me...

Why do You give me an opportunity here... and not there?

Why if You give me the opportunity here... Why wouldn't You send her to me?

Why...?

Why would You want to give us the happiness... Only to take it away from us...?

Dear God,

Please don't do this to me. I'm not as strong as I seem, or as You believe...

I can't take this test... or this plan.

I don't know what will be left of me if You tear us apart...

I really can't take it....