All of us have our own missing piece that we're looking for to fulfill in life.
I know what I wanted in life is the Perfect Marriage, caused by my broken family condition.
I found out her missing piece today... She does have a complete family... But she lacked of freedom.
What she is really looking for is Freedom.
I was worried, depressed, and wondering about her for the last few days... I was happy when she called today and told me everything is okay now...
But sum up to the end, she just asked me, "Will you support me in whatever I do? Right now my goal is to go far far away..."
She didn't even mentioned me in her goal... She didn't even mentioned Penang.
I accept that we are looking for different things now. All along my goals are all about her, for the Perfect Marriage... And hers, always wanted to go far away, for Freedom.
If she asked me whether will I wait for her...
I would say, "I'm sorry. I won't." Our relationship will end when or if you leave for far far away.
There were just so many things happened before that tells me the kind of person you are. I could've waited, and you would've forgotten about me...
I am heartbroken... But I do love you...
All I can do... treat everyday as if it is our last day together... until you really leave someday...
