tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-172005012012-01-10T00:09:10.102+08:00Smarter, Stronger, Simpler-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comBlogger5341100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-73707545077614357312012-01-03T02:25:00.002+08:002012-01-03T02:38:54.915+08:00All of us have our own missing piece that we're looking for to fulfill in life.<div>I know what I wanted in life is the Perfect Marriage, caused by my broken family condition.</div><div>I found out her missing piece today... She does have a complete family... But she lacked of freedom.</div><div>What she is really looking for is Freedom.</div><div><br /></div><div>I was worried, depressed, and wondering about her for the last few days... I was happy when she called today and told me everything is okay now...</div><div>But sum up to the end, she just asked me, "<i>Will you support me in whatever I do? Right now my goal is to go far far away...</i>"</div><div><br /></div><div>She didn't even mentioned me in her goal... She didn't even mentioned Penang.</div><div><br /></div><div>I accept that we are looking for different things now. All along my goals are all about her, for the Perfect Marriage... And hers, always wanted to go far away, for Freedom.</div><div><br /></div><div>If she asked me whether will I wait for her...</div><div><br /></div><div>I would say, "<i>I'm sorry. I won't</i>." Our relationship will end when or if you leave for far far away.</div><div><br /></div><div>There were just so many things happened before that tells me the kind of person you are. I could've waited, and you would've forgotten about me...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I am heartbroken... But I do love you...</div><div>All I can do... treat everyday as if it is our last day together... until you really leave someday...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7370754507761435731?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-52944253944775477122011-08-03T02:50:00.003+08:002011-08-03T03:20:41.108+08:00Dear God,<div><br /></div><div>I prayed for a relationship, and You gave me a distance one...</div><div>I thought You are testing me...</div><div>I thought that if i would try hard enough, there will be rainbow at the end of my effort...<br /><div><br /></div><div>I was afraid to fall in love... and I did...</div><div>I was afraid to fall deeper... and right now i'm at the bottom...</div><div><br /></div><div>I don't understand why You would make this happen, and going to took it all away from me...</div><div><br /></div><div>Why do You give me an opportunity here... and not there?</div><div>Why if You give me the opportunity here... Why wouldn't You send her to me?</div><div>Why...?</div><div><br /></div><div>Why would You want to give us the happiness... Only to take it away from us...?</div><div><br /></div><div>Dear God,</div><div><br /></div><div>Please don't do this to me. I'm not as strong as I seem, or as You believe...</div><div>I can't take this test... or this plan.</div><div>I don't know what will be left of me if You tear us apart...</div></div><div><br /></div><div>I really can't take it....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-5294425394477547712?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-56039095192148360022011-07-15T00:10:00.002+08:002011-07-15T00:22:00.015+08:00The feeling now is just like before when we first started out...<br />I miss her so much that it aches... the strong feeling of wanting to see her so much...<br /><br />She always wanted me by her side in KL...<br />Sometimes I just wanted to let go everything here...<br />And just move down... Get a normal job...<br />And just be normal...<br /><br />Aih...<br />Fate... Playing us like a fool...<br /><br />I just want her to know... I didn't say that I'll not move down...<br />I'll do something about it... I will... Do something about it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-5603909519214836002?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-64302269401018825502011-06-14T11:44:00.000+08:002011-06-14T11:46:07.378+08:00It's hard enough to ask...<div>It's worst when the truth is heard.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-6430226940101882550?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-63353777989676178052011-05-25T00:32:00.002+08:002011-05-25T00:37:32.572+08:00I'm going to do what I love doing.<div>But it doesn't come easy.</div><div>There's price to pay for this.</div><div>Not to talk about achieving my dream...</div><div>Just trying to start is hard enough.</div><div><br /></div><div>Aih...</div><div>Lack of capital,</div><div>Lack of investors,</div><div>and lack of support... financially and mentally.</div><div><br /></div><div>I think all great entrepreneur faced this before, just like me...</div><div>They able to breakthrough and overcome the obstacles,</div><div>I know I am no different from them.</div><div><br /></div><div>I will not give up.</div><div>I will not falter!<br /><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-6335377798967617805?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-26818753864942257422011-04-30T12:07:00.003+08:002011-04-30T12:14:23.797+08:00I know there is a problem,<div>Something is not the same anymore...</div><div>Something is different...</div><div>I no longer feel that I have the world...</div><div><br /></div><div>I feel lonely.</div><div>I don't know what I can do about it.</div><div>No one knows what's happening.</div><div><br /></div><div>The one I feel closest to me,</div><div>Seems distant to me now...</div><div>I can't share when I'm happy, or unhappy.</div><div><br /></div><div>Sometimes it makes me angry, sad, depressed, all in one.</div><div>But there's nothing that I can say.</div><div><br /></div><div>It's winter...</div><div>I hope it passes soon.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2681875386494225742?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-4585613349737915792011-04-21T12:27:00.002+08:002011-04-21T12:39:06.616+08:0025 August 2010 to 25 August 2011.<div><br /></div><div>If I can last until that date, I'll be celebrating my first time, staying in a company for 1 complete year.</div><div><br /></div><div>I hop around. That's why I'm so damn suitable to be an entrepreneur and start my own business.</div><div><br /></div><div>Well, I may be weak in creativity and ideas, but I think my management is enough to handle one small company. Thanks to Michael, the GM of my previous company.</div><div><br /></div><div>Number one, I need to keep my emotion under control. To stay calm when there is crisis.</div><div><br /></div><div>Number two, always be prepared for the worst case scenario, and plan for it in advance.</div><div><br /></div><div>Number three, think twice before I say something.</div><div><br /></div><div>Number four, always keep good relation with the suppliers.</div><div><br /></div><div>Number five, if subordinates are involved in a project, allocate workload based on their capability unless they prove to you that they can do better.</div><div><br /></div><div>Number six, be clear in my instructions.</div><div><br /></div><div>Number seven, when there is no order, there is chaos, no system, there is chaos. Always make sure the systems and order are in place to avoid confusion and rely advise from the superior.</div><div><br /></div><div>If I have the authority, I'll create order. The American way of doing business is much more less exhausting than China style.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-458561334973791579?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-91397869651634849052011-04-20T23:56:00.002+08:002011-04-21T00:05:01.648+08:00She's my life, and my everything.<div>I want and will give her only the best.</div><div>Maybe there are a lot of things that I can't give her right now...</div><div>But I know, and I'm sure that I will do whatever it takes</div><div>to give her the life and the best she deserves.</div><div><br /></div><div>She's always there for me,</div><div>Even though I'm just a nobody.</div><div>She's still here with me.</div><div><br /></div><div>This is all I can ask for...</div><div>Just be with me...</div><div><br /></div><div>I will not disappoint her...</div><div><br /></div><div>She is my everything.</div><div><br /></div><div>Love you Baby...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-9139786965163484905?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-20833877051140709852010-06-09T18:45:00.001+08:002010-06-09T18:48:23.983+08:00The only way to be happy...<br /><br />is simply...<br /><br /><br />Be Happy.<br /><br /><br />Do I sound like talking gibberish?<br /><br />Think again...<br /><br />It's really that simple.<br /><br />It's just not easy...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2083387705114070985?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-76047116258002785892010-05-12T17:34:00.002+08:002010-05-12T17:38:26.028+08:00Love is a guessing game.<br />With no guarantee of win...<br />Just like jumping into the water without knowing whether it's shallow or deep...<br />Might fall on shallow water, and become crippled and paralysed...<br />Or fall into deep water... just keep falling... falling... and falling...<br /><br /><br />I.<br />If that's the case... I prefer to keep falling and falling and falling...<br />Coz I already did.<br /><br />Jerry loves Jen.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7604711625800278589?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-23439337451593017342010-04-13T10:55:00.000+08:002010-04-13T10:56:53.151+08:00Quotes by the great Teacher;<br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"><ul><li>Ambition is like love, impatient both of delays and rivals</li><br /><li>An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.</li><br /><li>A dog is not considered a good dog because he is a good barker. A man is not considered a good man because he is a good talker.</li><br /><li>All that we are is the result of what we have thought. If a man speaks or acts with an evil thought, pain follows him. If a man speaks or acts with a pure thought, happiness follows him, like a shadow that never leaves him.</li><br /><li>Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.</li><br /><li>Do not overrate what you have received, nor envy others. He who envies others does not obtain peace of mind.</li><br /><li>We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world.</li><br /><li>You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.</li><br /><li>You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger.</li><br /><li>The tongue like a sharp knife... Kills without drawing blood</li><br /><li>Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth.</li><br /><li>We are formed and molded by our thoughts. Those whose minds are shaped by selfless thoughts give joy when they speak or act. Joy follows them like a shadow that never leaves them.</li><br /><li>In the sky, there is no distinction of east and west; people create distinctions out of their own minds and then believe them to be true. </li><br /><li>It is better to travel well than to arrive.</li></ul></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2343933745159301734?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-24883620388326654492010-04-12T19:47:00.000+08:002010-04-12T19:49:51.021+08:00<span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:100%;color:#800000;" >Jane was one of those UGLY women, so ugly it hurts. She never had a<br />boyfriend so she went to a Psychic for help.<br /><br />"Honey," said the Psychic. "You will not have luck in love in this<br />life. But, at the reincarnation, you will be a very desired woman<br />and all men will fall at your feet."<br /><br />Jane left very happy and so excited, as she went over a bridge she<br />thought, "The sooner I die, the sooner my next life begins."<br /><br />She decided to jump off the bridge right away.<br /><br />But, incredibly Jane didn't die!<br /><br />She fell on the back of a truck full of bananas, she lost her senses<br />and fainted. As soon as she recovered, still drowsy and not being<br />able to see very well, and not knowing where she was, she started<br />touching her surroundings, feeling all the bananas she mumbled with<br />a huge smile on her face,<br /><br />"Gentlemen! Gentlemen! Please! One at a time!"</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2488362038832665449?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-89921025225150793592010-03-18T17:41:00.004+08:002010-03-18T17:44:25.916+08:00<span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><b><span style="font-weight: bold;">R<u>esimay</u></span></b></span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" > </span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br />To hoom it mei kansern,<br /><br />I waunt to aply for the job what I saw in the paper.<br /><br />I can Type realee quik wit one finggar and do sum a counting..<br /><br />I think I am good on the phone and I no I am a pepole person,<br />Pepole really seam to respond<br />to me well. Certain women and all the menn.<br /><br />I no my spelling is not to good but find that I Offen can get a job thru my persinalety.<br /><br />My salerery is open so we can diskas wat you want to pay me and wat you think that I am wort,<br /><br />I can start emeditely. Thank you in advanse fore yore anser.<br /><br />hopfuly Yore best aplicant so farr.<br /><br />Sinseerly,<br /><br />lotty<br /><br />PS : Because my resimay is a bit short - below is a pickture of me.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><a style="font-family: arial;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/S6H1iR9w7HI/AAAAAAAABnk/bQkBv10p4uE/s1600-h/image001.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 302px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/S6H1iR9w7HI/AAAAAAAABnk/bQkBv10p4uE/s400/image001.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449906993381829746" border="0" /></a></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><b style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Employer's response: </span></b></span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br />Dear Lotty ,<br /><br />It's OK honey, we've got spell checker.<br /><br />See you Monday...</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-size:13.5pt;"> </span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8992102522515079359?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-44353583630056487392010-03-18T09:31:00.002+08:002010-03-18T09:35:52.636+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >Love is patient,</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >Love is kind.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >It does not envy,</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >It does not boast,</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >It is not proud.</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >It is not rude.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >It is not self-seeking,</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >It is not easily angered,</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >It keeps no record of wrongs.</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >Love does not delight in evil,</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >But rejoices with the truth.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >It always protects,</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >always trusts,</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >always hopes,</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >always perseveres.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >Love... never fails</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:-1;" >-Corinthians 13:1-13-</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-4435358363005648739?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-35987749622484388322010-03-04T13:08:00.001+08:002010-03-04T13:20:22.681+08:00<object width="500" height="405"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/6TV4CNtncU8&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;border=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/6TV4CNtncU8&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="500" height="405"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br />Darlin' I can't explain<br />Where did we lose our way<br />Girl it's drivin' me insane<br />And I know I just need one more chance<br />To prove my love to you<br />If you come back to me<br />I'll guarantee<br />That I'll never let you go<br /><br />Can we go back to the days our love was strong<br />Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong<br />Can somebody tell me how to get things back<br />The way they use to be<br />Oh God give me a reason<br />I'm down on bended knee<br />I'll never walk again until you come back to me<br />I'm down on bended knee<br /><br />So many nights I dream of you<br />Holding my pillow tight<br />I know I don't need to be alone<br />When I open up my eyes<br />To face reality<br />Every moment without you<br />It seems like eternity<br />I'm begging you, begging you come back to me<br /><br />Can we go back to the days our love was strong<br />Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong<br />Can somebody tell me how to get things back<br />The way they use to be<br />Oh God give me a reason<br />I'm down on bended knee<br />I'll never walk again until you come back to me<br />I'm down on bended knee<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Gonna swallow my pride</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Say I'm sorry</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">I want a new life</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">And I want it with you</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">If you feel the same</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Don't ever let it go</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">You gotta believe in the spirit of love</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">It can heal all things</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">We won't hurt any more</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">No I don't believe our love's terminal</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">I'm down on my knees begging you please</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Come home</span><br /><br />Can we go back to the days our love was strong<br />Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong<br />Can somebody tell me how to get things back<br />The way they use to be<br />Oh God give me a reason<br />I'm down on bended knee<br />I'll never walk again until you come back to me<br />I'm down on bended knee<br /><br />Wanna build a new life<br />Just you and me<br />Gonna make you my wife<br />Raise a family<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3598774962248438832?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-86883297546652477872010-03-04T12:26:00.002+08:002010-03-04T12:30:01.681+08:00If only....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />God would send me a guide manual for me to refer...<br /><br />Or psychic so I can read what's in the mind... or being read...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8688329754665247787?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-78739653063231793862010-01-21T13:56:00.002+08:002010-01-21T13:58:58.480+08:00Question: How To Protect Your <span style="font-style: italic;">HeartBeat</span> from Cardiac Arrest?<br />Solution: Eliminate excessive fats and cholesterol.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7873965306323179386?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-34607216150995744042010-01-19T05:25:00.003+08:002010-01-19T05:29:11.821+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Two Is Better Than One</span><br /></div><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/5mXK9psBITw&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/5mXK9psBITw&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">I remember what you wore on the first day<br /><br />You came into my life<br /><br />And I thought hey<br /><br />You know this could be something<br /><br />'Cause everything you do and words you say<br /><br />You know that it all takes my breath away<br /><br />And now I'm left with nothing<br /><br /><br /><br />'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you<br /><br />Well maybe two is better than one<br /><br />There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life<br /><br />And you've already got me coming undone<br /><br />And I'm thinking two, is better than one<br /><br /><br /><br />I remember every look upon your face,<br /><br />The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste<br /><br />You make it hard for breathing<br /><br />'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away<br /><br />I think of you and everythings okay<br /><br />And finally now, believing<br /><br /><br /><br />And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you<br /><br />Well maybe two is better than one<br /><br />There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life<br /><br />And you've already got me coming undone<br /><br />And I'm thinking two, is better than one<br /><br /><br /><br />Yeah, yeah<br /><br /><br /><br />I remember what you wore on the first day<br /><br />You came into my life<br /><br />And I thought hey<br /><br /><br /><br />Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you<br /><br />Maybe two is better than one<br /><br />There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life<br /><br />And you've already got me coming undone<br /><br />And I'm thinking<br /><br /><br /><br />Oooh I can't live without you<br /><br />'Cause baby two is better than one<br /><br />There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life<br /><br />And I've figured out with all that's said and done<br /><br />Two, is better than one<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3460721615099574404?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-87014516628907129352010-01-19T04:10:00.007+08:002010-01-19T05:20:46.910+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">Friday, 15th January 2010</span><br /><br />I was expecting my Jen's arrival at Penang this Saturday.<br />Her company is having team-building at PD today until the next morning.<br />I thought it's gonna be very tiring for her to come over after PD,<br />but she wants to come... and in my heart, I actually did want her to come.<br />Coz we missed each other mah.<br /><br />I was thinking about giving her a surprise.<br />But what kind of surprise leh...?<br /><br />In one of our phone conversation, I came to know that she likes cheese tarts.<br />So I was actually planning to buy cheese tarts for her.<br />After taking some consideration, it's not special enough.<br />Since she'll overnight at my house,<br />and my house does have a kitchen... I planned to cook for her.<br /><br />Other than rice, maggi mee, failed-miserably maggi goreng and no-one-wants-to-eat-kind-of pizza... I don't know anything else.<br />I called up my friends and asked them for some ideas and recipe.<br />I got one at first... Mushroom soup.<br />But hor... after a long trip from KL to Penang...<br />takkan only drink mushroom soup meh?<br />So I called up another friend to ask for another recipe... Spaghetti!<br /><br />EXCITED LOH~!<br /><br />----------------------<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Saturday, 16th January 2010</span><br /><br />The next morning... woke up early early morning...<br />Morning call her... to hear her voice in the early morning is good and healthy for my ear.<br />But then... she got bad sorethroat.<br />Aih... She sounds real bad.<br /><br />She told me that she needs to go back office to do some work and will let me know the time of her departure from KL after that.<br /><br />I went yam char with myself at a coffee shop nearby,<br />And read newspaper... Not really have the mood to do long reading...<br />So I just saja read the horoscope of the day.<br /><br />My horoscope Taurus read as follows, with exact words;<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"The first part of the day looks dreary but this changes as the day progresses and by evening beautiful things happen."</span><br /><br />Jen seems like having a busy time at office... and expected would arrive in Penang by evening.<br /><br />Her horoscope Scorpio says... Short one; <span style="font-style: italic;">"Today's a good day for short trip."</span><br /><br />KL to Penang considered short? Hm... For some countries, it is short one...<br /><br /><br />Calvin called me up for yam char session.<br />I told him about my surprise plan... and I'm still wondering whether...<br />Spaghetti and mushroom soup is appropriate for my Baby~ since she's having a sore throat.<br />Calvin told me... "Cook porridge lor."<br />So, I asked him the recipe... and went shopping for the ingredients at Tesco Extra.<br /><br />One potato. One carrot. One pack of minced meat.<br /><br />=)<br /><br />After the happy shopping, while having a smoke break...<br />She SMSed and told me her "meeting delayed to 2.45pm, and if it's too late, then..."<br />Happy meter dropped to zero.<br />Jen might not be able to make it... She might not come down to Penang as planned...<br />Where is my <span style="font-style: italic;">beautiful evening</span>?<br /><br />But still... since the horoscope sounds good... I chose to believe the horoscope is chun one.<br />I just continue do my stuff...<br /><br />3.54pm she SMS-ed me... Just finish meeting... Going back office to do some work.<br />4.15pm she's still in the office...<br />4.30pm still in office...<br /><br />And she told me most probably she's not coming...<br />Where is my <span style="font-style: italic;">beautiful evening</span>?<br /><br />We want to see each other soooooo fmuch.<br />And she's having sorethroat...<br />I want to cook nice porridge for her...<br />BUT WHERE IS MY <span style="font-style: italic;">BEAUTIFUL EVENING</span>!?<br /><br />So what I was thinking?<br />Since she can't come over, I'll just have to make things happen...<br />I decided to go KL.<br />I called up to check some hotel...<br />I packed my bag... and pei par kou...<br />I started walking to the bus terminal...<br />I wanna tell my Princess, that her Prince will go all the way from Penang to KL, just to see her and spoonfeed her Pei Par Kou to ease her sorethroat... to ease my Baby's uncomfortable feeling.<br />And rather than asking Where is my <span style="font-style: italic;">beautiful evening</span>...<br />I'm gonna create my own <span style="font-style: italic;">Beautiful Evening</span>!<br /><br /><br />On my way to bus terminal...<br />She called me and asked what am I doing..<br />Hm... since I will need her to book a hotel for me...<br />And since she asked me to inform her if I'm goin to KL...<br />I let her know, "<span style="font-style: italic;">Baby I am on my way to the terminal and I'm coming over.</span>"<br /><br />I don't know whether I surprise her or not...<br />But she did surprised me... "<span style="font-style: italic;">Baby, I'm about to reach Ipoh d... I was actually in the bus an hour ago.</span>"<br /><br />Beautiful evening~~~~~~~~~<br />My happy meter hit the sky.<br /><br />I kuai kuai went home start cooking my porridge for my Baby.<br /><br />I skinned the potatoes with care...<br />I cut the carrots with patience...<br />I cooked the porridge with love...<br /><br />19.30pm... She arrived at bus terminal.<br />I was done cooking... Rushed to the bus terminal to pick her up...<br />=)<br />We went home...<br />I served her porridge...<br />Unbelievably... It's delicious... My first time cooking porridge...<br />She blushed... Watery eyes... (Yea, your eyes was watery Baby...)<br />I felt so good... I cooked for someone I love...<br />I'd always wanted to do that...<br />The kind of guy who cooks for his woman...<br /><br />As blogged about this... Thinking back her expression... and those moments...<br />Time stopped... I'm hanging by the moment.<br />I remember everything so clearly...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Never take each other for granted.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Start our everyday like our first.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Every date like our first.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Appreciate every moment we have together...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Live our every moment like our last...</span><br /><br />That's all for part 1...<br /><br />I miss her now...<br />I miss her smiles... her hands... her kisses...<br />Long distance is not easy...<br />But whenever I close my eyes... All our memories, our moments will flash back...<br /><br />Baby, if you're reading this... most probably at your office...<br />I wanna say something that you already know... and something that I would say a few times day... everyday...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Baby, I love you <3</span></span><br /><br />For Jenna my Love,<br /><br />Memory of our Chapter J.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8701451662890712935?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-5211190348015661532010-01-19T04:03:00.002+08:002010-01-19T04:10:29.843+08:00My weekend was a good one and special one.<br />The first week of the year was a special one too.<br />And the week before the new year marked a different and new chapter in my life.<br /><br />I'd never felt so complete before.<br />Oh nope!<br />I didn't won the fucking lottery and got three millions in my bank account.<br />I got something... that is harder to get than three millions.<br />The kind of Love that I'd been looking for.<br />Hmm... Three millions not easy also la, but can be earn eh ma.<br /><br />I'm in relationship now... *shy*<br />(Thinking of her again... and now listening to Boys Like Girls' Two Is Better Than One.)<br /><br /><br />I won't blog about the full details here.<br />It will be blogged in our own special private blog.<br />Ya, you won't have the access to read it.<br /><br />Muahahahahaha!!!<br /><br />As long both of us... me and jen are happy... than everything is fine for us~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-521119034801566153?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-27814473941251741482010-01-19T03:49:00.004+08:002010-01-19T04:02:01.897+08:00This first post of the year marked the new beginning of a new chapter in my life.<br />My previous posts can all go down into drain~<br />Welcome 2010. Goodbye all those previous years.<br /><br /><br /><br />Why?<br /><br />Follow-up and keep reading my blog. You will know why then.<br /><br />So what's my new year resolution?<br /><br />Just a few simple lists.<br /><br />1. Work hard, earn money.<br />2. Make my <em>Princess Jen</em> happy~<br /><br />Make her happy... Awwwww~~~~ That sounds so good to me~~~~ *shy*<br /><br />By the way, beware that my upcoming posts, I'll behave differently.<br />Bcoz I'm fhappy!<br /><br /><br />Now let me end this post with a special SMS that I received for new year last two weeks.<br /><br /><strong>"I should wish you Peace, Love &amp; Health, etc etc...</strong><br /><strong>But fuck that SHIT!</strong><br /><strong>I wish you lots of Sex, Alcohol, Orgasms &amp;</strong><br /><strong>Hope you win the fuckin lottery!</strong><br /><strong>Happy Fucking New Year!!!"</strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2781447394125174148?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-8121369332765284792009-11-26T01:57:00.002+08:002009-11-26T02:09:43.656+08:00I got an offer for a position in a bank for RM2,400.<br />I negotiated and I can continue to do my insurance while doing the bank's sales.<br />I'd talked to few real estate agents for future business dealings.<br />I'd sourced out some leads preparing my smooth days in the bank.<br /><br />But there was one last thing.<br />The HR will called my current employer.<br />And since I would not want to let my manager know what I'm doing...<br />I put someone who I trusted as the referee.<br /><br />And that bastard...<br />Give the HR a real fucking bad remark.<br />Now I am barred from that bank.<br /><br />Anyone knows how I feel?<br /><br />What crossed my mind?<br /><br />"Woah, he can do that."<br />"Woah, really... NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER."<br /><br />I know this bastard for years now...<br />He's a nice guy, a coward, an honest and kind person.<br />That's what I think.<br />Until I found out about what he told the HR in the recordings.<br />I bet that bastard doesn't know they record the conversation,<br />and I bet he never guess that I am able to somehow link to the HR in KL.<br /><br />BETRAYED.<br /><br /><br />This must the Divine is trying to teach me a lesson that I need to learn fast and quick.<br />In this short one month time...<br />This is my second time deceived by judging someone through their appearance.<br /><br />The first case was that girl who fooled me....<br />Now this one who betrayed me...<br /><br />Awwwww Man..... I'm such a dick.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-812136933276528479?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-75408723686206840782009-11-23T03:00:00.002+08:002009-11-23T03:15:07.029+08:00Life is full of ups and downs.<br />So, now I'm having my bad times.<br /><br />Works not doing quite good for the moment, but this is kinda normal.<br />Just put in more hard work, and things will get better and better when the tide change.<br /><br />I just had my number-dunno-how-many-times <span style="font-style: italic;">sat lun</span>.<br />The courtship went for about a week.<br />I found out a lot of things,<br />So it couldn't work out.<br />I failed.<br />Depressed for two nights.<br />But it's done anyway.<br /><br />Jenna is so sweet because she just posted about me in her blog.<br />(Anyway, this got nothing to do with my satlun-ness but another topic of itself)<br /><br />My blog is getting kinda simplified because I'm at a cybercafe blogging this.<br />I cut already.<br />But not fast and syok ler.<br />Because is Streamyx cut me eh.<br />Didn't pay the bill.<br /><br />More chim chim and juicy post when I got back my connection.<br /><br />Btw, if my residential area can use P1 Wimax,<br />I also wanna cut d.<br />Streamyx damn TM Nut eh.<br /><br />P.S: My main dialect is hokkien. So, when my brain is tired. I'm lazy in minding my sentence and grammar. So bear with my broken chinglish.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7540872368620684078?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-24893817495278924682009-10-21T23:20:00.006+08:002010-01-21T13:11:23.731+08:00Is it my problem?<br /><br />Or your problem?<br /><br />But I know,<br /><br />We got a problem.<br /><br />So, it's none of your fucking business?<br /><br />Hmm...<br /><br />I know that.<br /><br />..........<br /><br /><br />I know.<br />I don't know.<br /><br />Argh. Just fuck it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2489381749527892468?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-3425246068210777912009-10-15T01:52:00.005+08:002010-03-02T16:20:55.163+08:00Once in awhile life will be a bitch.<br />Giving you, but not letting you have it.<br /><br />Once in awhile I would think,<br />Why there's once in a life that you must be left with a regret,<br />and the inability to have what you wished for.<br /><br />It's been quite sometime since I emo over such matters.<br />Well, or not as emo as now.<br />To feel regret again.<br /><br />It isn't really much just to wish and hope,<br />that I would be with someone I want to be with.<br />Not a too much wishful thinking isn't it?<br /><br />Having only one life to live,<br />Of course everyone of us wants the best for ourselves.<br /><br />I'm not being stubborn,<br />I'm not being selfish....<br />Am I?<br /><br />-currently listening to Rob Thomas - Little Wonders.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-342524606821077791?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-37144659980121166442009-10-09T01:31:00.003+08:002009-10-09T01:45:47.031+08:00Last 2 days ago on the 6th,<br />it was raining heavily.<br />My cousin sister and her husband just came back from Australia.<br />They found a puppy in the drain, almost drowned or cold to death.<br />Her husband saved the puppy,<br />The puppy was shivering.<br />Then they put the puppy inside a box,<br />wrap it with clothes.<br />My cousin sister went to tesco, which is just nearby<br />to buy a hairdryer to dry the puppy.<br /><br />The puppy just shivers... shivers... shivers...<br />We can't have any more dogs in the house.<br />So we can't keep it.<br /><br />Outside the gate, the mother dog keep walk pass our house...<br />Looking for her puppy... waiting...<br />After the rain stopped... we return the puppy to its mother...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Just now before I blogged this,<br />A puppy fell into drain.<br />I think is the same puppy.<br /><br />I heard the puppy crying from where I'm sitting.<br />So, I went out and check.<br />The puppy is running from one point of the drain,<br />to the other point of the drain,<br />looking for a way to get out from the drain.<br />The mother dog, can't do anything...<br />Just stand there and watch...<br /><br />Well, I saved the puppy from the drain.<br /><br />The mother dog seems hostile to me.<br />Hmm.... Natural.<br />So I stand from a distance watch the mother dog and the pup reunion.<br /><br />The mother dog licked the pup dry...<br />The pup hide under the mother dog...<br />Hmm... then the mother dog walk away...<br />The pup followed...<br />The mother dog walked a bit,<br />turn around to make sure the pup able to follow her...<br />Walk slowly, turn around...<br />Walk slowly, turn around...<br /><br /><br />....................<br /><br />God is wonderful.<br />Dog is cute.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3714465998012116644?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-23730536877890539762009-09-13T02:03:00.002+08:002009-09-13T02:14:17.191+08:00I have to be strong or look strong at least.<br />Currently, I'm facing a lot of problems and dilemma.<br />I just don't know to solve it all.<br />A total lost.<br /><br />But I couldn't find myself to ask or seek help from others.<br />Well, who cares.<br />And for those who cares, why bother them with your problems?<br /><br />You know,<br />Just randomly walked to a person and said, "I'd heard of your problems,"<br />and the reply could be "Who told you?"<br />Ahahahahaha...<br />It means, all of us have our own problems and dilemma.<br />So, stop whining about it.<br /><br />I have to show a strong look.<br />Showing the confidence that everything is under control.<br />I guess that's how I need to be when I'm married and have kids,<br />and when problems start striking me.<br /><br />Two words to comment on my situation...<br />"I'm screwed"<br />Hehehehe....<br /><br />So, here I am tonight...<br />Staying at home on the Saturday night.<br />For the solitude and opportunity to be alone.<br /><br />When Donald Trump was facing the midst of bankruptcy previously... with billions of debts,<br />a journalist interviewed The Donald and asked "Are you worry?"<br />His reply was, "Worrying is a waste of time. I could better use the time to solve the problems."<br /><br />Therefore~~~~<br /><br />Use the time to solve my problems.<br />Just a little bit of whining...<br /><br />Real World~<br />Here I come!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2373053687789053976?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-1700050408281894012009-09-10T17:37:00.001+08:002009-09-10T17:38:52.831+08:00<object width="445" height="364"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/HKV0QuQsonk&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6&amp;border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/HKV0QuQsonk&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6&amp;border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="445" height="364"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-170005040828189401?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-1573207730317459372009-09-10T12:27:00.000+08:002009-09-10T12:28:36.510+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SqiAP7pfpbI/AAAAAAAABnY/fUmt0loP5ww/s1600-h/april+fool.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 478px; height: 670px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SqiAP7pfpbI/AAAAAAAABnY/fUmt0loP5ww/s400/april+fool.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5379690766092182962" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-157320773031745937?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-37573106795956557072009-09-06T02:35:00.003+08:002009-09-06T02:45:19.613+08:00I didn't post anything for quite a long time.<br />So I expect most people thought I already gave up blogging and inactive.<br />That's quite good for me though.<br /><br />Finally I realized how important it is to keep a blog private.<br />A blog which I talk about my feelings and my hidden agenda.<br /><br />Well sometimes... I just feel like living a journal behind,<br />to capture the moment, the feeling, the thoughts.<br />E.g, the poem I blogged minutes ago.<br /><br />There's one interesting quotes I just found in one of those books I read,<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">Never bother to tell others about your problems.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Half of them don't care, and the other half are damn glad to know what's coming to you.</span>"<br /><br />So damn right.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3757310679595655707?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-90678887477795070292009-08-07T01:09:00.000+08:002009-08-07T01:11:03.528+08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:verdana,geneva;" >"Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.<br /><br />"If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.<br /><br />"Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.<br /><br />"Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.<br /><br />"Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy."</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-9067888747779507029?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-3121144209307988322009-08-07T00:35:00.002+08:002009-08-07T00:59:53.222+08:00Feel down and lonely.<br />I'm in state of melancholy again.<br />Sigh... how troublesome.<br /><br />My theme has always been loneliness or solitudeness.<br />Nothing new...<br /><br />How to cure loneliness?<br />Let me see... search in Google and see what's the result...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />"<span class="f" style="color: rgb(34, 34, 34);font-size:85%;" >Loneliness is an intense feeling of being deserted or abandoned by everyone. If left untreated, loneliness can lead to other problems such as depression, feelings of uselessness, and lack of self-worth."<br /><br /><br /><u>SOLUTIONS</u>:<br /><br /></span><ul><span class="f" style="font-size:85%;color:#222222;"><span class="f" style="font-size:85%;color:#222222;"><li> <b>Keep Busy.</b> If you are lonely, don't dwell on the fact. Get up and get out! Go somewhere where there are a lot of people. Don't worry if you don't know any of them; sometimes being around other people can help brighten your spirits. Other simple things you can do to keep busy are to join a club, take some classes at the YMCA, volunteer at a non-profit organization, or take up a hobby that requires mental concentration. The point is to find something that interests you and run with.<br /><br /></li><li> <b>Get Involved.</b> Your neighborhood and your church are two great places to start getting involved. On the surface this might sound like the same thing as keeping busy. Getting involved in something will require a little more time and lot more of your attention, but that is what you want. So commit yourself to some cause or charity that you feel passionate about. The more involved you get, the more people you will meet, the less and less loneliness will be an issue. Look around at the people you know who do not experience loneliness. Chances are, they are busy and involved people.<br /><br /></li><li> <b>Help Other Lonely People.</b> There are a lot of people out there like yourself: people who are lonely and don't know how to cope with their loneliness. If you look for those people and strive to help cure their loneliness, in the end you will also be helping yourself to cure your own loneliness.<br /><br /></li><li> <b>See it for What it Is.</b> You will need to start to view loneliness as a choice and not as a defined way of life. This means that you <i>choose</i> to be lonely when you do not really <i>have</i> to be lonely. Try being happy for a change and you will see the difference a smile will make. Just as feelings of loneliness breed more feelings of loneliness, feeling of happiness can bring about more feelings of happiness. If necessary, join a group that deals with feeling lonely. A group setting is designed to help you develop an optimistic attitude.<br /><br /></li><li> <b>Change your Thought Pattern.</b> I don't know why, but people who feel lonely and depressed tend to watch shows and read materials that reinforce their depressed mood. Are you listening to music about heartbroken people? Are you watching movies that require a box of tissues? What you need to do is change your way of thinking! Start listening to uplifting music, read inspirational writing -- such as poems or the Bible -- and start watching uplifting TV shows. All of these will help to change your negative thought patterns. </li></span><br />From <a href="http://www.allaboutlifechallenges.org/how-to-cure-loneliness-faq.htm">http://www.allaboutlifechallenges.org/how-to-cure-loneliness-faq.htm</a><br /></span></ul><br /><span class="f" style="color: rgb(34, 34, 34);font-size:85%;" >I wonder how effective these solutions are. But one thing for sure, keep myself busy does help a bit.<br /><br />Just like sales...<br />Meet more people...<br />Sure there will be some clients.<br /><br />So, make more friends.<br />Sure I'll have a few that could help easing my loneliness during my free time.<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-312114420930798832?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-2861728300890759662009-07-20T04:17:00.000+08:002009-07-20T04:18:03.082+08:00A great golfer, once won a tournament and, after receiving the cheque and smiling for the cameras, he went to the clubhouse and prepared to leave. Sometime later, he walked alone to his car in the parking lot and was approached by a young woman. She congratulated him on his victory and then told him that her child was seriously ill and near death. She did not know how she could pay the doctor's bills and hospital expenses.<br /><br />The golfer was touched by her story, and he took out a pen and signed his winning cheque for payment to the woman. "Make some good days for the baby," he said as he pressed the cheque into her hand.<br /><br />The next week he was having lunch in a country club when a Professional Golf Association official came to his table.<br /><br />"Some of the boys in the parking lot last week told me you met a young woman there after you won the tournament." The golfer nodded. "Well," said the official, "I have news for you. She's a con woman. She has no sick baby. She's not even married. She cheated you, my friend."<br /><br />"You mean there is no baby who is dying...?" he said.<br /><br />"That's right," said the official.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />"That's the best news I've heard all week," said the golfer.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><i>Nothing is mine within me, whatever there is, is Yours.<br />If i surrender to you what belongs to You, what does it cost me?<br />-Bhagat Kabir</i><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-286172830089075966?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-89008426488302645492009-06-29T17:41:00.002+08:002009-06-29T17:56:43.914+08:00As we get older, the problems we faced getting bigger and bigger.<br />When we're kids, our problems are small compared to the adults.<br />Therefore, there's always someone we can go to... to share our problems,<br />and most probably, we'll get help from them.<br /><br />I'm getting older...<br />My problems are growing bigger and bigger.<br />I don't know who to turn to, and where to turn to anymore.<br /><br />There's a growing gaps...<br />in between family members,<br />in between friends.<br /><br /><br />Eh, by the way, aren't I'm the type of person with lots of problems all the time?<br /><br />Whenever I feel bitter... I'll have the thinking again...<br />That we're always an island when we're at our down moment.<br />No one really cares, and you know it the right thing for them to do.<br />Since each and everyone of us have our own problems.<br /><br />Here I am... sitting here trying to think of how to start all over again.<br />And bring myself out from this misery and bitterness...<br /><br />The Great Happiness...<br />It's something not easy to attain isn't it?<br />The only happiness I'd live through...<br />The happiness with subtle bitterness behind,<br />which already took over a year from now ago.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8900842648830264549?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-36387818612947105992009-05-08T21:45:00.001+08:002009-05-08T21:52:03.280+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;">STRESSED LA!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3638781861294710599?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-76345157751483313072009-05-07T00:25:00.003+08:002009-05-07T00:38:00.173+08:00This morning...<br />It was cold, and I was feeling sleepy.<br />I need to take bus to office...<br />Since I can just give an excuse that I fall sick and went back to sleep<br />without any reprimand...<br />A voice in my head did asked me to do so.<br /><br />"Pretend sick and go back to sleep."<br /><br />I shouted "SHUT UP!" and go bath to start my day.<br /><br /><br />---------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br />There are some negative opinions in my head.<br />Disappointments, the creation of expectations.<br />It's just irrational.<br /><br /><br />The problem is not in the other person.<br />The problem is IN me.<br /><br />Irrational expectation.<br />What is expected? I know not.<br /><br />Emo simi lan? Moody simi lan?<br />I know not.<br /><br />I guess I'm gonna write with paper and pen about it.<br />Not convenient to put it here.<br /><br />I begin to question... Are personal blog supposed to be read by others?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7634515775148331307?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-11564934119976765512009-05-07T00:14:00.002+08:002009-05-07T00:17:47.861+08:00You can try to predict,<br />but never expect.<br /><br />Prediction brings cautiousness,<br />Expectation brings disappointment.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-1156493411997676551?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-49606919072465787392009-05-05T01:16:00.002+08:002009-05-05T01:20:47.265+08:00Next time hungry late at night?<br />Warm up a plate of plain rice...<br />mix beancurd with chilli and sesame sauce or TAU JOO.<br />It's become delicious rice with salty and little bit spicy taste.<br /><br />At least some carbohydrate...<br />Hmm... actually I wanna open luncheon meat to eat just like that...<br />but might deplete our limited ration =/<br /><br />Anyway,<br />I'm full now.<br />Good night~!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-4960691907246578739?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-14598213786312328352009-05-01T01:50:00.002+08:002009-05-01T02:29:26.222+08:00How long had it been this way...?<br />Err... Yeah, almost a year ago.<br />Not long after my birthday.<br /><br />......<br /><br />Like Bali said,<br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">"You feel this way, it's your problem. I don't feel anything, it's not my problem."</span><br /><br />Yeah.. The problem is mine.<br />Know my worth.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"Go to sleep. Don't be stupid."</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-1459821378631232835?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-74857426626892702042009-05-01T01:05:00.002+08:002009-05-01T01:25:07.692+08:00Tiring week...<br />But not as productive as I want it to be yet.<br />Paper works compiling and I headache just to think of it.<br />Need to set aside some time to do everything.<br />Labour Day, but need to arrive at office at 8.30 later.<br /><br />Friday, going to Ipoh in the afternoon to celebrate grandma's birthday.<br />Doing big dinner I think,<br />sponsored by my eldest uncle.<br /><br /><br />Yeah,<br />Nowadays I got nothing much to talk about.<br />Nothing funny, nothing entertaining...<br /><br />Today my manager done a personality review<br />with a test... DISC Personality test.<br />You can read about it <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DISC_assessment">here</a>.<br /><br />Self-image is... High dominance (need to be right), low influence (not so friendly) but still steady and still follow rules.<br /><br />During working time... Low dominance (not so stubborn and more lenient), high influence (talks alot) and still follow the rules.<br /><br />Lastly, my behaviour when under pressure... very high dominance (totally not available for negotiation and reasoning), super low influence (because I no longer reasons, I don't want to talk or be nice anymore) but still following rules.<br /><br />Kinda interesting... Quite accurate =D<br /><br /><br />Hmm... Don't what to say some more, but at this moment...<br />Night time...<br />I would like to be alone... =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7485742662689270204?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-56733086800690526372009-04-27T05:36:00.004+08:002009-04-27T06:00:34.884+08:00Before everything else,<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Thank Lord for Your enlightenment, Your guidance,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">the sudden inspiration,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">the sudden realization,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">that You gave me.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Thank You my Lord.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">In the name of Lord Jesus, I pray. Amen.</span><br /><br /><br /><br />Suddenly I was charged up.<br /><br />A sudden inspiration just came into me.<br /><br />If you ask me, I will say it must God who give me this enlightenment.<br /><br /><br />From my previous <a href="http://life-justsimple.blogspot.com/2009/04/summary-of-my-kl-trip-no-photos.html">post</a>...<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"I'm gonna be an insurance agent.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Since I love sales job...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">but I hate having employers that like to drag my pay..."</span><br /><br />Read this statement carefully... What did you find?<br />I found this still being selfish, but then I wasn't enlightened yet.<br />I was only thinking finding somewhere that I can excel in.<br /><br /><br />It all started while I was meditating... trying to meditate into sleep.<br />A lot of things went through my mind...<br /><br />It is about the kid in my house, whose just like my younger sister... a sister that can make me vomit blood at times when she pms.<br />She just graduated from secondary school...<br />without much support from her parents, without much funds for studies...<br />I was trying to teach her some financial stuff but well, since I myself is such a broke person... It's quite obvious that she won't heed me.<br /><br />Just now after fetch her from work,<br />Together with my aunt, we went to have a dinner... (It's my dinner actually)<br />We talked about importance on further education,<br />We talked about importance on financial literacy,<br />Then, I shared with her the importance on medical card... (specially on medical card)<br />Since her parents are not that rich, what if one day she falls sick and admitted into hospital?<br />This is not cursing but quite worrying.<br />Since medical card is quite cheap, and she does have some savings...<br />I, without intention or expectation, told her to buy medical card and pay the premium for 2-3 years straight when she reached 18 few months later.<br /><br />Yeah...<br />No intention, no expectation.<br />I just being worry.<br /><br /><br />Back to the meditation...<br />I did think of few others...<br /><br />In this line, it's not really about the sales...<br /><br />No matter who it was,<br />No matter it's someone you know, or do not,<br />someone who's close with you, or not,<br />someone who used to be close but have misunderstanding in the past...<br /><br />You don't wish to see anything unfortunate to happen to them.<br />That's all.<br /><br />It doesn't matter who they get the policy from...<br />The most important is... they have it.<br /><br /><br />If someone of you who're from insurance line happened to read this here.<br />Remember... This is not like other sales, not Omegatrend, not Amway.<br />You're not selling some health products or soap powder.<br />You're providing something... important to others.<br />Something that others must have.<br /><br />For me,<br />I decided,<br />I will find all those who are dearest to me first.<br />Because they are those who must be safe.<br /><br /><br />Lastly,<br /><br />Thank Lord for Your enlightenment,<br />the sudden inspiration that You send to me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-5673308680069052637?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-75723888044822702422009-04-27T02:10:00.002+08:002009-04-27T02:13:42.842+08:00Funny.<br />Why I waited to get disappointment?<br /><br />I should be sleeping a few hours ago...<br /><br />I'll create a wallpaper for myself with my own line.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"Go to sleep. Don't be stupid."</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7572388804482270242?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-90911510399830619902009-04-17T04:01:00.002+08:002009-04-17T04:11:50.429+08:00I arrived at KL about a week ago.<br />Nothing much happening...<br /><br />I went to Sunway Pyramid<br />with Dino and VK.<br />That VK went dating,<br />so left only me and Dino...<br />Since 11am...<br />Well, we explored whole Sunway Pyramid...<br />Had lunch at a Taiwan franchise selling oyster noodle...<br />Then teatime at Station Kopitiam...<br />Until at night, about 8.30pm met with Vliamz and friends<br />at some kopitiam below The One Academy.<br /><br />Most of the days I was at Dino's house...<br />Watched almost all of Steven Chow's movies there.<br />Ahhh! I forgot to continue Kamen Rider Decade series.<br />But nevermind... Will have chance this weekend.<br /><br />Today, just came back from my mum's Dim Sum stall<br />at a very ulu ulu place at Batu 9 area.<br />This morning, my bro just gave me the car keys and ask me...<br />to find mum myself =.="<br />And gave me money to bank in for him... Maybank.<br />I asked where, he asked me to find myself.<br />But KL roads are not as complicated as I thought it would be.<br />So, it's quite okay.<br /><br />These few days are quite relaxing...<br />and also giving me time to think over things...<br />Setting new goals...<br /><br />Oh yea, I think I didn't mention.<br />I'm signing up contract with Hong Leong Assurance.<br />I'm gonna be an insurance agent.<br />Since I love sales job...<br />but I hate having employers that like to drag my pay...<br />So I decided to be an insurance agent.<br /><br />I think that's all.<br />Since it's quite late... It's time to get some sleep.<br />Goodnight =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-9091151039983061990?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-32197239111495174742009-04-11T03:06:00.002+08:002009-04-11T03:40:30.213+08:00In six months time starting from May 2009,<br />and ends on November 2009.<br /><br />I'll be able to bear the responsibility to pay for the whole welfare of the family.<br />The food on the table,<br />The electricity, the water...<br />Everything.<br /><br />I'll be eating three meals a day,<br />I'll be making prompt payment on my bills,<br />I'll be traveling at ease.<br />I'll buy whatever I feel like buying.<br />I'll look good.<br /><br />In order to achieve that,<br />I'll work 12 to 15 hours a day,<br />Six days a week.<br />I'll delay all my wants,<br />cut on my needs.<br />I'll not let myself be comfortable for the whole year.<br /><br /><br />It's not just a want,<br />but I 'really want.'<br />And I'm prepared to let go my pride, my ego.<br />Fuck what people might think of me...<br /><br />No matter what it takes...<br />I will stretch myself off my limits.<br />I will be at where I planned to be.<br /><br />God, please bless me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3219723911149517474?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-10129061263777813632009-04-08T15:27:00.002+08:002009-04-08T15:30:31.956+08:00Just heard this funny conversation mentioned by my sister.<br />It's about my mum.<br />Last time when she moved in to stay with my brother,<br />He was lazy to clean the other room for my mother.<br />So he just told my mother to sleep in the same room with him and sis-in-law.<br /><br />My mother replied,<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" ><br />"When two of you wanna 'make babies' that time, where's the convenience?!"</span><br /><br />That's my mother =.="<br /><br />Sarcastic and funny.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-1012906126377781363?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-10080148084234842842009-04-06T01:57:00.003+08:002009-04-06T02:05:56.501+08:00My aunty... the one who I stayed with for 22 years<br />got admitted into hospital.<br />At first it's just for medical checkup...<br />The doctor requires her to stay overnight.<br /><br />But that overnight need to become a few more nights.<br />Critical diabetes condition, tumour in her liver...<br />And she started talking about her funeral also... =.="<br /><br />.........<br /><br />Well, at least it's not ICU or something.<br />Nothing will happen.<br />Just that... I don't really feel good.<br />Aih....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-1008014808423484284?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-86021860189960775972009-04-05T06:06:00.002+08:002009-04-05T06:49:49.461+08:00I did blogged about my <a href="http://life-justsimple.blogspot.com/2008/05/childhood-story-still-kid.html">childhood story</a>.<br /><br />So, to continue from that part...<br /><br />I like friends, I like hangout.<br />Since Brotherhood is the motto.<br />We stayed back after school,<br />We went for lunch together,<br />We played basketball together.<br />We went to eat Tau hua together.<br />And we waited for bus together.<br /><br />Then...<br />Some got their bike license and went out on their own with those who have bikes.<br />Some got girls friends and disappeared from sight.<br />Some camped in cybercafe.<br />Dino practiced basketball everyday.<br /><br />And so,<br />As a kid with identity crisis and adolescence problem<br />who is in need for attention and care,<br />tested Marlboro in an alley near the school.<br /><br />Because I smoke...<br />I got to know new friends who are also smoking in the alley,<br />Because I smoke...<br />I got to know older friends who smoke in cybercafe,<br />Because I smoke...<br />I can just know someone in the alley by asking, "Do you have a light?"<br /><br /><br />At one point...<br />I just fucked when I don't like that person's face,<br />I kicked that punk who block the entrance and fight until my uniform was tore,<br />I tried to force a kiss on a girl, (but I ended up didn't kiss her okay?)<br />I screamed at the small primary school kids who annoyed me,<br />I pushed away beggar kids at Bon Odori, (DAMN SINFUL LAR ME!)<br />I was on the process of stealing my friend's girlfriend.<br />I tried to throw a chair at a teacher, (That time they know I got something wrong, and two three fellows run to me to hold me down while I took up the chair after shouting at the teacher 0.0)<br /><br />OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!<br />Did I really did all these???????<br /><br /><br />Hmm... trying to remember all those things sure take a lot of energy.<br /><br />So... Continue other time.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8602186018996077597?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-32293278714003970882009-04-05T05:28:00.002+08:002009-04-05T06:02:19.409+08:00One by one friend walking out away from me...<br /><br />I have a friend who are like my own brother,<br />which totally disappear from sight.<br />The one in the group kind of friend...<br />I know he's still alive somewhere.<br />Someone meet him from time to time,<br />Just that we, the etc didn't see him for very long time.<br /><br />Or another friend who I felt,<br />Downgraded me to the bottom end,<br />with different treatment or behaviour.<br /><br />Sometimes it makes me feel...<br />there might be a flaw in me,<br />which makes one by one friend left me.<br /><br />When they leave,<br />Most probably they won't say anything.<br />They let you think about it yourself.<br />So... I just wondering.<br /><br />It happened a lot of times.<br />Some I don't mind leaving,<br />Some broke my heart.<br /><br />There's a saying,<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"Friends come and go,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Those who remain are true friends."</span><br /><br />Well, if I don't feel a thing when they leave,<br />It doesn't matter anyway right?<br />I guess, I need friends to break my heart...<br />So that I understand the saying.<br /><br />What I want to mean is not those friends that meet less, or talk less, or hang out less.<br />I got good friends who are studying somewhere far away,<br />who are very busy with their job until no time to meet at all,<br />who are very busy achieving their goals,<br />who are kind busy with girlfriend/boyfriend.<br /><br />But in heart, we all know... and though we don't say it out,<br />We know that we are good friends.<br />We know by understanding,<br />We know by feeling.<br /><br />We just happened to know friends who we thought are good friends,<br />abandoned us, leaving us and making us wondering what happened.<br /><br />When we grew up...<br />We'll take on different path.<br />Really...<br />For 1001st time I want to repeat the quote again.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Every meeting ends with separation,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">but separation is not the end,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">but a new beginning for another meeting.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">P.S: Though I have a few person in mind when I typed this post, but I might not referring to you. Maybe some will get the feel of what I said but it's okay... just give me a call then and tell me you are not as what I described :)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3229327871400397088?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-28312871322869066842009-03-30T05:15:00.003+08:002009-03-30T05:21:12.113+08:00I was checking my Feedjit Live<br />and found that there's quite a number of people visited my side<br />by searching for <span style="font-weight: bold;">Hitz.fm Parody If I Were The Boss</span>.<br /><br />So I checked it out in Google and found that...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">I AM NUMBER 3RD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />HUWAH!</span><br /><br />First time being in the first page in Google search result. Happy loh!<br /><br />Eh, I not talk only. I got printscreen.<br /><br />By the way, to remind you... I'm still a beginner in Photoshop, so it's not photoshop-ed!<br /><br />Here's proof!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/Sc_mBX7lVyI/AAAAAAAABZI/o_MxVO36i6o/s1600-h/google+search+for+BJS.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 253px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/Sc_mBX7lVyI/AAAAAAAABZI/o_MxVO36i6o/s400/google+search+for+BJS.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318722596226029346" border="0" /></a>*Click to enlarge*<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2831287132286906684?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-7403277457562992572009-03-30T04:34:00.003+08:002009-03-30T04:56:06.020+08:00Maturity,<br /><br />which simply means...<br /><br />Having the courage to be considerate...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span title="International Alphabet of Sanskrit Transliteration" class="Unicode" style="white-space: normal; text-decoration: none;" lang="sa-Latn" lang="sa-Latn">Taṇhā</span> or Craving in Buddhism,<br /><br />an act of selfishness which seeks for attention from someone...<br /><br />which causes discomfort to the someone,<br /><br />can be best countered by the want to give, by the simple act of selflessness.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Being rational...<br /><br />by responding with thinking,<br /><br />and not emotional...<br /><br />that react by feelings.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Let thinking based on imagination,<br /><br />which creates new positive possibilities...<br /><br />and not experience,<br /><br />which based on judgment and assumptions...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />It requires courage to give,<br /><br />which may seems a huge loss,<br /><br />but provides the best dividend,<br /><br />in all form of aspects,<br /><br />which enrich your life.<br /><br /><br />Though I am jobless,<br /><br />Though I am broke,<br /><br />But I am at last, feeling free...<br /><br />from the inability to control myself.<br /><br />And finally,<br /><br />I am being the person I want to be.<br /><br />The person which simply seeks for happiness.<br /><br />I am truly happier now.<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">P.S: I'm still looking for job by the way...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-740327745756299257?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-12600820454047605742009-03-28T01:43:00.003+08:002009-03-28T01:48:22.564+08:00Zhou Chuan Xiong... still unbeatable in terms of singing and song writing.<br />If you are looking for super depression, super emo till wanna die kind of songs... listen to his.<br />Well, you don't really understand mandarin... nevermind... coz his super duper depressed wanna cry wanna die eh voice can stab your heart.<br />If you understand the lyrics... make sure someone is around to prevent you from suicide.<br /><br />Yoh... his song so got FEEL!<br /><br />Currently listening to this album.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/Sc0Q6eC3xAI/AAAAAAAABZA/tn6Gr87a3C8/s1600-h/11932411316052030.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 312px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/Sc0Q6eC3xAI/AAAAAAAABZA/tn6Gr87a3C8/s400/11932411316052030.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5317925331677987842" border="0" /></a><br />Suggestion for listening;<br /><br />1) Er Fen Zhi Yi De Ai Qing<br />2) Wang Le<br />3) Wo Zhai Ni Shen Bian<br />4) Wo Nan Guo<br />5) Ai Qing Bu Shi Wan You Xi<br /><br />and many more~~~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-1260082045404760574?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-30451058456170204202009-03-23T02:51:00.003+08:002009-03-23T02:54:44.060+08:00At first I want to update this blog,<br />but since I'm feeling sleepy and fatigue...<br />I don't want to update d. (Background voice: "<span style="font-style: italic;">Oi, so why are you here???</span>")<br /><br />Then hor, then hor....<br /><br />I wanna sleep now.<br />Goodnight!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3045105845617020420?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-2762609357439588182009-03-20T17:26:00.005+08:002009-03-20T18:00:21.993+08:00Real meaning for the common Hokkien words that we Hokkien lang use.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Kan Keh </span><br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'fuck chicken'</span>.<br /><br />actual meaning - referring to someone who's cynical and selfish, not willing to take even the slightest risk of anything.<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"Leh ma ler ! Ah Seng kau giak kan keh ah .."</span> [translation: "Your mother ! Ah Seng is damn timid !"]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Kiong Kan</span><br /><br />direct translation - it actually was a short form for <span style="font-style: italic;">ki ho lang kan</span>, which means, <span style="font-style: italic;">'go get yourself fucked by someone'. </span><br /><br />actual meaning - an exclamation that was used to vehemently protest against any disagreement or illogical statements.<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"Kiong kan lah ! lu sio kong lim peh be hiau si boh ??</span>" [translation : "Kiong kan lah ! You think you can fool me ??"]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Bak Moy</span><br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'pork porridge' </span><br /><br />actual meaning - to undergo the complete and permanent cessation of all vital functions; i.e. die<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"Eh ! Lu lang cai boh ? Ray Charles bak moy liao !"</span> [translation : "Eh ! Did you guys know ? That Ray Charles is dead !"]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Loo Siao</span><br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'rub sperm' </span><br /><br />actual meaning - to riot, to rebel, make trouble or go ballistic. Can be used as adjective, verb or noun.<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"That char bor, si peh loo siao, tiam tiam chueh soo …"</span> [translation : "That woman, damn rebellious, always look for trouble.."]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Char Siao</span><br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'fried sperm' </span><br /><br />actual meaning - to disturb or to vex someone<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"Mai char siao lah !"</span> [translation : "Don't disturb me !"]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Kuai Lan</span><br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'suave dick' </span><br /><br />actual meaning - adjective to describe a very cheeky or obnoxious person.<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"That si ginna si peh kuai lan."</span> [translation : "That kid is damn obnoxious."]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Apong Sin</span><br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'pancake spirit'</span> (pancake is also the secondary meaning for vagina)<br /><br />actual meaning - a person who's fawning over any females and willing to do anything for them.<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"Ah Piang kau giak apong sin. Peng eu kio chut, boh eng. Char bor kio chut, eh poey…"</span> [translation : "Ah Piang damn 'pancake spirit'. When his friends ask him out, always busy. But when girls ask him out, he'll literally fly out"]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Ciu Cheng</span><br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'hand gun' </span><br /><br />actual meaning - an adjective to describe someone that is unskillfully clumsy, delinquent and fucked up.<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"Si tua pui, kau giak ciu cheng. Chia pun beh hiau park."</span> [translation : "That fat ass damn fucked up. Don't even know how to park a car"]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Tu Lan</span> (also known as <span style="font-weight: bold;">T.L.</span>)<br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'pig's dick' </span><br /><br />real meaning - hatefully dislike or angry; pissed.<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"Kua tiok ee eh bin … pun tu lan."</span> [translation : "It pissed me off even by just a glance of his face."]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Kam Lan</span><br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'to fellate' </span> (fellatio = Blowjob)<br /><br />real meaning - an expression added into questions - to denote something ridiculous or defies logical understanding.<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"Lu choaa lu eh bor chut lai kam lan aa ??"</span> [translation : "Why the hell do you bring along your wife ??"]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Loh Tee</span><br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'bread' </span>(derived from the malay word "roti")<br /><br />real meaning - an adjective to describe a very slutty, chintzy and promiscuous female being. Highly derogatory.<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"Ah Piang eh chat loh si peh loh tee. Goh lui chap pek tau"</span> [translation : "Ah Piang's girl is a goddamn slut. Five cents for eighteen times"]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">How Siao</span><br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'horseshoe crab’s sperm</span>'<br /><br />real meaning - bluff/boast.<br /><br />eg: <span style="font-style: italic;">"Lu mien how siao lah"</span> [translation : "You don’t bluff/boast."]<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Lanpah-pahlan</span><br /><br />direct translation - <span style="font-style: italic;">'penisballs-ballspenis.'</span><br /><p>real meaning - It is to express a chicken and egg situation or an act that brings same result before or after do.</p><p>e.g: <span style="font-style: italic;">"Lu cho ci leh, ah si ci leh, ma si siang nia. Lanpah-pahlan"</span> [translation: "You do this, or do that, it's still the same. *an expression: do or no do also the same*]<br /></p><br /><br /><br />There's also video for you to learn more. Enjoy =D<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><u>LESSON 1</u></span><u></u><br /><br /><object width="445" height="364"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/W_is3mZuQvw&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6&amp;border=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/W_is3mZuQvw&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6&amp;border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="445" height="364"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><u><span style="font-weight: bold;">LESSON 2</span></u><br /><br /><object width="445" height="364"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/eHJyn2gGM98&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6&amp;border=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/eHJyn2gGM98&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6&amp;border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="445" height="364"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-276260935743958818?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-89494722487922401232009-03-20T02:33:00.011+08:002009-03-20T06:13:32.063+08:00Time to reflect on my own progress.<br />I need to know what I'd been being and how I want to be better.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">----------------------------------------------------------<br /></div><br />I was easily influenced by the selfish culture in my previous company,<br />because I have weak principles and character.<br />I began trying to protect myself from being used or manipulated...<br />Everyone seems motive-driven and selfishness seems so... normal.<br />and I don' t trust anyone.<br />But... it's kinda tiring to always fear being taken advantage of,<br />and the fact is... I became just like one of them... Selfish and manipulative.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"The world is a reflection of your true self."</span><br /><br />One morning... after realizing the fact, and a bit thinking process like this:<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/ScKWHsqBmLI/AAAAAAAABX4/5_eeyrgi0Is/s1600-h/thinker21.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 262px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/ScKWHsqBmLI/AAAAAAAABX4/5_eeyrgi0Is/s400/thinker21.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314975569241282738" border="0" /></a><br />I think I prefer to be that kind of person that would make me feel happy.<br /><br />The satisfaction came from giving, being selfless, being helpful...<br />that good feeling, is the genuine feeling of being important and needed.<br />I feel somewhat I am capable.<br />Just a simple "Thank you" or gratitude looks... feels a lot better than being selfish<br />Selfishness makes enemies, Selflessness makes friends.<br />Selfishness brings fear, Selflessness brings satisfaction.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">----------------------------------------------------------<br /></div><br />I always feel lonely.<br />but if I remain the same person, doing the same thing...<br />the result will still be the same... Lonely.<br />It's much easier to go out and make friends than sit down at home waiting for Fate to do its job.<br />Some might turn out to be good friends, some might be not...<br />but I might get a good deal at the end of the day anyway...<br /><br />Some from workplace, some from PG Corner, but mostly from Facebook =P<br />(That's why I love Facebook)<br /><br />It's not that hard actually...<br />Just be genuinely interested, be helpful without expectations, be sincere...<br />If you need a motive for my actions, I do have one.<br />I need friends, and I hope I can be a good friend to you as well.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">----------------------------------------------------------<br /></div><br />Lastly...<br /><br />The most important thing I need to remind myself.<br />Just be myself. Just be the kind of person I want to be.<br />Be aware of what I'm doing and showing all the time.<br />And be responsive rather reactive.<br /><br />Positive thinking needs effort and time to reason with yourself before you respond.<br />You can think about the words you use, the outcome, your expression, your image...<br /><br />Negative thinking needs no effort because it's there all the time.<br />You react without really thinking.<br />I let loose and stop controlling my thoughts... and I had miserable time in the past =.=<br />So, I'd been both type. Trust me.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">----------------------------------------------------------<br /></div><br />Eh. You read till here? Woah~! Thank you leh. Really appreciate it that you read all my rants =D<br />Thanks for your time and interest to read till here. Ahahahahaha!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8949472248792240123?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-83821353389483040402009-03-19T01:00:00.004+08:002009-03-19T01:11:33.244+08:00First parody by the new Hitz morning crew JJ and Ean :D<br />Enjoy. You sure laugh till pak leng dao! (overturn)<br /><br /><br /><br /><object width="445" height="364"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/nIHHaEBjVo0&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6&amp;border=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/nIHHaEBjVo0&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6&amp;border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="445" height="364"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />If I were the boss<br />*mornin boss how r u? bagus bagus...*<br />Even just for a day<br />*one chance only u know..what will u do ar? tats y im tellin u la..wait la..*<br />I would change the station name from Hitz to Radio Ean and JJ<br />*tats a nice ring to it.. tats y, just for u bro..*<br /><br />If I were the boss<br />*wat will uuuuu do?*<br />Work will start on Tuesday<br />*wat do u think? i like i like, Wednesday also can*<br />We will end the week on Thursday and everyday will be halfday<br />*maybe 2hrs onli..better*<br /><br />If I were the boss<br />I think I could understand<br />How it feels to work on budget<br />And give a raise of 20cent<br />Hang out with the girls<br />*babe apa khabar?..bagus~*<br />And be hard on the guys<br />*sori ar brother..have to la, cari makan*<br />Might dispatch me riding Harleys<br />Our trips will be to Bali<br />If we bankrupt I will break down and cry<br /><br />If I were the boss<br />I will come up with a plan<br />*check it out ar..ehem ehem*<br />Make everyone do all the work<br />Take the credit and look like the man<br />*wah banyak handal ar u..thank u thank u*<br /><br />If I were the boss<br />My lunch break will be 2days<br />*wah so long ar..yala then onli enuf time to eat*<br />I have PS3 in my room 200inch LCD and play all day<br />My way..JJ<br /><br />If I were the boss<br />I think I could understand<br />How it feels to work on budget<br />And give a raise of 20cent<br />Hang out with the girls<br />*u looking very pretty today, naik gaji*<br />And be hard on the guys<br />*hey she looks pretty ok u do all her work..nonsense*<br /><br />Might dispatch me riding Harleys<br />Our trips will be to Bali<br />If we bankrupt I wil break down and cry<br /><br />Cause I will always come in late<br />Just to show who I'm<br />And if I was a girl I wil make them all call me Mam<br />*mornin Mam*<br />If you thought I wud be nicer<br />Then you thought it wrong~<br />*adui sakit..tarikla sikit*<br /><br />But we are not the boss<br />*i knw tis sadly..haih...*<br />So we cannot cuti....cannot cuti..<br />Come to office really early<br />To try to make some money<br />So we can open stall jual nasi<br /><br />*goreng, pattaya, kandar, lemak, wat else ar? ah..dagang.. so now wat do we do? i dunno..wait for the song to finish la cuz we r not the boss.. o yea...tunggu boss cakap la..boss..boss..okok thank u...ok bye boss..*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8382135338948304040?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-1059837697182150572009-03-17T05:30:00.004+08:002009-03-17T05:59:05.244+08:00Finally... Officially...<br />I am jobless and penniless.<br />I am exhausted and tired.<br /><br />Luckily...<br />I am now working part-time at Sony Centre, Queensbay which is owned by CG Computers Sdn Bhd,<br />as a Retail Assistant, getting paid at hourly basis.<br />RM4.50 an hour. Any lower than that and I'll be just like the foreign workers.<br /><br />I just came back from Kuala Lumpur,<br />I met Allan... and asked him to see if there's any job opportunity for me in KL through his network.<br />John Woo the director got no time for me. See him next month then.<br />I asked my relatives in Klang to see if there's any job opportunity in shipping line for me in KL.<br />Well, they asked whether I will be interested in insurance instead. Oh man...<br /><br /><br />Let's see what I have, and what I can do for now.<br /><br />I have no degree certificate,<br />but I have Unit Trusts license and Insurance license.<br />I did give a little bit thought on Insurance especially when I see Joachim.<br />The system, the education, the support his team provided... Hmm...<br />But I'll just put it as K.I.V (Keep In View)<br /><br />An old schoolmate of mine recently contacted me,<br />and offered me an opportunity...<br />Well, well, well... Not pyramid scheme or MLM scheme.<br />Real worthy opportunity I can say.<br />A freelance credit card sales job for two banks.<br />One approved credit card I can get RM70.<br />I'll give some rebate as freebies for those who signed up with me.<br />Need to organize my contacts to start calling them.<br />Well, if you read this... Be expected to be called =D<br /><br />An online friend in Johore which I met once,<br />Raymond Chua,<br />who is a Degree holder who blogs and do e-commerce for living.<br />He came up with an informational products about Stress Management.<br />He offered me to be his affiliate.<br />So all I need to do is blogs about stress management,<br />and keep updating.<br />The rest will be done by his system.<br />Oh, a little online marketing efforts are needed later on...<br />But first I have to write 10 posts before accepting the offer.<br /><br />Working in Sony Queensbay...<br />And being the not-tech-savvy kind of person,<br />I'm having hard time in my product knowledge.<br />The worst scenario is when a walk-in customer ask, "Video Cam?"<br />Oh my God~<br />So, I came up with this idea to blog about the Sony products that is sold in a Sony Centre,<br />so I can remember them better.<br /><br />The objectives are;<br />1) To promote Sony Queensbay. We need to increase the revenue for the outlet before <a href="http://www.xylement.com/">Clement</a> got butt-fucked by Mr. Li.<br />2) To put in some Google ads and Nuffnang ads for my revenue.<br /><br />Asked Miguel to blog together but he politely declined =.= Saying it's not ethical to do so... Ish~<br />So... Do it myself... Find sometime to read about Sony then.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.pgcorner.com/"><br />PG Corner</a>. Got no revenue for me.<br />But need to come up with more ideas so it can sustain on its own.<br />And a good accounting record is needed for that.<br />Find a date to officially start recording.<br />Temporary I'm still the forum moderator.<br /><br /><br />This blog... Come on~ It's not for profit.<br />It's just my diary.<br /><br /><br /><u>SUMMARY</u><br /><ol><li>I need to look for a new permanent job in KL or Penang.</li><li>I got a part-time job in Sony Queensbay. I aim to get at least RM500 a month there.<br /></li><li>I need to start my Degree course in Wawasan Open University. Bachelor (Hons) Degree in Sales and Marketing. Must be Honest.</li><li>Start blogging about Sony products to improve my product knowledge before Clement sack me xD</li><li>Start writing 10 posts on Stress Management so I can start Raymond's affiliate program.</li><li>Start calling and asking people to sign up for credit cards. Aiming for another RM500 from here.</li></ol>And the last one... Build my character and principle every day. Cure my Identity Crisis disease.<br /><br />Time for breakfast.<br /><br />Just Simple signing off now.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-105983769718215057?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-80495187429246167242009-03-17T04:34:00.004+08:002009-03-17T09:28:54.157+08:00Recently, I heard of this psychology thing called <span style="font-style: italic;">Identity Crisis</span>, which mostly happen among teenagers.<br /><br />After reading about it... I think I didn't resolve my identity crisis.<br /><br />Because I'm not stable, my character and principles keep changing from time to time.<br /><br />I found that most of the image I got are from manga's characters, movie characters, etc etc...<br /><br />Just Be Yourself. Which one is mine? LOL!<br /><br />I know stubbornness is my own trait.<br /><br /><br />In the beginning, after joining a MLM company, I was able to be optimistic and having some self-control over what I think and how I respond...<br /><br />But it didn't last though, until at some point... I let it my own thoughts and behaviour run free.<br /><br />Being reactive instead of responsive... for example, when someone offend me, instead of thinking how I should respond, I react by saying, "FUCK YOU!"<br /><br />Well, time for some identity searching again~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8049518742924616724?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-64537851256903048782009-03-11T03:22:00.005+08:002009-03-12T03:38:01.631+08:00It's 3.22 in the morning.<br />Yes, I'm still awake and sitting in front of the monitor.<br /><br /><br />Facebook got nothing more to do, after reading all notifications, and after finish playing Mafia Wars.<br />Look at few photos...<br /><br />Tonight is kinda relaxing =)<br /><br />I'm so into Folks genre songs nowadays... And I'm hooked with this local singer, Yuna.<br />At first, it's disbelieve, cannot accept coz it's totally out of my context.<br />She's the type wearing a tudung, but when she sings...<br /><br />Britney Spears, Beyonce, Avril Lavigne, simi longchong also need to retire d.<br /><br />Can be compared to Alanis Morrisette, Natalie Imbruglia, The Cranberries... She's awesome!!!<br /><br />Watch this video clip =D<br />Her best song among all, Rocket.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/QqBOA3o4rAg&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/QqBOA3o4rAg&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><blockquote>You're like a rocket in my mind<br />That's waiting to define everything about me no one knew<br />And you stick like a poster on my wall<br />As if you dont wanna move<br /><br />I got no money in my pocket<br />Nobody to rock with but you<br />But you know me I don't seem to roll<br />Somehow we managed to get through<br /><br />People come and people go<br />And people gonna come some more<br />They pick a fight<br />But it's alright<br />At least I get to see you tonight<br />Tonight<br /><br />I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby<br />You came the last minute of --- to save me<br />I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby<br />Cause even if they go away<br />I got the feeling that you're gonna stay<br /><br />It's like I'm picking up a miracle off the sidewalk<br />Like kitten in the box<br />Don't contemplate yourself, you say<br />Cause you're all you've got<br />I'm a --- and pathetic<br />At the same time unlike you<br />Baby you've got no move<br />And you think I'm good at what I do<br /><br />People come and people go<br />And people gonna come some more<br />They pick a fight<br />But it's alright<br />At least I have you home tonight<br />Tonight<br /><br />I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby<br />You came the last minute of --- to save me<br />I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby<br />Cause even if they go away<br />I got the feeling that you're gonna stay<br /><br />You're like a rocket in my mind<br />Waiting to define everything about me<br />You're like a poster on my wall<br />Sticking, don't wanna fall<br />As if you dont wanna move<br /><blockquote><blockquote></blockquote></blockquote></blockquote><br /><br />Or you can listen to her songs in her myspace by clicking <a href="http://music.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=music.singleplaylist&amp;friendid=120696064&amp;plid=">here</a>.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-6453785125690304878?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-70176085972210259592009-03-10T03:01:00.003+08:002009-03-10T03:02:58.277+08:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/4qcQfcO_h5c&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/4qcQfcO_h5c&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x006699&amp;color2=0x54abd6" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />There's bad news about the founder of the company too. Regarding the relation between Diamond and Nesh.<br />Well, don't whether it's true or not regarding the bad news but this one come out on the TV.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7017608597221025959?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-30470320635058838112009-03-09T03:16:00.003+08:002009-03-09T03:24:35.913+08:00He may be one of your many friends,<br /><br />but to him,<br /><br />you may be his only friend.<br /><br /><br /><br />Now I remember and able to organize the sentence.<br />I wanted to told Vliam back then.<br /><br />Being the person who are victimized by those who have many friends,<br />I understand how loneliness feels like.<br />So, I would be happy to be a friend,<br />and I don't abandon friends who are in need<br />like how I was abandoned =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3047032063505883811?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-7369771676296460322009-03-07T16:21:00.000+08:002009-03-07T16:22:05.019+08:00Read the story no matter u like or dun like ghost story...makes you glued to your chair till the last sentence!<br /><br />Prior to joining a new company, this guy A was working at boat quay area.<br /><br />In those tall building offices like UOB and such. His office was quite high up the level at least 30 and above. Normally he will have to stay back for OT and in the evening, all the lifts will be stopped due to security reasons. Whenever he wanted to leave, he will need to call the old security uncle to activate the lift from ground floor to his level.<br /><br />Then the uncle will send the lift up..<br /><br />After sometime, he left the company and joined another place where his office also very high up in the building. Hence if do OT, also need to call uncle to send lift up.. Then it came the day that he's working OT for the first time at the new place. He stayed back till 12 plus am and When he's about to leave, he called the security uncle to send the lift up. After packing up he went to the lobby to wait for the lift.<br /><br />He waited and waited. 10 mins passed, Lift not up. He waited for another 10 mins and call the security uncle. S denotes security here.<br /><br />A: Hello Uncle ah, have you send the lift up?<br />S: Yeah sent liao.<br />A: No leh I been waiting for 20 mins liao leh<br />S: No meh? okie okie I send again.<br /><br />Another 5 minutes went by. No lift came up. The guy got worried. He's the last person to leave and there's no one around. He called the uncle on his handphone again.<br /><br />A: Er... Uncle ah, you sure you sent the lift up?<br />S: Yeah I sent it up twice liao leh.<br />A: But I saw the lifts all on the first floor leh!<br />S: Aiyoh. Nevermind. I take the lift up and look for you.<br /><br />Again, A waited. 5 minutes passed but none of the lift are moving. Then suddenly, his hp ring. The uncle voice was on the other side of the line sounding very weird.<br /><br />S: Where are you? I am here. But I cannot find you.<br /><br />All this while A was staring at the display of the lifts. All at level 1..... and the uncle is here..... shit something is not right.<br /><br />A straight away chiong to the stairs and dashed down the building...<br /><br />When he reached ground level, he chiong to the security counter and he found out that....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />.....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />......<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />.....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />He had actually called the old security uncle in the building of his ex-company and not the security uncle of his new office -_- He work till seh liao and was damn blur. Feeling very pai seh, he also never call back to explain to the security uncle from the building of his ex-company.<br /><br />Blur cock and poor uncle. He must be the one who actually freaked out going all the way up and saw no one there hahaha<br /><br /><br />Moral of the story - dun work till becoming like sotong.... Detress by DANCING.............. :-)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-736977167629646032?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-84749696694971718252009-03-06T01:00:00.004+08:002009-03-06T01:12:33.624+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SbAGxxLXK7I/AAAAAAAABXE/VEdN4gPiEqY/s1600-h/selfish.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 196px; height: 196px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SbAGxxLXK7I/AAAAAAAABXE/VEdN4gPiEqY/s400/selfish.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309751412754164658" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Am I selfish?<br />My every words expressed only me and myself?<br /><br />What is selfish?<br />What is selfless?<br /><br />Expectation?<br />Feeling of importance?<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8474969669497171825?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-73113399635257665652009-03-05T01:05:00.002+08:002009-03-05T01:09:53.812+08:00I love this song a lot.<br />The lyrics and the melody damn emo.<br />Yeah, I'm damn moody right now.<br />But I'm lazy to express d.<br />After sleep, and wake up tomorrow morning.<br />Everything will be fresh again.<br /><br />By the way, you can listen to this song with the music player at the sidebar ;-)<br /><br /><br /><br />ni hai ji de ma ji yi de yan xia<br />你还记得吗 记忆的炎夏<br />san luo zai feng zhong de yi zheng fa<br />散落在风中的已蒸发<br />xuan hua de dou yi sha ya<br /> 喧哗的都已沙哑<br /><br />mei jie guo de hua wei wan cheng de qian gua<br />没结果的花 未完成的牵挂<br />wo men xue hui xu duo hua fa<br />我们学会许多说法<br />lai yan shi bu peng de shang ba<br />来掩饰不碰的伤疤<br /><br />ying wei wo hui xiang qi ni<br />因为我会想起你<br />wo hai pa mian dui zi ji<br />我害怕面对自己<br />wo de yi zhi zong bei ji mo tun shi<br />我的意志 总被寂寞吞食<br /><br />ying wei ni zong hui ti xing<br />因为你总会提醒<br />guo qu zong bu hui guo qu<br />过去总不会过去<br />you zhong zhen ai bu shi wo de<br />有种真爱不是我的<br /><br />jia ru wo bu ceng ai ni<br />假如我不曾爱你<br />wo bu hui shi qu zi ji<br />我不会失去自己<br />xiang nian de ci ding zhu wo de wei zhi<br />想念的刺 钉住我的位置<br /><br />ying wei ni zong hui ti xing<br />因为你总会提醒<br />jin guan wo de dao shi jie<br />尽管我得到世界<br />you xie xing fu bu shi wo de<br />有些幸福不是我的<br /><br />ni hai ji de ma ji yi de yan xia<br />你还记得吗 记忆的炎夏<br />wo zhong yu mei xuan zhe de fen cha<br /> 我终于没选择的分岔<br />zui hou you yao shei dao da<br />最后又有谁到达<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7311339963525766565?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-46082566558681941002009-03-04T14:31:00.004+08:002009-03-04T14:50:02.910+08:00In <a href="http://www.pgcorner.com">PG Corner</a>, I'm in charged of their <a href="http://www.pgcorner.com/forum">forum</a> admin.<div>Things started to picking up again there, but well, I'm still looking for some ways to improve and make it better.</div><div>We changed the original plan of the social network to become a niche social network for Penangites, or anyone who's interested to know what's happening over here.</div><div><br /></div><div>In order to make it more happening, funds are needed.</div><div>But the question is, "<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">How do we acquire the funds for doing what we want to do?</span>"</div><div>Or <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">the funds to maintain the social network?</span></div><div><br /></div><div>If we want to find advertisers, what kind of viewers we can provide them?</div><div>And we want the members to remain active and come back to the site, what contents are they seeking?</div><div>These are still the questions in pondering.</div><div><br /></div><div>Good thing is, we had taken a step to organize event for <a href="http://www.pgcorner.com">PG Corner</a> such as the <a href="http://www.pgcorner.com/events/pg-corner-gathering">coming dinner on 20th March</a>. I hope it'll be a successful event, but well, I'm not in the planning session so I don't really know how it is going and what to be expected though.</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm still waiting for the new feature from the network provider that allows marketplace. If that feature is implemented, I will sure promote Sony products. LOL. (I am also thinking how to improve sales in Sony Queensbay outlet)</div><div><br /></div><div>For those who likes <a href="http://www.pgcorner.com/media/categories/tvb-hk-drama-discussion/listForCategory">TVB Dramas</a>, we have the <a href="http://www.pgcorner.com/media">Media </a>category where you can download from link.</div><div><br /></div><div>Hmm.. Another journal entry of mine.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-4608256655868194100?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-91237944910718123092009-03-02T02:24:00.003+08:002009-03-04T14:52:06.131+08:00Read the title.<br />Yeah, I'm hooked.<br />I was wondering why one can't live without Facebook.<br />Now I understand.<br /><br />Those notifications,<br />Those conversations in comment form,<br />Those attentions...<br />Two persons are enough to bombard my notification.<br />And that's <span style="font-weight: bold;">FUN</span> :D :D :D<br /><br />Oh, unrelated topic,<br /><br />When you are rejected in the beginning after a request,<br />And after you persist,<br />And when it's replied with, "<span style="font-style: italic;">Maybe later...</span>" or "See first."<br />You are already rejected... politely.<br />Next persistence will cause aggression behavior,<br />which will lead to unhappy experience.<br /><br />Though I always like to persist until I get what I want,<br />But living is not that simple as in you can summarized it with one way of thinking.<br />Be flexible, see long-term, speculate the outcome of your actions.<br />I just got a good lesson :D<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">P.S: By the way, it's still my philosophy, and it might be wrong.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-9123794491071812309?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-72963246625483503792009-02-27T03:45:00.004+08:002009-02-27T12:46:25.783+08:00<blockquote><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">She is my Happy Ending</span><span style="font-style: italic;">.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">But she will not be happy with me, but someone else.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">I hope she will have her Happy Ending.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">so, I let her go.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">And I can choose another option instead.<br />My sad ending...<br />For her happy ending...<br /></span></blockquote><br /><br />This poet came into my mine as I read short stories.<br /><br />Good one! Good one!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7296324662548350379?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-88256908367047588502009-02-25T00:47:00.002+08:002009-02-25T00:56:42.750+08:00Jon is away in KL.<br />And I'm bored.<br />Luckily Joachim find me just now,<br />for a tea session...<br />If not, it'll be another quiet evening.<br /><br />What I wanna say for today?<br /><br />"Do your thinking. Don't let your feelings took over."<br /><br /><br /><br />Looking for some Maths question to do... Need to exercise my analyzing and logical thinking capability.<br /><br />If got any, let me know.<br />My highest maths level? Algebra. That's it.<br /><br />Good Night now =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8825690836704758850?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-79134357583807208812009-02-23T04:34:00.006+08:002009-02-23T05:45:05.796+08:00Firstly, what is <span style="font-style: italic;">clutter</span>?<br />For those who don't know, you don't have to look in dictionary. Here it is.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><u></u></span><blockquote><span style="font-size:130%;"><u>clutter</u></span><br /><br />–verb (used with object)<br />1. to fill or litter with things in a disorderly manner. e.g. All kinds of papers cluttered the top of his desk.<br /><br />–verb (used without object)<br />2. to run in disorder; move with bustle and confusion.<br />3. to make a clatter.<br />4. to speak so rapidly and inexactly that distortions of sound and phrasing result.<br /><br />–noun<br />5. a disorderly heap or assemblage; litter. e.g. It's impossible to find anything in all this clutter.<br />6. a state or condition of confusion.<br />7. confused noise; clatter.<br />8. an echo or echoes on a radar screen that do not come from the target and can be caused by such factors as atmospheric conditions, objects other than the target, chaff, and jamming of the radar signal.</blockquote><br /><br />Well, some explanations are quite confused but anyway, in hokkien it's known as <span style="font-style: italic;">luan chi cha</span>, and in cantonese it's <span style="font-style: italic;">loon chat pak chou</span>, and in mandarin it's <span style="font-style: italic;">luan chi pak chao</span>. (Why hokkien translation missing by one word?)<br /><br />So, what's Uncluttering? Aiya, I lazy to provide you the definition of un. It's to undo cluttering. Means make everything as organized, neat and as clear as possible.<br /><br /><u>My Email</u><br /><br />I hate having a lot of email accounts. But inevitably, I have three right now.<br />One in Hotmail, because I use MSN Live Messenger.<br />One in Gmail, because I used it to try Gmail and now is this blog's account.<br />The last one, also Gmail because I got another blogger account to blog things that I don't want others to read.<br /><br />I want to delete the 2nd Gmail account but it's kinda waste to let go my previous blogger URL that I cracked my head to come up with. So, I just leave it there. See whether I can do anything with it.<br /><br />Luckily I use Mozilla Thunderbird to help me maintain. So I can just read mails from two Gmail accounts at only one place. Unfortunately, I don't know how to link it with Hotmail. So I still have to log in manually to read my mail in Hotmail. For those who know, please teach me :D<br /><br />My Gmail is full of junkmail. So an advice is, don't simply sign up for subscription. Though they said they will never sell your information, but your email address does worth a penny to Viagra sellers. I got a lot of junk mails asking me to buy Viagra, which I don't need one right now at this age.<br /><br /><br /><u>My Social Network.</u><br /><br />I got Friendster.<br />I got Facebook.<br />I got Multiply.<br />I got <a href="http://www.pgcorner.com/profile/JerryYeow">PG Corner</a>. (<span style="font-size:85%;">Join this one.</span>)<br /><br />I deactivated Facebook. Might consider to delete this.<br />Clearing all the content in Friendster. Considering deleting.<br />Downloading all my songs and wanted photos from Multiply. Considering deleting.<br />Join <a href="http://www.pgcorner.com/profile/JerryYeow">PG Corner</a>! Why? Join first. Don't ask so much.<br /><br /><br /><u>My Blog.</u><br /><br />I will find a use for all my blogs. I still love them.<br /><br /><br /><u>My Computer.</u><br /><br />This is damn cluttered. I don't have enough space to use. I tried to find something to delete so I can have more space but I can't find anything useless to delete. All seems important to me. Maybe after I upload all my pics to Picasa, then I can get rid of them. I can access to them anytime I want with Picasa 3. The software to organize photos...<br /><br />Eh, my Porns collection has a DND sign. (DND = Do Not Delete) Use very little space also only... 14.5 GB nia, but I used weeks and months and years to collect them. =.=" But I still think I will delete them soon... Errr... when? Soon lar...<br /><br /><br /><u>My Room.</u><br /><br />This is the worst cluttered place in my world. <s>Lazy</s> Unable to do anything about it.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />So, how about you? Do something to get rid of clutter from your space and mind now~!<br />------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br />You can read about uncluttering in this <a href="http://unclutterer.com/">blog</a> that I read.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7913435758380720881?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-11468636501925917342009-02-13T08:32:00.006+08:002009-02-13T09:45:09.058+08:00A <span style="font-weight: bold;">Goal-orientated</span> person focus only on achieving goals,<br />while a <span style="font-weight: bold;">Principles-orientated</span> person lives with principles.<br /><br />I was trying to figure out the difference, the good and bad about both different type of orientation.<br /><br /><br />I would say that normally a Thick Face Black Heart practitioner will be a Goal-orientated person, as his focus is more on achieving objectives with all cost. Focus only on achieving goals, might need a person to be ever-changing, using different methods, thinking new ideas, changing new allies. They might be good with certain group of people for now to achieve one goals, but might need to make them enemies to achieve another goals.<br /><br />Well, I guess it'll be kinda tired to be this kind of person. Furthermore, in today's norm, normally others will classified this kind of person as a <span style="font-weight: bold;">selfish person</span>.<br /><br /><br />Meanwhile, a Principles-orientated person, will only do things that either get along with their principles or not contradicting their principles... with sets of rules. This kind of person are usually stable, and they know themselves well. Usually this kind of person will gain other people's respect.<br /><br />But this kind of people... classified: <span style="font-weight: bold;">stubborn person</span>.<br /><br /><br />I'd been both.<br /><br />Well, I started as a Principles-orientated person and I remember how I use to tell others when I rejected them on something, "That's my principles."<br /><br />Due to alcohol, frustrations, stupidity, harsh reality, hostile working environment... all my principles went down to the drain. Started practicing selfishness, trying to achieve goals at all costs... I'm sure there's a lot of hell going on from then on.<br /><br /><br />But well, I'm not really that good at keeping my stand. While trying to be adaptable and more receptive on reality of constant changes... I turned into a confused person like now. Not even understanding my own self. Rather than being <span style="font-style: italic;">just simple</span>, I'm <span style="font-style: italic;">just confused</span>.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Know yourself. Know your enemy. One hundred battles. One hundred victories.</span> (知己知彼 百戰百勝)<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Know yourself but not knowing your enemy. Victories are halved. (means 50/50)</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Not knowing yourself. Not knowing your enemy. Devastated.</span><br /><br />This is from Sun Tzu's Art of War. I think this is from near end Chapter 3 out of 13 chapters, in "Planning Attacks."<br /><br />From 2nd line... I would like to add in that even though knowing the enemy, but if not knowing own self... The chances of victory will also be 50/50.<br /><br />So, for a confused person like me who doesn't even know myself... Everything will be upside down.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">(Err... I think this is out of topic.)</span></span><br /><br /><br />So, my conclusion... One should not be too narrow-minded (talking about myself). The best way to be should be,<br /><br />First, be a man of Principles,<br />then, only add in the Goals.<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">(copyrighted. I made this phrase.)</span></span><br /><br /><br />Man of Principles to know own self, to gain self-respect and self-affirmation.<br />Man of Goals to achieve what one wants.<br /><br />Being just one without the other is like nasi lemak without kopi O, roti canai without teh tarik, BBQ without Lamb, clubbing without hot chicks, South Park without Eric Cartmen, <a href="http://www.pgcorner.com/">PG Corner</a> without <a href="http://www.xylement.com/">Clement</a>, Pink colour without <a href="http://misspinkladyjenz.blogspot.com/">Princess Jenna</a>, teh tarik session without Kazee, kapsiao session without Vliam, online without<br /><a href="http://www.lunaticgal.com/">Lunatic Gal</a>, .......... (<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">If you are cute, funny and sexy,</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">AND</span></span> <span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">single, please fill in this blank. Thank you.</span></span>) without<br />Just Simple.<br /><br />The list goes on.<br /><br />By the way... tomorrow is Single Awareness Day for poor me. And for those who can lansi coz they have boyfriend/girlfriend... it's Valentine's Day.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-1146863650192591734?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-24902032320176862752009-02-08T19:21:00.002+08:002009-02-08T19:39:11.317+08:00<a href="http://www.xylement.com/">Clement</a> said my recent posts are different from my previous posts.<br />My previous posts got a lot of wonderful phrases, poems, hidden meanings...<br />Nowadays, I blog my personal stuff like a diary. (How boring?)<br /><br />Let me think.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />1) I have to be careful with what I type.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />2) People complaining they don't know what I'm talking about.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />3) It makes people lazy to read it.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />4) I feel it's boring for people to read. (I think now is more boring than before =.=)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />5) It might caused discomfort to certain people.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />6) I have to keep my mouth shut and be more careful in choosing my words. (Almost same like first reason)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />7) A lot of things happened and I'm fucking stressed and got a lot to think, and problems for me to solve.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />8) I lost my inspiration. I woke up from my "sleep", faced and facing reality now. No more "It's a beautiful world~" thing for me now.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Not only inspiration on writing poems, phrases, etc etc etc... but inspiration for doing anything at all.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />My level of boringness just got upgraded.<br /><br /><br /><br />I work, stay at home, online, play game, sleep. The routine goes on and on~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2490203232017686275?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-2004995147822117382009-02-08T19:09:00.004+08:002009-02-08T19:21:15.423+08:00When we are young,<br />we do have heroes/role-model that we wanna be.<br />TVs, manga, cartoons...<br />Your father, your mother, your brother, your sister...<br />Or even your friends, etc.<br /><br />Who we are today are products of influence,<br />From those people walk in and out of our life.<br /><br />I changes a lot of personality.<br />Some by idolization, some by influence,<br />some by conditions and environments...<br /><br />Until at a certain point,<br />I don't really understand my real personality,<br />The real person, the one looking at me from the glass of the mirror.<br /><br />I changes a lot...<br />Trying to change, to suit others...<br />Trying to make others to like me,<br />and wanting me in their groups...<br /><br />I start smoking to hurt myself during adolescent.<br />Then, I enjoy it,<br />By the way a cigarette or smoking session can make friends easier.<br />There are some friends that I know through smoking...<br />That's silly, isn't it?<br /><br />There are at certain times I act without listening to my own self,<br />Doing things against my consent.<br />Doing things that deep inside me, I feel bad, but do it on purpose anyway.<br /><br />Thick Face, Black Heart.<br />Ignoring all criticism,<br />Doing things without taking others into account...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I had enough.<br />I really need to find the true me.<br /><br /><br /><br />But luckily, there's one part that I'm sure is my original personality...<br />That...<br /><br /><br />I am a talkative person and I talk a lot.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-200499514782211738?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-82182308784977770742009-02-01T01:25:00.003+08:002009-02-01T01:34:10.365+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">GONG XI FAT CHAI~!</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">KEONG HEE HUAT CHAI~!</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">GONG HEY FATT CHOY~!</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!</span></span><br /><br /><br />Just wishing.<br />Nothing special happening during Chinese New Year.<br />I just went back to Ipoh for few days.<br />Lotsa food and gambling...<br />Just like another Chinese New Year.<br /><br />Anyway,<br />May you guys have a prosperous and peaceful 'Niu' year!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Oh~! The post not ended yet.<br />Wanna talk a bit about feng shui.<br />I only know a few.<br /><br />Those who born in the Ox, or the 'Niu' year, like 1985...<br />And those who born in the Sheep, or "Mek Mek' year, like 1991...<br />Have a bit hard time.<br />But still okay lar.<br /><br />Those who born in Pig year like 1983...<br />Got less luck than the years before.<br /><br />Finally...<br />Congratulation to those who born in TIGER year... like 1986...<br />Or... Like Me.. turning 23 this year...<br />It's "Tiger with wings"<br />We got lotsa lucks especially in money part.<br />Keep facing North East this year.<br /><br />:D<br /><br />I think I'm kena lottery this year.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8218230878497777074?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-77806382118746126052009-01-23T13:54:00.002+08:002009-01-23T14:10:31.047+08:00Suddenly my bank savings account add in RM72.<br />It's not cheque, it's cash deposit.<br />I wonder why the bank staff so sohai can bank in wrongly.<br />Not Public Bank... normal lar, for mistakes like that.<br /><br />Unrelated issue...<br />I brought my aunty to Burmese Temple at Pulau Tikus.<br />While she praying,<br />I go try the fortune telling machine.<br /><br />I got the same number with last few months.<br />Hmm... Kinda accurate?<br /><br />It says,<br /><br />I'm like a tree, dried up without rain, burned by the sun...<br />But cannot die yet.<br />Tomorrow when rain comes, I'll regenerate and refresh again.<br /><br />Oh, and got every hope in love affairs... *sweeeet*<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />P.S: Since when I started to blog about my daily life?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7780638211874612605?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-7684052582361224102009-01-23T04:10:00.002+08:002009-01-23T04:17:53.118+08:00Before I started blogging,<br />I have note books which I used to scribble on them when ideas struck me.<br />Not only that,<br />I use it when I think of something cool like phrases,<br />I use them when I attend seminars,<br />I jot down notes on lessons that I learn,<br />I write down my own reflections,<br />I write poems.<br /><br />Found four books in my room,<br />One book from 2005 until 2006.<br />One book from 2007.<br />Two books from 2008.<br /><br />Reading them... My nose nearly bleed.<br />Too much information.<br /><br />Some are quite useful and I forgot about it.<br />Like lessons learned in Standard Chartered.<br />And ideas that I came up with. (Damn, I was such a genius back then.)<br />Oh, and also, some scribbled meaningful words that Luna told me.<br /><br />Oh well, I still can't get to use blog as everything.<br />Ya know, I'm not that kind of techies guy,<br />That keep everything electronic.<br />I still prefer writing than typing.<br /><br />Hmm... I still question myself.<br />"If I got a PDA, will I really use it as Organizer?"<br /><br />I think I will still use a diary planner. What the heck?!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-768405258236122410?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-37245039007994545342009-01-22T02:03:00.004+08:002009-01-22T02:23:07.185+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SXdnejZAhfI/AAAAAAAABU8/Yzl2XWbyDHw/s1600-h/Terminator_Salvation.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 368px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SXdnejZAhfI/AAAAAAAABU8/Yzl2XWbyDHw/s400/Terminator_Salvation.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5293813661591176690" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;">TERMINATOR SALVATION</span><br /></div><br />Arnold Schwarzenegger is busy with his Governor's job in California.<br />Coming Terminator 4, he's not acting anymore.<br />But we still got our John Connor trying to lead mankind to war with machines.<br /><br />Hmm...<br />The first terminator movie I watch is Terminator 2.<br />I like the war scene in the beginning best.<br />Terminator, first movie, I only remember the scene where,<br />The person who was sent from the future to protect John Connor's to-be-mother is,<br />having "John Connor making in progress" fuck scene process.<br /><br />I like war. So this coming one will be a good one.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SXdneFx8N_I/AAAAAAAABU0/Cx9Cg_dk8t4/s1600-h/dragonball_evolution.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 368px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SXdneFx8N_I/AAAAAAAABU0/Cx9Cg_dk8t4/s400/dragonball_evolution.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5293813653642688498" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;">DRAGON BALL EVOLUTION</span><br /></div><br />Those who are born in the 90s, should know Dragon Ball Z.<br />It's still a legend now,<br />With lotsa fans all around the world.<br />Drawn by the mangaka Akira Toriyama...<br />Now going to become a movie at your nearest cinema....<br /><br />DRAGON BALL EVOLUTION.<br /><br />But the storyline a bit tercacat from the original storyline.<br /><br />Emmy Rossum is acting as Bulma, the high-tech girl. In the comic, she is the first female Goku met.<br />Assumptions that Goku made,<br /><br />1) Female got ass on their chest.<br />2) Female has something missing down there.<br /><br />Kinda stupid.<br /><br />Chow Yun Fatt starring as... errr.... Master Roshi? Who the heck is that?<br />But his Hawaiian shirt makes him looks like Datuk Kame or Kuai Sin Yan.<br /><br />Find and watch the trailer... Not bad.<br /><br />I know they did put the trademark quote in the movie.<br /><br />KAME HAME HAAAAA~~~~!!!!<br /><br />-----------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br />Anyone wanna watch with me *.*?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3724503900799454534?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-3783781542637720172009-01-22T01:36:00.001+08:002009-01-22T02:01:31.107+08:00I'm listening to <span style="font-style: italic;">I Hate This Part Right Here</span> by <span style="font-style: italic;">Pussycat Dolls</span>.<br />At first I uploaded it here, but the track was corrupted.<br />So if you wanna listen to it,<br />Download it yourself then.<br /><br />When I heard them for the first few times in the radio,<br />I could not believe what I hear when they said it's from Pussycat Dolls.<br />Ya know, I thought they only sing those seductive songs like asking sex from you.<br />This one is quite not bad.<br /><br /><br />Oh ya, I hate which part?<br /><br />I hate the part where I open the conversation box,<br />Staring at it,<br />Have a lot of things to say,<br />Have a lot of things to talk about,<br />but I type nothing...<br />Except maybe Goodbye or Goodnight.<br /><br />But being the realistic me,<br />This feeling strikes me once in awhile,<br />Not too frequent though,<br />And that's good.<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">Talk only when needed.</span>"<br /><br />Hm~ I started to like back this feeling of solitude-ness.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-378378154263772017?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-59250657463669689712009-01-09T19:32:00.002+08:002009-01-09T19:39:02.693+08:00Read a self-motivation book, Awaken the Giant Within by Anthony Robbins,<br />there is one part which says,<br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">Think of your achievement, and build confidence from that little success you had</span>,"<br /><br />So, right now I'm trying to think...<br />What had I achieve until now?<br /><br />Seriously...<br />Rather than motivating myself,<br />I'm demotivating myself now.<br /><br /><br />I guess I need a good sleep for now.<br /><br />Will find something to achieve after that.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-5925065746366968971?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-12705144709845231432009-01-07T09:01:00.003+08:002009-01-07T10:09:34.754+08:00What I did last year?<br /><br />Let me think...<br /><br /><br />January - I was supposed to leave the country but I didn't. Cambodia is in deep shit right now, so I'm glad I didn't.<br /><br />February - Wasting life away. I quit SCB on this month.<br /><br />March - Still wasting my life and stayed at home rotting.<br /><br />April - Still rotting and wasting life away.<br /><br />May - I joined Floor Depot in the beginning of the month. I also had my birthday BBQ at my home.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SWQCi-g3KVI/AAAAAAAABUk/VZ_g-9h_7G8/s1600-h/DSCN1030.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SWQCi-g3KVI/AAAAAAAABUk/VZ_g-9h_7G8/s400/DSCN1030.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288354662359443794" border="0" /></a><br />June - I played Paintball at PISA, you can read it <a href="http://life-justsimple.blogspot.com/2008/06/painball-in-pisa.html">here</a>. This is the month for 27 days of bitterness which ends on July. I was having a hard time at work, I worked hard without recognition but continuous fucking from my boss, and also realized that Reality is far away from Theory.<br /><br />July - I stopped blogging on this month. My mood and spirit was very down, down at its worst because...<br /><br /><ul><li>Working 7 days a week includes public holiday,</li><li>little time with family,</li><li>family complaining and asking me to change my job,</li><li>selfish co-workers teaching me what is reality,</li><li>uncooperative co-workers that give me problems,</li><li> company that keep dragging my pay while fucking us everyday to perform better,</li><li>and worst of all, feeling lonely and seriously need someone to talk to,</li></ul>August - I went to Thailand, Hatyai, with my co-workers' family. It's a family trip. Nothing nasty happening during the trip, except a visit to the strip bar, where I lost 300 bahts (RM30) for tips to the strippers.<br /><br />September - Clement started <a href="http://PGcorner.com">PGCorner</a>. I joined and try to work things out with him. I met sweet and pink <a href="http://misspinkladyjenz.blogspot.com">Meizhenzhu</a> here and she has been a good online friend. She encouraged me to start blogging again too by reading all my posts since 2005. *I'm so touched~!* Read that story <a href="http://life-justsimple.blogspot.com/2008/09/i-am-back.html">here</a>.<br /><br />October - Nothing much happened. I had been much more different than before.<br /><br />November - Nothing much happened also. I started working part-time at Parkson Gurney.<br /><br />December - The Enterprise started. I did some work, but nothing major happened. I celebrated Christmas eve and New Year eve at home. And I also contacted back my childhood friend in Ipoh.<br /><br />---------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />How much did I changed?<br /><br />1. <span style="font-weight: bold;">Living in Reality is Living by Myself.</span> No matter what or how good it seems, I am always alone. I learned that no matter how good a friend is, they will abandon you anyway. So, I'm prepared for friends abandoning me no matter who they are.<br /><br />2. <span style="font-weight: bold;">The Value of Selfishness.</span> You read it right, it's <span style="font-size:130%;">NOT</span> self<span style="font-size:130%;">LESS</span>ness but self<span style="font-size:130%;">ISH</span>ness. There's nothing wrong being selfish and thinking just about yourself. If I don't think for my own self, no one will. If I have a problem, it's just my problem anyway. No one really give a damn about my problem or your problem since we already got tons of our own problems.<br /><br />3. <span style="font-weight: bold;">Survival of the Fittest.</span> Although the world has changed, but the natural law will remain the same. Only the strong and the cunning ones will survive in the real world.<br /><br />4. <span style="font-weight: bold;">Love Myself.</span> If I can't love myself, I can't love others. You can read it <a href="http://life-justsimple.blogspot.com/2008/12/my-core-belief-realism.html">here</a>.<br /><br />I think that's the end of it. Anyway, the conclusion of who I had become is... I had become someone who love myself more. Some might say I'd become more selfish than before. But what other people said, is totally not important to me at all. So... fuck them. I love myself.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">P.S: I do sound like a fucking selfish person but "<span style="font-style: italic;">Treat people nice, people will treat you nice</span>" concept still applies to me.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-1270514470984523143?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-5641466579933999362009-01-07T08:26:00.003+08:002009-01-07T09:01:40.489+08:00Before I continue on my resolution for year 2009, I would like to review and see how I progress in my last year's resolution.<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><blockquote><span style="font-style: italic;">1. I Want To Be A Good Son/Child.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">More precise to say, it's about being a good family member which plays his part in a family. Helping each other as a part of the family. I'm quite satisfied with myself last year for providing and giving as a family member. Maybe it's not enough, but i will continue to provide and support in whichever way that i can for the better being of my family.</span><br /><br /></blockquote>I'm doing quite okay in this, but well, I visited my mother less last year than the year before. This is something intangible... That's a problem because I don't know how much is too much... I am a family person. Sometimes, I do feel that they are nuisance to me, especially as obstacles to doing better in my work. Hm... But I'll try to fix this too-much-attention on family problem.<br /><blockquote style="font-style: italic;">2. I Want To Be A Good Friend.<br /><br />Well, this is not that hard actually. Just be neutral and you'll be better off with your friends. After setting this resolution last year, i did well. Less arguments, less misunderstanding... Well it is a good thing after all. Friends come and go, but those remain, they are your True friends. We might not agree on everything, or we might not mix around with each other that often, but we know that they will be there when a helping hand is in need. "A friend in need, is a friend indeed." I shall not name them to cause havoc for myself. But you know who you are. To be a good friend for 2008, i will remain neutral!<br /><br /></blockquote>Nothing much to talk about being a good friend. Nothing much happened between friends. But anyway, I found this not important at all anymore.<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><blockquote><span style="font-style: italic;">3. I Want To Be A Good Lover.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Err... This is a failed resolution last year. I don't even have a girlfriend after all. (Jay not counted =.=* It haven't passed the probation period GODDAMNIT FUCKING LIAR.) Well, it's much easier to let love come to you before you will want to grab it. Don't force yourself hard on this because it all depends on Fate actually. I can be a Lover without having a Lover. Just follow my heart and love the person i love =) despite of whatever the return could be. After all, it's not easy to found someone who worth your unconditional Love~*</span><br /><br /></blockquote>No progress in this either. I was fucking right. It all depends on Fate. So for the meantime, just let it be natural.<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><blockquote><span style="font-style: italic;">4. I Want To Start My Career Path.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"Achieve or Do Not Begin." I remember this wonderful quote printed behind my name cards when i was a Shaklee's member. I started off as a teller in Public Bank. After nine(9) months in service, i moved on and joined Standard Chartered Bank (also known as SCB or Seriously Confused Bank) as a Business Instalment Executive (cut it short, Loan Sales Staff). It's a challenge. It's not easy to get sales, but well, maybe i haven't master it yet? I like to do something that i feel it's hard and uncomfortable to do it. Keep working on it until i feel comfortable with it. That's when numbers will come in, and things will improve on my side. But since those Seriously Confused Bastards are cutting headcount. I'm worry that my head will be next =/ But fuck it. I will just continue to do my job, and keep trying until i get a result. I don't know where will i be one year from now... Which bank i will be in, or will i be in bank after this? But i hope to land on somewhere, still doing sales, with at least RM3000 to RM4000 per month (basic + commission).</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Oh, why Sales? Time flexibility (time to yam char and idle), can be else where other than office (spa) and income based on efforts (more sales = more commission). Not a bad package right?</span><br /><br /></blockquote>This is another failed resolution. I have other plans in my mind. I do mind sharing about it. So, I won't talk about it.<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><blockquote><span style="font-style: italic;">5. I Want Control Over My Personal Finance.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">I'm in financial deep shit right now. With deep debt holeS that i dug due to my irresponsible spending. With ten(10) holes but only nine(9) covers to block the holeS. It's Hell when out of sudden, all your lenders start asking for their money back.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">So, three(3) things that i will focus on this year in my financial decision-making.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">(i) Control my cashflow management. Spend less than what i earn.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">(ii) Pay off my debts or get myself zero(0) networth.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">(iii) Start saving for emergency funds with at least three(3) months salary.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">(iv) Find other sources of income.</span><br /><br /></blockquote>This is miserable. Don't wanna talk about it either.<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><blockquote><span style="font-style: italic;">6. I Want To Take Care Of My Health.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">I'm a hardcore smoker. I need to cut off the amount of cigarettes that i puff in. (Still smoking while typing this.) I started to feel weaker and weaker. Well, i never give a fuck about my health. But sometimes, it's quite worrying. What if i fall sick, admitted into hospital and unable to do a lot of things, and... i hit Grand Prize in lottery? o.o</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Go for gym, eat balanced diet, if possible quit smoking (i know it's not possible for a very long time from now.) or at least be a softcore smoker? Two things i need right now for this resolution.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">(i) Full medical checkup. (RM110)</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">(ii) Hepatitis B Prevention. (RM45 per dose, and i need 3 doses = RM135) This will be my top priority =.= Number 1, there's not cure for this. Number 2, i can get it from just eating outside. Number 3, it's a STD (Sexual Transmitted Disease)</span><br /><br /></blockquote>I'm still alive. And oh, I got fat a bit.<br /><br />--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />My last year was such a disappointment after reading about my 2008 resolution.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-564146657993399936?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-60684487075252863212009-01-04T03:22:00.002+08:002009-01-04T03:46:50.123+08:004th of January...<br /><br />Vliamz will be leaving Penang in two and half hours time at six in the morning.<br />I have some kind of feeling that...<br />It's for good.<br /><br />It's ironic that I didn't feel the same when Dino's leaving.<br />I was just, "Well, okay."<br />Not like what I'm feeling right now.<br /><br />Sad? Hm... Well, I don't really know.<br />But I do know and am sure for one thing,<br />is that,<br />I'll definitely gonna miss him very much.<br /><br />Hehehe...<br />How gay is that?<br />Guy don't normally say "I'm gonna miss you" to another guy.<br /><br /><br />I remember the first time we met in tuition class in U.S.M when we're 10.<br />As usual, I was a victim for bullies like him.<br />After quitting that tuition,<br />I didn't see him, and I even forgotten about him.<br />Until much later in life when I met him again six years later.<br /><br />Fate maybe?<br />We met again that time,<br />and he got me into my first and only accident until now.<br /><br /><br />Well, I don't really learn much about friends...<br />But sometimes I think back,<br />He taught me ONE very important thing.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">'You can just call your friend and ask "How are you?" and that's it. After didn't contact for sometime... it's just a call to check out what's happening to someone you called a friend.'</span><br /><br />I don't really have friends that did that to me.<br />Jon will definitely called me to come out for a drink.<br />Hmm... Ernestine did that once.<br />Dino... can't rely on him.<br /><br />The teh tarik drinking session...<br />will definitely have something missing.<br /><br />Every meeting will end with separation,<br />but every separation is a new beginning for another meeting.<br /><br />Vliamz... All the best.<br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SV_AfA_SL-I/AAAAAAAABUc/otX33KDlebo/s1600-h/383081009l.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SV_AfA_SL-I/AAAAAAAABUc/otX33KDlebo/s400/383081009l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5287156126630162402" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-6068448707525286321?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-86727411406059807842008-12-31T03:06:00.003+08:002008-12-31T03:46:56.262+08:00My first two art pieces since form 4... that is 16 years old.<br /><br /><br />My first piece... Manga style.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SVp4-1PKjFI/AAAAAAAABUM/pjGJSgwDahw/s1600-h/31-12-08_0300.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SVp4-1PKjFI/AAAAAAAABUM/pjGJSgwDahw/s400/31-12-08_0300.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285670133510605906" border="0" /></a><br />Well, I tried to sketch back. This is my usual style of drawing brought from last time... I think this is my usual standard. No improvement since then coz I stopped drawing for quite some time now.<br /><br />The eyes senget. All because I draw the line for the eye placing senget.<br /><br />Senget line + Eye = Senget Eye.<br /><br />I didn't draw any proportion for the body, therefore... no boobs for you to see. After I draw the details on the face... I don't have that skill enough to draw the breast proportion without ruining the details on the face. If I'm not wrong, it needs triangle line from the head. To make up the nipple point. (Taken from nude sketching last time.)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />My second piece... Trying-to-be-realistic style.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SVp4_CZeDmI/AAAAAAAABUU/IQuf878uIH4/s1600-h/31-12-08_0330.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SVp4_CZeDmI/AAAAAAAABUU/IQuf878uIH4/s400/31-12-08_0330.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285670137043488354" border="0" /></a>I like this one... I think I will continue using this style of drawing in future... IF... I continue to draw.<br /><br />Hehehe... Something new on my blog huh?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8672741140605980784?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-27848782214549357512008-12-29T21:29:00.002+08:002008-12-29T21:44:00.118+08:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/sQxZztI7264&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/sQxZztI7264&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />Hmm... Years after stop heng-ing this songs,<br />I finally understand the lyrics.<br />Well, was too green during the days when I first listened to this song.<br />Actually the lyrics... Quite meaningful.<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">I sit and wait<br />Does an angel<br />contemplate my fate<br />And do they know<br />the places where we go<br />when we're grey and old<br /><br />Cuz I have been told<br />that salvation<br />lets their wings unfold<br />So when I'm lying in my bed<br />thoughts running through my head<br />and I feel that love is dead<br />I'm loving angels instead<br /><br />And through it all<br />she offers me protection<br />a lot of love and affection<br />whether I'm right or wrong<br />And down the waterfall<br />wherever it may take me<br />I know that life won't break me<br />When I come to call<br />she won't forsake me<br />I'm loving angels instead<br /><br />When I'm feeling weak<br />and my pain walks down<br />a one way street<br />I look above<br />and I know I'll always be blessed<br />with love<br /><br />Cuz I have been told<br />that salvation<br />lets their wings unfold<br />And as the feeling grows<br />she breathes flesh to my bones<br />and when love is dead<br />I'm loving angels instead<br /><br />And through it all<br />she offers me protection<br />a lot of love and affection<br />whether I'm right or wrong<br />And down the waterfall wherever it<br />may take me<br />I know that life won't break me<br />When I come to call<br />she won't forsake me<br />I'm loving angels instead<br /><br />And through it all she offers<br />me protection<br />a lot of love and affection<br />whether I'm right or wrong<br />And down the waterfall wherever it<br />may take me<br />I know that life won't break me<br />When I come to call<br />she won't forsake me<br />I'm loving angels instead<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2784878221454935751?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-83305346220413311282008-12-27T04:59:00.004+08:002008-12-27T05:19:19.202+08:00Today is quite happy.<br /><br />I got a sms from a number out from my phonebook saying,<br /><br />"Hi, know who am I? I'm your childhood friend, C."<br /><br />I think back... childhood friend C...<br />My dumb god sis got the same name, but of course it's not her...<br /><br />So I called back to find out...<br /><br />She speaks Cantonese with me.<br /><br />AHA~! Now I remember... My childhood friend from Ipoh,<br />during those days when I used to be sent to my grandpa's house during school holiday.<br />Ipoh was a damn fucking boring place at that time.<br />First of all, shopping complexes are far away from the place we stayed.<br />Second, at that kind of age... Cybercafes just got popular in Penang, let's not talk about one in Ipoh.<br />So the only part I can remember well is going to her babysitter's place,<br />Where we will play a lot of games together.<br /><br />Happy loh...<br /><br />I remember a few... draw chalks on the floor... don't know play what games d... Jump jump jump...<br />Got "Stick King" also... pick up sticks without moving the others stack randomly...<br />My favourite also got, Millionaire, the pirated version of Monopoly...<br /><br />How she found my phone number? She bumped into my grandpa and he gave her ^^<br /><br />I look forward going back Ipoh now =)<br /><br />Got so many things to talk about.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8330534622041331128?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-39210375879926028812008-12-24T04:49:00.003+08:002008-12-24T05:00:32.712+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br /><br /><br />MERRY</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">CHRISTMAS</span>.</span><br /></div><br /><br /><br />Nop, no plan.<br />Not going out.<br />Will stay at home online... First time in my life after graduating from high school.<br /><br />Due to change of plan.<br />From BBQ to expensive dinner at a restaurant, then to Upper Penang Road (expensive place in Penang)<br />My wallet is in ICU, having critical moment between life and death.<br />Even if I have money, I think I will spend it on New Year Eve than Christmas Eve.<br />Even if I have money, I think I will buy that awesome black shirt from FCUK.<br /><br /><br />Well, I won't ask for money... So, just stay at home eat Maggi Mee and watch South Park will be good enough.<br /><br /><br /><br />BUT HEY!<br />There are other people who needed our help greatly.<br />I just came to know about a <a href="http://misspinkladyjenz.blogspot.com/2008/12/back-and-broke.html">fund</a> that will make a good use of donations.<br /><br />Please Please Please... Help this poor little girl.<br />Bless all of you who helped,<br />And I'll pray to God to let you kena lottery.<br />Thank you.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3921037587992602881?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-64945421000108969162008-12-24T04:08:00.003+08:002008-12-24T04:46:55.553+08:00Last few days I just understand a lesson about Pity.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >"Thou shall not pity others."</span><br /><br />Example,<br /> I pity this person because this and that happened to him/her.<br />BUT,<br />If this and that happened to me, will he/she pity me?<br />Most probably not,<br />So why shall I pity?<br /><br /><br />The essence of my belief are mostly...<br />Kinda ugly to certain people.<br />If my belief has a category,<br />It should be <span style="font-style: italic;">Realism</span>.<br /><br /><br />My belief are to protect myself from emotional attacks,<br />meanwhile leading a happy life.<br /><br />Human,<br />Like any other animals,<br />Has the same instinct which is,<br />Self-preservation.<br /><br />No matter how negative it sounds,<br />Or no matter how others try to make it look ugly,<br />It's just another Universal Truth.<br /><br /><br />There may be a few selflessness cases,<br />Sacrifice for others' good,<br />Unconditional love,<br />Blah blah blah, etc etc etc<br />Which I wanna be, most of the time...<br /><br /><br />I have no intention to be a complete selfish bastard,<br />but I will acknowledge this point that<br />everyone is selfish by nature.<br /><br /><br />Actually it's not that bad after I accepted this.<br />In fact, I started to understand more,<br />and get depressed less.<br /><br />Others do things that make themselves feel good.<br />Others do things that is more important to them.<br />Even if sometimes, they do it without the regard of others.<br /><br />No wonder I always make myself a victim for others' selfishness.<br />No wonder I always feel bad when others being selfish without considering how I feel.<br /><br /><br />No wonder Kazee seems to be content,<br />No wonder Vliam sometimes seems content,<br />No wonder Eric is kinda content most of the time.<br /><br /><br />Those that tried to be selfless....<br />I watched them failed miserably, and still failing...<br /><br /><br />After blogging this post...<br />I think the bulb just light up above my head...<br />And I just understand<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">Love yourself before anyone else</span>"<br />or "<span style="font-style: italic;">Learn to love yourself</span>"<br />or "<span style="font-style: italic;">If you can't love yourself, you can't love others.</span>"<br /><br /><br />Thank you BLOG.<br />Thank you my <span style="font-style: italic;">lost</span> friend.<br />I just understand how to love myself... just... today.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-6494542100010896916?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-87584158709267731132008-12-23T03:18:00.004+08:002008-12-23T03:27:02.025+08:00I think I will start taking up marathon as a sport.<br />Inspired by <a href="http://www.kennysia.com">Kennysia</a> I guess?<br /><br />Oh well,<br />Normally I don't really trust myself.<br />I might think or say doing something,<br />but end up not doing it.<br /><br />After I got myself started making something,<br />which I thought of doing on last year's December...<br />I think that will be a great start.<br /><br />Just remember what Nike says,<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"JUST DO IT"</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >Jerrybann~ On its way for Improvement~!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8758415870926773113?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-16042225548116064132008-12-22T03:53:00.005+08:002008-12-22T04:14:00.966+08:00In business, focus on the big picture.<br />In love, focus on the details.<br /><br />In business, it's about Risk-Reward ratio.<br />In love, it does not apply.<br /><br />In business, what matters is the result,<br />In love, what matters is the process.<br /><br />In business, use your brain,<br />In love, use your heart.<br /><br />In business, you need logic,<br />In love, it's crazy!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-1604222554811606413?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-27092655241816199212008-12-19T17:58:00.003+08:002008-12-19T18:05:27.755+08:00How long had this feeling disappear from self?<br />This love feeling...<br />Emotionally-attached, to protect,<br />Just to see the smile, to hear the laughter,<br />To know that there's happiness in heart.<br /><br /><br /><br />Though having sex is a pleasurable act,<br />(science explained it)<br /><br />But,<br />To love one self unconditionally without motives and desires,<br />To love without the want to own...<br />To make a coward be courageous,<br />To make a selfish person attain selflessness.<br />To make possession irrelevant...<br /><br /><br />All but One smile... Just One smile...<br />is enough to change self world...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2709265524181619921?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-82337660440374716552008-12-09T17:12:00.003+08:002008-12-09T17:37:11.926+08:00I wonder they are human or tree or momotang or am I speaking different language from them, god damn it?<br /><br />We read the papers, we know what's happening... But we see different things...<br /><br /><br />They come and tell me, at bad economy like this, doing business won't work.<br />Business failure rate high, people tend to spend less, blah blah, etc etc...<br /><br />I replied them...<br /><br />Dell is moving out from Penang, two to three factories are shutting down next year.<br />Thousands of employees suddenly found they lost their jobs.<br />EPF, the savings for most employees for retirement declared a fall in their investment inc0me.<br />There will be a lot of cheapskate mother fucka company like Floor Depot who likes to drag your salary and claims.<br /><br />Rather than letting someone to control your money, paying you when they are happy, drag your salary as they see fit, treat you like a cow and squeeze life out of you, retrench you when syok.<br /><br />You can hear something like Floor Depot MD told his staff,<br /><br />"Got you guys or not will not make a difference at all."<br /><br />Drag your claims and say, "Ask not what the company can do for you, ask what you can do for the company."<br />A line taken from U.S President John F. Kennedy, who got assassinated (might be because of the line)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/ST47kMMLqeI/AAAAAAAABTs/zVir4lTd3YI/s1600-h/kennedy2ci-die.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 304px; height: 305px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/ST47kMMLqeI/AAAAAAAABTs/zVir4lTd3YI/s400/kennedy2ci-die.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277721306258450914" border="0" /></a><br /><br />I'm fucking sick and tired. I rather be a hawker selling char koay teow at the roadside, or a pasar malam peddler selling cheap woman lingerie.<br /><br />Jerry, the Pasar Malam Guy: <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">"Leng long! leng long! (Bra! Bra!) RM2 satu!"</span><br />Auntie : <span style="font-weight: bold;">"Ayoh! RM2 one, don't know wear d my nien nien can out of shape anot!"</span><br /><br />Being an entrepreneur... failure rate is high.<br />But if the ratio is 1 out of 10 succeed... I guess I'm prepared to fail 9 times.<br /><br />No high qualification, no hands-on skills...<br />I guess being an entrepreneur will give me more chances to earn RM15,000 than a job.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8233766044037471655?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-22539563917928851692008-12-05T00:54:00.001+08:002008-12-05T00:56:28.741+08:00I believed I'd seen a bigger one...<br /><br />What are you talking about? Where had you seen them?<br /><br />In college....<br /><br /><br />Watch this till the end.<br /><br /><br /><embed src="http://www.metacafe.com/fplayer/1215933/porn_not_get_it_in.swf" width="400" height="345" wmode="transparent" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed> <br /><span size =" 1"><a href="http://www.metacafe.com/watch/1215933/porn_not_get_it_in/">Porn NOT Get It In</a> - <a href="http://www.metacafe.com/">Amazing videos are here</a></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-2253956391792885169?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-38437350612340002962008-11-27T02:50:00.002+08:002008-11-27T02:57:20.630+08:00Reading <a href="http://www.erica.biz">Erica.biz</a> really tempt me to start a few businesses right away.<br />For example, the <a href="http://www.erica.biz/2008/three-business-ideas-that-will-help-you-thrive-during-a-recession/">post about business ideas during recession</a> time like now.<br />But I do know what's my mistake previously that caused me a lot of failures and heartbreaks.<br />Lack of focus and concentration.<br />For now, even worst.<br />Because of all those failures that caused me a lot of fortunes...<br />Confidence gone down almost zero.<br />And I need to start building it up again.<br />For the coming venture that I will be in with Raymond.<br /><br />I write this post is to remind myself.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"Accomplish or do not begin."</span><br /><br />Eric and Calvin had completed all the preparation works, and we're just waiting for our first general meeting.<br />Waiting for the sales and marketing plan to be shown by Eric.<br />And we can start our work... our business... my own business...<br /><br />After all, I must admit that I, myself alone, have not acquired that needed experience,<br />to really be on my own and fly.<br />I still need direction and guidance from people who had gone through more than myself.<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >Jerry... With them, together, YOU will SUCCEED.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">ACCOMPLISH OR DO NOT BEGIN!</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3843735061234000296?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-78847038643154103562008-11-27T02:20:00.003+08:002008-11-27T02:28:32.200+08:00<ol><li>Bring the business to a level where it needs a large of portion of my time and effort, forcing me to stop working for a job or minding other people's business, and have to mind my own business. <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Do It or Die.</span></span><br /></li><li>Forge a stronger bond with my Mastermind Alliance.</li><li>Keep promises, trustworthy and credibility.</li><li>Start enrolling myself in Wawasan Open U for that Bachelor of Arts (Hons) in Liberal Studies.</li><li>Start My Entrepreneurship Story blog.</li><li>Buy myself a Toyota Vios.</li><li>Bring my family for vacation once a week somewhere, anywhere.</li><li>Free myself from bad debts.</li><li>Buy my first real estate property.</li><li>Install floorboards in every rooms in my house.<br /></li></ol><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7884703864315410356?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-18573502680741225752008-11-27T02:00:00.002+08:002008-11-27T02:13:28.041+08:00<ol><li> I want to do my own business rather than working for a company and forced to follow orders like a robot, allow them to drag my salary, my claims, and my commission. Letting them to squeeze my balls, pain and pissed off but continue to let them do so and can't do a damn thing about it.</li><li>I want to have the things that I want.</li><li>I want my family to be in peace of mind rather than worrying about money.</li><li>I want my sis, that kid to study whichever courses that they want by her own interest rather than how much money she afford, or her father afford to pay for.</li><li>I want to travel the world.</li><li>I want to set up a foundation funding old folks home, orphanage and animals protection organization.</li><li>I want to keep my pride, and NEVER LET ANYONE TO MOCK ME!</li></ol>and many more...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-1857350268074122575?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-66576291870717985242008-11-26T04:16:00.005+08:002008-11-26T05:19:33.392+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">I just downloaded Alanis Morissette's Flavors of Entanglement. Her latest album. One word to describe: "AWESOME!" I'll buy her album to show my support when things started to stable down for me.<br />One particular song is particularly unique and recommended listening to; Incomplete.<br /><br />Alanis, you are the best!!!! =)</span><br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />Today, I start working as a part-timer in one of Parkson Gurney's many departmental store, <a href="http://www.desigual.com/">Desigual</a>. It's a brand from Spain... graffiti and Spanish street wear concept. Kinda colourful and expensive, but value for money. Their style is kinda unique I can say.<br /><br />At Parkson Gurney 1st floor, the Ladies' floor. Pay me a visit if you happened to be there after 6pm =)<br /><br /><br />Working life, unlike college life or school life... Festivals are not as special as before.<br />December used to be holiday season, with Christmas and New Year feeling in the air.<br />But I don't feel that now. Work and earning a living is more important than holiday mood.<br />Holiday mood can't feed your stomach.<br />What a regret that I never really put in my heart to enjoy Christmas and New Year while I had the chance.<br /><br />I think I will take the opportunity to work during that public holiday to earn double pay at Desigual.<br />My goals and objectives are more important than enjoying it.<br />Well, don't be so hard on myself... Maybe a mug of beer for myself on the eves?<br /><br />Oh, planning for the upcoming BBQ on December.<br />This time, Lamb's leg is a must.<br />Will ask Eric to come over to be the chef.<br />Eh, I must start trying to make an acceptable pizza d.<br />My <a href="http://life-justsimple.blogspot.com/2007/12/home-made-pizza-bread.html">previous Pizza</a> failed miserably.<br />Add oil Jerry, Add oil!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-6657629187071798524?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-53724203473037713032008-11-25T03:00:00.003+08:002008-11-25T03:10:28.202+08:00The word, "Sorry"...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />It really works O.O!!!???<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I just experienced first hand myself.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Really soften my heart straight away... =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-5372420347303771303?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-19168716532127911082008-11-23T06:10:00.006+08:002008-11-23T07:04:14.015+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Made a few edits on my blog;</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">- Changed the template. I'm feeling blue, so I like blue for the moment.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">- Added a Wishlists at the sidebar :P</span></span><br /><br />--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />My main purpose of starting this blog is to crap and talk nonsense,<br />but as I grow up, I crap lesser and lesser.<br />"Sam pat" (Nonsense) as in making one whole post.<br /><br />After reading through so many blogs... I found out few reasons people blog.<br /><ol><li>To tell their daily stories. Some are simple... Some can be compiled and made a novel.</li><li>To teach people what they know.</li><li>To make money. (I have this purpose in mind, but this blog? No value to give that can make money.)</li></ol><br />Obviously I won't be as famous as Kennysia. So, cannot make money or expect some company to ask me act in their advertisement, or FHM magazine to take my picture.<br />I'm more fortunate than him in some sense, at least I don't have to filter what I wanna say.<br />Well, I do filter a bit... Sensitive things that I don't feel like letting people know. Since I know "a few someone" is reading -.- Lost a bit of freedom.<br />Errr... I don't have any skills or talents to teach people stuff. All I know is about Entrepreneurship, which I found it to be boring for some people, and I could make a whole book of what I know about it. I guess I will put it somewhere.<br /><br /><br /><br />Set! Be honest with how I feel on the particular day. Blue or no Blue. Red or no Red. Just put in everything. This supposed to be my own diary... No need to think of something unrelated to just simple me to put in here, for the sake for putting something right?<br /><br />This is my story blog. My dear Diary~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-1916871653212791108?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-38533046016737270692008-11-19T08:53:00.004+08:002008-11-23T07:27:52.420+08:00I try to think back and question myself whether all these problems are caused by my stubbornness to others' opinions or caused by my light ears on others' opinions.<br /><br />Well, I'm discriminative when it comes to advices. I'll see who's giving the advices or opinions before accepting them... even if that person is my own mother.<br /><br />If a person failed in Maths, and that person tries to teach you Maths... will you accept that?<br /><br />If a poor person who is broke all the time, trying to teach you how to make money... will you accept that?<br /><br /><br /><br />Well... In sense of career path, all along I'd always wanted to be an Entrepreneur.<br /><br />I gave up college campus life for that.<br />I gave up teenager's fun life for that.<br />I gave up college for that.<br />I gave up crazy over what most people at my age crazy for... for that.<br />I know too much to be at this age.<br />I know too much to be ignorant.<br /><br />How can I leave my path of Entrepreneurship?<br /><br /><br /><br />Entrepreneurs in my family... ZERO.<br />Entrepreneurs in my friends circle... ZERO.<br /><br />How to take advices and opinions on career?<br /><br /><br />All I can do is... Trust God and trust myself. And keep doing until I get it. That's all...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-3853304601673727069?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-56313000353825218522008-11-10T21:12:00.006+08:002010-01-21T13:11:36.935+08:00Unknown...<br />Known...<br />Close...<br />Distance...<br />Cool...<br />Close...<br />Good...<br />Distance again...<br />Cool...<br /><br />You put barrier.<br />I give distance.<br /><br />You keep quiet.<br />I change focus.<br /><br />You keep changing...<br />I keep following...<br /><br />I'm a fish............................................. What a Fish life~!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-5631300035382521852?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-77836051292251240042008-11-07T20:49:00.006+08:002008-11-23T07:28:30.324+08:00I went to the woods in our Reserve Forest at Teluk Bahang...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />While walking in the woods....<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ8Bke98VI/AAAAAAAAA-Y/UleoAO6H9hI/s1600-h/forest.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ8Bke98VI/AAAAAAAAA-Y/UleoAO6H9hI/s400/forest.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265899861974053202" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><br />UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I SAW TWO DAREDEVILS DOING IT IN THE WOODS!!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Quickly I reach for the digicam borrowed from my sis. And take a few snap....<br /><br /><br /><br />Ngek~~~~ Caught in Action. Enjoy~~~~~<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6fH9TFSI/AAAAAAAAA9o/p-UCIjwxWfY/s1600-h/katy2dy0.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6fH9TFSI/AAAAAAAAA9o/p-UCIjwxWfY/s400/katy2dy0.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265898170689459490" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">*I'm gonna eat you~~~ Oh yeah~*</span></span><br /><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6fR6OcGI/AAAAAAAAA94/NJy4vlmz2R0/s1600-h/katy2jpg4sm5.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6fR6OcGI/AAAAAAAAA94/NJy4vlmz2R0/s400/katy2jpg4sm5.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265898173360926818" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >*Sixty Nine (69)*</span><br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6fvPWZKI/AAAAAAAAA-I/55VeXF1iRRU/s1600-h/katy2jpg6ml3.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6fvPWZKI/AAAAAAAAA-I/55VeXF1iRRU/s400/katy2jpg6ml3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265898181234156706" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >*Oooooh~~~~ Doggy style~~~~~*</span><br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6focYoLI/AAAAAAAAA-A/se24yYAe5Zw/s1600-h/katy2jpg5uy3.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6focYoLI/AAAAAAAAA-A/se24yYAe5Zw/s400/katy2jpg5uy3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265898179409780914" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >*Reverse Cowboy~ Yeeee haaaaaaaaaa~~~~~!!!!*</span><br /><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6fcnyVWI/AAAAAAAAA9w/T-5Us0_RKdw/s1600-h/katy2jpg3cf6.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6fcnyVWI/AAAAAAAAA9w/T-5Us0_RKdw/s400/katy2jpg3cf6.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265898176236377442" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >*Let's finish it off~!!!!*</span><br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6lMpBbyI/AAAAAAAAA-Q/ZzROxcm9MGU/s1600-h/katy2jpg7qs0.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_W3bHtMBjejQ/SRQ6lMpBbyI/AAAAAAAAA-Q/ZzROxcm9MGU/s400/katy2jpg7qs0.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265898275025809186" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >*Omg Honey~ That feeeelsss soooooo goooood~!*</span><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> <span style="font-style: italic;">P.S: Unbelievable I posted something like that... Where's my blog content heading to?</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-7783605129225124004?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17200501.post-89210864636297039932008-11-03T05:52:00.004+08:002008-11-23T07:29:11.078+08:00It's 5.53 in the morning and...<br />I just finished half of my business proposal for the Enterprise...<br /><br />It's time to get some sleep,<br />but I feels like talk a bit before I gone to my bed.<br /><br /><br />Finally, I think I understand the philosophy that I was trying to make myself believe in.<br /><br />"Who and what that is not important, won't hurt me."<br /><br />In order to live by "If yes, it's good. If no, it's still okay."<br /><br />Nothing and no one is important to me right now for the moment. For some certain people... well, I'll just pretend that they are not important as well. Sames applies to my "important-est"<br /><br />Doing so, I won't get hurt on minor things (which they perceive as minor, I just follow) and less sensitive.<br /><br /><br />What's more important for me right now... is to start getting that Enterprise moving, and future on-going projects...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17200501-8921086463629703993?l=life-justsimple.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-Just-Simple-noreply@blogger.com