Self-Reminder : Accomplish or Do Not Begin.

Reading Erica.biz really tempt me to start a few businesses right away.
For example, the post about business ideas during recession time like now.
But I do know what's my mistake previously that caused me a lot of failures and heartbreaks.
Lack of focus and concentration.
For now, even worst.
Because of all those failures that caused me a lot of fortunes...
Confidence gone down almost zero.
And I need to start building it up again.
For the coming venture that I will be in with Raymond.

I write this post is to remind myself.

"Accomplish or do not begin."

Eric and Calvin had completed all the preparation works, and we're just waiting for our first general meeting.
Waiting for the sales and marketing plan to be shown by Eric.
And we can start our work... our business... my own business...

After all, I must admit that I, myself alone, have not acquired that needed experience,
to really be on my own and fly.
I still need direction and guidance from people who had gone through more than myself.



Jerry... With them, together, YOU will SUCCEED.

ACCOMPLISH OR DO NOT BEGIN!

My Goals for Now.

1. Bring the business to a level where it needs a large of portion of my time and effort, forcing me to stop working for a job or minding other people's business, and have to mind my own business.
   Do It or Die.
   
2. Forge a stronger bond with my Mastermind Alliance.
3. Keep promises, trustworthy and credibility.
4. Start enrolling myself in Wawasan Open U for that Bachelor of Arts (Hons) in Liberal Studies.
5. Start My Entrepreneurship Story blog.
6. Buy myself a Toyota Vios.
7. Bring my family for vacation once a week somewhere, anywhere.
8. Free myself from bad debts.
9. Buy my first real estate property.
10. Install floorboards in every rooms in my house.
    

Why I Want To Be Rich?

1. I want to do my own business rather than working for a company and forced to follow orders like a robot, allow them to drag my salary, my claims, and my commission. Letting them to squeeze my balls, pain and pissed off but continue to let them do so and can't do a damn thing about it.
2. I want to have the things that I want.
3. I want my family to be in peace of mind rather than worrying about money.
4. I want my sis, that kid to study whichever courses that they want by her own interest rather than how much money she afford, or her father afford to pay for.
5. I want to travel the world.
6. I want to set up a foundation funding old folks home, orphanage and animals protection organization.
7. I want to keep my pride, and NEVER LET ANYONE TO MOCK ME!

and many more...

I'm Now a Part-timer in Desigual

I just downloaded Alanis Morissette's Flavors of Entanglement. Her latest album. One word to describe: "AWESOME!" I'll buy her album to show my support when things started to stable down for me.
One particular song is particularly unique and recommended listening to; Incomplete.

Alanis, you are the best!!!! =)

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Today, I start working as a part-timer in one of Parkson Gurney's many departmental store, Desigual. It's a brand from Spain... graffiti and Spanish street wear concept. Kinda colourful and expensive, but value for money. Their style is kinda unique I can say.

At Parkson Gurney 1st floor, the Ladies' floor. Pay me a visit if you happened to be there after 6pm =)


Working life, unlike college life or school life... Festivals are not as special as before.
December used to be holiday season, with Christmas and New Year feeling in the air.
But I don't feel that now. Work and earning a living is more important than holiday mood.
Holiday mood can't feed your stomach.
What a regret that I never really put in my heart to enjoy Christmas and New Year while I had the chance.

I think I will take the opportunity to work during that public holiday to earn double pay at Desigual.
My goals and objectives are more important than enjoying it.
Well, don't be so hard on myself... Maybe a mug of beer for myself on the eves?

Oh, planning for the upcoming BBQ on December.
This time, Lamb's leg is a must.
Will ask Eric to come over to be the chef.
Eh, I must start trying to make an acceptable pizza d.
My previous Pizza failed miserably.
Add oil Jerry, Add oil!

Sorry Seems To Be The Softest Word.

The word, "Sorry"...





It really works O.O!!!???





I just experienced first hand myself.






Really soften my heart straight away... =)

I Blog Because...

Made a few edits on my blog;

- Changed the template. I'm feeling blue, so I like blue for the moment.
- Added a Wishlists at the sidebar :P

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My main purpose of starting this blog is to crap and talk nonsense,
but as I grow up, I crap lesser and lesser.
"Sam pat" (Nonsense) as in making one whole post.

After reading through so many blogs... I found out few reasons people blog.

1. To tell their daily stories. Some are simple... Some can be compiled and made a novel.
2. To teach people what they know.
3. To make money. (I have this purpose in mind, but this blog? No value to give that can make money.)

Obviously I won't be as famous as Kennysia. So, cannot make money or expect some company to ask me act in their advertisement, or FHM magazine to take my picture.
I'm more fortunate than him in some sense, at least I don't have to filter what I wanna say.
Well, I do filter a bit... Sensitive things that I don't feel like letting people know. Since I know "a few someone" is reading -.- Lost a bit of freedom.
Errr... I don't have any skills or talents to teach people stuff. All I know is about Entrepreneurship, which I found it to be boring for some people, and I could make a whole book of what I know about it. I guess I will put it somewhere.



Set! Be honest with how I feel on the particular day. Blue or no Blue. Red or no Red. Just put in everything. This supposed to be my own diary... No need to think of something unrelated to just simple me to put in here, for the sake for putting something right?

This is my story blog. My dear Diary~

They Won't Understand

I try to think back and question myself whether all these problems are caused by my stubbornness to others' opinions or caused by my light ears on others' opinions.

Well, I'm discriminative when it comes to advices. I'll see who's giving the advices or opinions before accepting them... even if that person is my own mother.

If a person failed in Maths, and that person tries to teach you Maths... will you accept that?

If a poor person who is broke all the time, trying to teach you how to make money... will you accept that?



Well... In sense of career path, all along I'd always wanted to be an Entrepreneur.

I gave up college campus life for that.
I gave up teenager's fun life for that.
I gave up college for that.
I gave up crazy over what most people at my age crazy for... for that.
I know too much to be at this age.
I know too much to be ignorant.

How can I leave my path of Entrepreneurship?



Entrepreneurs in my family... ZERO.
Entrepreneurs in my friends circle... ZERO.

How to take advices and opinions on career?


All I can do is... Trust God and trust myself. And keep doing until I get it. That's all...

What's Left For Us If There's No More Crab?

Unknown...
Known...
Close...
Distance...
Cool...
Close...
Good...
Distance again...
Cool...

You put barrier.
I give distance.

You keep quiet.
I change focus.

You keep changing...
I keep following...

I'm a fish............................................. What a Fish life~!

Caught In Action~ For 18 and above only.

I went to the woods in our Reserve Forest at Teluk Bahang...





While walking in the woods....






UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






I SAW TWO DAREDEVILS DOING IT IN THE WOODS!!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Quickly I reach for the digicam borrowed from my sis. And take a few snap....



Ngek~~~~ Caught in Action. Enjoy~~~~~

*I'm gonna eat you~~~ Oh yeah~*

*Sixty Nine (69)*

*Oooooh~~~~ Doggy style~~~~~*

*Reverse Cowboy~ Yeeee haaaaaaaaaa~~~~~!!!!*

*Let's finish it off~!!!!*

*Omg Honey~ That feeeelsss soooooo goooood~!*

P.S: Unbelievable I posted something like that... Where's my blog content heading to?

Talk A Bit Before I Sleep

It's 5.53 in the morning and...
I just finished half of my business proposal for the Enterprise...

It's time to get some sleep,
but I feels like talk a bit before I gone to my bed.


Finally, I think I understand the philosophy that I was trying to make myself believe in.

"Who and what that is not important, won't hurt me."

In order to live by "If yes, it's good. If no, it's still okay."

Nothing and no one is important to me right now for the moment. For some certain people... well, I'll just pretend that they are not important as well. Sames applies to my "important-est"

Doing so, I won't get hurt on minor things (which they perceive as minor, I just follow) and less sensitive.


What's more important for me right now... is to start getting that Enterprise moving, and future on-going projects...

In Love Again

After mixing around...
I found out that most of the successful person I know in sense of doing business...
Have two things in common.

1) They don't have true friends. They keep friends with mutual benefit. A loner.

2) They love their wives dearly and as their first priority. Eventhough they got the money, they remain loyal only to their wives. You won't see them womanizing.

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Today I fall in love again.

By a spark.

By the way she looks at me, with that two sparkling eyes of hers...

She is attached.

But nevermind...

'cause I'm in need of a woman I have feeling on as my main source of motivation.

Nothing have to happen in between us, she don't even have to know about it.

All I need is just able to see her.
All I need is her being a friend.
And be close.

At least, she doesn't have a chance to reject me,
And,
At least, there is still hope =)