With Me or No Me, The Problems Will Come and Go

"With me or no me, the problems will come.
With me or no me, the problems will go.
I am just an extra in between the problems."
Just provide your support when problems come.
Just be glad for them when problems go."

Wheeeeeee~~~~~~~~ Answered EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!

Now I like this song; Sunny by Boney M.





LunnySunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.
Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain.
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, thank you for the sunshine bouquet.
LunnySunny, thank you for the love you brought my way.
You gave to me your all and all.
Now I feel ten feet tall.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

LunnySunny, thank you for the truth you let me see.
LunnySunny, thank you for the facts from a to c.
My life was torn like a windblown sand,
And the rock was formed when you held my hand.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny

Sunny, thank you for the smile upon your face.
Sunny, thank you for the gleam that shows its grace.
You're my spark of natures fire,
You're my sweet complete desire.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.
LunnySunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain.
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.

Prayers for Defeated

31 What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us?

32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?

33 Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies.

34 Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us.

35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?

36 As it is written:
"For your sake we face death all day long;
we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered."

37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.

38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers,

39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

-Romans 8:31-39 (New International Version)-

Wheee~~~ Later got Work! Thank you Ray~

Overslept after few glasses of wine and whine about the internet not working. Result? I didn't sleep for the whole night, by staying awake at McDonald's Paya Terubong branch with Migtan and my god-sister.

I got a part-time job later at PISA, taking care of a paint ball event that my friend, Ray managed. RM25 for 4 hours work. I think that's a good bargain. A good use of Sunday :D

After those good boys went to KL for further education... just left few of us. One has been a hard working fella, and the rest has been playing and craze over WoW (World of Warcraft) =.= Online game...

Those buggers played WoW and hang out with those who play and rejected us on Saturday hang-out by giving excuses such as "Got event! Got raid in Wow! Got guildmembers waiting!"... and saw them in Gurney Plaza. Screw them~

Let me set up NMW (No More Warcraft) to go against them. Ray is the least favorite one all the time... and since those assholes in WoW boycotted him... I think it's time to invite him to NMW. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~!!!!

Friends also got politics like that mie!? It seems funny to me. Anyway...

Bali... Hueyshen...

You guys are such an asshole. Fuck you guys. Screw you guys. Go to Hell and you DIE~~~~

Lalalalala~~~

(very meaningless post but i syok-leh~ Blog follow Heart)

Map for Direction

Just done drafting out my 2-years Financial Plan.
Well, it gives me certainty right now of what I'm gonna do for these 2 years.
Nah, i didn't exaggerate it.
Everything i put down is achievable and realistic.
Just that it provides me a challenge...
A healthy one at least.

Hmm...
Had done critical thinking on my Financial Statement on both four columns; Income, Expense, Asset and Liability.
I'm quite satisfy with it.

It's not easy to think 2 years down the road... But at least it gives me some direction on my next move.

Well done to me =)
Now all i need to do is follow it.


OMG!!! It's 4am!!!! Need to sleep now. Have to reach Prai at 11am later... But let me end this with a old, everyone using, read and heard till numb, quotes.

"IF YOU FAIL TO PLAN, THEN YOU PLAN TO FAIL!"

What's In The Name?

Feel bored and got nothing to do online?

Well, while your Windows Live Messenger is still on, you can do something to amuse yourself.

Just change the settings like this;


Read nicknames in your contact lists, and also their personal messages =D
You'll see a lot of different mood and attitude going on.
That's kinda fun~~~!!!

Death Dream

I prayed to Lord, and told Him that His son, me will be joining His place in Heaven.

I will be executed by neck breaking, by a big sized executor.

As he cracked my neck...

I feel pain just for a glimpse...

Then i lose feeling of my body below my neck...

Everything turned dark... Blackout...

Everything ended... Comfortably...





Weird dream...
This is the second i dreamed that i prayed to Lord.

First time is when i came face to face with Satan, asking me to submit to him.
This time is when i am about to meet death...

Isolationism 2008

The policy or doctrine of trying to isolate one's country from the affairs of other nations by declining to enter into alliances, foreign economic commitments, international agreements, and generally attempting to make one's economy entirely self-reliant; seeking to devote the entire efforts of one's country to its own advancement, both diplomatically and economically, while remaining in a state of peace by avoiding foreign entanglements and responsibilities.
(source: Wikipedia on Isolationism)

The keywords are;

isolate one - from the affairs of other - by declining to enter into alliances - commitments - agreements - make one's economy entirely self-reliant - remaining in a state of peace by avoiding - entanglements and responsibilities



There will be some changes on my Resolution 2008.

1. Be a good son.
2. Be a good friend.
3. Be a good lover.
4. Control my cashflow.
5. Secure a job.
6. Improve my health.


I need to be selfish for the whole year of 2008. A lot of things had happened in the year before and they are starting to haunt me back. I just start to experience the aftermath this year...

Start from my major failure in investment in 2007 that caused me a fortune...
And failure in business venture...
Failure in cashflow management.

Everything crumbled down on this year... 2008. I thought it supposed to 'yi leng leng FATT' (fortune). But i guess nope. It's the worst year ever.

I had nearly bankrupt both my family and my own resources... Everything has been dried up. Six failures in six ventures, 100% failure, which caused me estimated rm11,500 in these few years since after school days are over.

Statistics showed that 9 out of 10 ventures failed in the first five years,
and 9 out of 10 ventures failed in the next five years.
That means 99% ventures failed in ten years.

I suffered six. Three more to go before I reached the number 10th.
But i can't afford to take anymore risk.
No more risk-taker, will be risk-adverse starting from today.


Life still goes on, i can still go for another strike.
I just need to rebuild my financial base.

My Target for this Year;
1. Cover home expenditure.
2. Pay half of my total debts.
3. Saved rm10,000 cash.


Rest well tonight, and start thinking tomorrow.
Come to think of it, i stop paying my debtors for two months...
I will need to come up with new proposal for them.

Life Goes On!!!
Everything will be fine!!!
GAMBATTE!!!
JIA YOU!!!

"I have not failed. I've just found 10000 ways that won't work." -Thomas Edison.

I Make The Decision, I Live With It

Every day, you will find a lot of people giving you a lot of opinions about yourself.
From who you are to what you should do, to what profession is suitable for you.
Results? You are confused.

I did planning for few times, and things seem to work out differently from what you had planned.
I had look for better effective ways in planning, but nothing will improve if yourself is the problem.
From my experience, the reasons for my failure in my plans are lack of disciplines and lost of focus.
Mostly about what i wanna do.

I admit that i was influenced by others.
For example, to continue study or not to continue study.
Some friends told me that i should forget about studying and focus more on building my career.
Some friends told me that i can't do anything if i don't have that fucking degree. (even my mum told me so.)

Many people, many opinions.
But most importantly, i should remind myself always is...
Ask myself, do my homework and answer myself.
Weigh the pros and cons, and make my own decision.

Although i was influenced unconsciously, i never blame nor regret of every actions that i had taken.
I make the decision, i live with it.




Last year on this blog, on this date: Rubbish

"Real" South Park, Colorado

This is the South Park we know.











This is the real South Park, Colorado which is also a museum with NO inhabitants... Or a ghost town.

From www.Sangres.com

Last TWO years on this blog, on this date: Hatred and Lust

South Park of Sony Queensbay

My friend make this specially for me.
Kanneh~! Other than Luna no one make things like this for me before.
Damn touching T^T
Thanks Clement T^T

Attitude and Behaviour of Others.

We are programmed to separate what's right and what's wrong since we are small,
In order for us to live well in the society,
By living with the "good" values perceived by the society.
For example, selfishness is bad. Selflessness is good.
But i think both has its own importance depends on the timing when it's used.

I had taken one step further,
by understanding deeper about this philosophy.

Attitudes and behaviours of others.

There are things that we don't like about our friends.
But think of it,
Is it that there is something wrong with their personality?
Or,
Their personality doesn't suit ours?

This question appears after i questioned about "Why someone changes so fast?"
I believe that "Changing fast" is a bad thing.

However, i did thought of someone questioning about "Why Jerry so stubborn?"
They believe that "Being stubborn" is a bad thing.

Who's right or who's wrong over here?






Yeah, no one. We just believe in different things.

Therefore, i will try to adapt different way to see things or other people.
Instead of thinking, "He is wrong or this is bad."
I will think, "This just don't go along well with me" or "His personality are not compatible with mine."


What do you think about this philosophy? =)

Should Treat The Girl You Like 'Not Nice'

I read about Timothy of Nuffnang talks about how guys aren't supposed to treat the girls they are chasing too nice.

He got some point over there.

I discovered that some time along,
when those that i was going after, ended up with "We are just friends" or "You are like my brother" curse, and...
when those that i put aside, don't give a fuck about that ended up fall in love for me =.=

Girls like chikek-ness (excitement) is it?
Or they are just being curious?

After all these "wonderful" experience that i got, i wonder how will it be when i was sparked by the next girl.

Will i still be THAT~ nice?

My friend Lunaluna-san said kao lui (chase girls) need techniques also. Haihz... I think i should go buy that kao lui manual in the bookstore =.= but not all things can be learned from books. Just let things be natural.

A friend told me, "Girls are like... Iron. Strikes it when it's hot. If it cools down, you can eat shit and die dee."

Indirectly shooting me. Kanneh!

I don't like break up mah. I don't like "I guess we are not compatible after all" in the last episode mah. Some people prefer QUANTity than QUALity. I prefer QUALity than QUANTity mah.


Haihyo~!!!

I hope i learned my lessons well.

Connie Talbot, the most talented Singer.

You won't believe it.

She can be equal to Celine Dion.

Or maybe more...

Even that nasty Simon Cowell from American Idol praises her...

Having no negative comments at all...

And was awed by her talent...

Oh! The most unbelievable...

She is Six years old.

Yeah, you are not wrong. She is 6 years old!

Introducing... Connie Talbot.


Connie Talbot at the Britain’s Got Talent Contest. - Initial Round singing “Somewhere Over The Rainbow”



She made it to the finals... You can find more about her in Youtube.

Living In Reality is Living By Yourself.

They are my only friends...





I am just one out of the hundreds friends of theirs.





I thought we are buddies...





"Who i missed out?" They never realize my name is missing.





I worried about their problems...





They asked me to keep mine to myself.





I helped because they are my friends...





They want to know the benefits of helping me.





So, I just learned...





"Living in reality, is living with myself."

My First MS Paint Masterpiece!

I feel you are feeling stoned,
But i wanna imagine can see your 'geh' (teeth)
So I hope you'll find this is funny SmiLesSssSSsssS~~~~~~~!!!!!

Motivational Seminar on Monday.

I'd been invited for a seminar in KL on Monday, 7th April for RM35.
A one day trip and transportation included.
So, why not i said to myself.

Yeah, I'd been used to this kind of seminars since i left school.
My mother called it pep-talks seminars.
But most called it motivational seminars.

I'd been quite lost.
Not in sense of my mood,
But in sense of how to get to "somewhere i wanna go?"

I'll expect them to try to get me to join some MLM company.
But what to do~
In order to get cheap ticket for a motivational talk,
I'll have to expect them.

RM35 for a motivational seminar with people trying to recruit you?
Or,
No one trying to recruit you, and you pay RM3000 =.=?

For those of you who got problems rejecting those people,
(They got counter attack manual for all your rejections)
Just tell them straight in the face, "I don't want."
If they asked "Why?"
Just reply, "Because I don't want to."
Keep repeat that till they stop bugging you :D
Trust me, I'm a veteran at least.

I Want To Talk!

If you want to be happy, take risk of being sad.
If you want to laugh, take risk of crying.
If you want to be close, take risk of the distance.
If you feel like talking, take risk of deaf ears.
If you seek for attention, take risk of loneliness.
If you give your heart, take risk of being broken.
If you treat other well, take risk of being treated ill.
If you need to complain, take risk of being ignored.
If you advice, take risk of being mocked.

This world is full of risks and rewards, but yet why so many people avoid risk itself?
Rather than avoid, one should face and learn to manage risks.
The real risk is being ignorant.
The world changes, everyone changes,
The true risk is being unaware,
And cling to past illusions.
That tomorrow will still be the same like today.

Move quickly.
Change quickly.