I Know I Don't Know

Is it my problem?

Or your problem?

But I know,

We got a problem.

So, it's none of your fucking business?

Hmm...

I know that.

..........


I know.
I don't know.

Argh. Just fuck it.

To Love Without Expectation or To Be Loved Unconditionally... Which is worst?

Once in awhile life will be a bitch.
Giving you, but not letting you have it.

Once in awhile I would think,
Why there's once in a life that you must be left with a regret,
and the inability to have what you wished for.

It's been quite sometime since I emo over such matters.
Well, or not as emo as now.
To feel regret again.

It isn't really much just to wish and hope,
that I would be with someone I want to be with.
Not a too much wishful thinking isn't it?

Having only one life to live,
Of course everyone of us wants the best for ourselves.

I'm not being stubborn,
I'm not being selfish....
Am I?

-currently listening to Rob Thomas - Little Wonders.

Dog is God

Last 2 days ago on the 6th,
it was raining heavily.
My cousin sister and her husband just came back from Australia.
They found a puppy in the drain, almost drowned or cold to death.
Her husband saved the puppy,
The puppy was shivering.
Then they put the puppy inside a box,
wrap it with clothes.
My cousin sister went to tesco, which is just nearby
to buy a hairdryer to dry the puppy.

The puppy just shivers... shivers... shivers...
We can't have any more dogs in the house.
So we can't keep it.

Outside the gate, the mother dog keep walk pass our house...
Looking for her puppy... waiting...
After the rain stopped... we return the puppy to its mother...





Just now before I blogged this,
A puppy fell into drain.
I think is the same puppy.

I heard the puppy crying from where I'm sitting.
So, I went out and check.
The puppy is running from one point of the drain,
to the other point of the drain,
looking for a way to get out from the drain.
The mother dog, can't do anything...
Just stand there and watch...

Well, I saved the puppy from the drain.

The mother dog seems hostile to me.
Hmm.... Natural.
So I stand from a distance watch the mother dog and the pup reunion.

The mother dog licked the pup dry...
The pup hide under the mother dog...
Hmm... then the mother dog walk away...
The pup followed...
The mother dog walked a bit,
turn around to make sure the pup able to follow her...
Walk slowly, turn around...
Walk slowly, turn around...


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God is wonderful.
Dog is cute.