RE-introduction of Myself =)

I M HANDSOME!!!

I'm Jerry aka Bann, 19+, a Taurean, loves girls and money!
For those of you who knows me... Post something about me in comments. I repeat, comments not tagboards. Cheers~~~!!!

Reflection.

Year 2005 is about to end. Just a few days left... Normally, at this moment, i'll have my own moment of silence (long one) and reflect back of my past. About the decisions i'd made so far, all the stupid and right things that i did, the people i'd know...

Frankly speaking, i'd never regret of all those decisions and steps that i'd made. Well.. uhm... I did regret at that moment when shits hit the fan. But when i think back again... I learnt something and i grow up everytime i make mistakes. I become wiser and wiser. (Wat da heck, i'm talking like an oldman.)

I used to be a loner (i guess i'm still one now but better abit). I rarely expressed myself. I just stay in my room and cut myself bleed whenever i feel depressed (That's stupid). I quarrel with lotsa people. I think that gangsters are cool! I think that beat up someone when you don't like them is cool! But luckily i never be one of them before.

In year 2002, I was...hmm... in love with Jennifer, and was courting her. But end up loving someone else ( a long time friend) Jd and eventually gone steady with her. But the ending in year 2003 is a tragic. Well, i sometimes think that what if i didn't made that decision and holding Jen's hand instead... What will happen today? (I guess it'll also be a tragic. I would be competing with Huey Shen and with his size, he would had already killed me XD). Well, it's sad that she's gone. But i realized that in the end will also be a tragic. I don't know why but i don't think she's suitable for me.

Year 2004... I joined a network marketing, Omegatrend... I lost a lot of money there and faced a big disappointment. But in exchange, i learnt that "It's a SIN to GIVE UP your DREAM!" I learnt alot of real life lessons there. If i didn't involved in it, i will not able to be someone better than what i used to be. I won't realized how valuable friendship is, time is, or money is. That's when i begin reading books on self-developement. ( I wonder if i'd only on with Jd after that, wouldn't the relationship will better?) That's when i really control my life.

I also quit TARC. And gone to IPG. Wrong choice!!! Don't go to IPG coz it sucks!!! TARC is better!!!

My mother! She came back from Japan this year, "ji khong khong gor ni" ( year 2005) after... how many years...? When i'm 4 years old... Roughly 14 years seperated. Now we got big problem between a mother and her son. Communication problem! I can't talk to her, she can't talk to me. She thinks that i'm too naive to believe in DREAM, i think that i don't want to follow her path and will never I MEAN EVER! listen to her. You think i feel good bout that? WRONG! I don't. I feel sorry for her. My elder brother is a gangster tailou, my sister likes to quarrel with her and refuse to talk her now, i hate education that's most important to her. All her children become something that she doesn't like. I think that's Destiny... She told me she's going to stay in temple after everything's done and won't interfere with anyone of us... Haihz... I think that's a good ending.

Year 2005, i also learnt... Be conscious. There're lotsa bullshitters around. Some are still good friends although we know they like to bullshit, and some will run away with your money. Well, there's juz alot of this kind of people. Just be conscious, that's all. I also learnt, be compassionate with others. Don't think of revenge or hatred... And you'll be very peaceful. Don't do anything that you don't want other to do it on you... That's ALL!

See... Everyone has their own life story. None is not interesting. Learn is the keyword for improvement. Life is juz once... Live it to the best. Though some are Buddhist or Taoist that believes reincarnation (reborn)... live this life to the best!!!

Diary eh Definition

Just come back from Singapore. This three days didn't blog coz i go out with my friends. Long time didn't go out like that dee. We went to a new cybercafe in Sungai Dua. Just open few days nia. First day play for free somemore. The environment so nice... white wall and blue lighting... My ideal cybercafe. Actually, talk about cybercafe very sad... My boss maybe owe people money run away. I hope he'll die somewhere someplace so i can see his obituary(picture telling people he died and where will he be buried) in newspaper.

Tonight is chritmas eve dee. So fast one year passed liao... Time pass so fast... So scare... I'm still like the old me. Doing nothing. My life seems so meaningless. Really have to find something to do, NOW.

Lunee said i like to blog bout my own life and my view of things... But i think that's what people blog mostly. Hmm... To me, blog is like a diary. Actually in this world, there are alot of people want attention from someone, coz mayb, they feel lonely. Last time before i start blogging, i like to write in a piece of paper about my feelings. I found alot of my old diaries when i clean my room. I throw away quite alot... Coz some are old feelings and some views had changed.

My diaries are about...

1) How happy i am with her and how much i hope we could be together ( 2002)
2) How happy i am to be together with her and how much i love her (2002-2003)
3) Why we got so many problems... How to settle leh? Must settle fast before i lose her. (2003)
4) How can she did that to me???!!! (2003)
5) So sad... (2003-2005)

And now i read dee oso feel boring.... hmm.

Oh ya... I wanna ask... Who knows how to post video here? I think no one will answer me that, but i got a video clip. A beautiful and fair girl dancing and stripping~!!! Thanks to my friend Yip!
I can tell story about that... This world is beautiful, and why wanna cry over a spilled milk? There are alot better and tastier milk out there. Go get it guys~~~ LOL

For a Laugh. Haha Haha haha... =P

Rip his face and you'll have to pay millions. LOL

LuLu

This is Little LuLu riding on Little Tubby's back skiing down the snow. Well, if you ask me... that's cute. LOL~

(I think i got a new nick for myself other than Solitude, Heartbroken and shits like that.)

Merlion.

This is the Merlion that symbolizes Singapore. I wonder why it's not lion... For your information, Merlion is different from Lion. Merlion is a creature with lion head and fish body.

You think it's same? Coz got lion head or got the word 'lion' in its name?

Then, imagine this;
Bird head, rabbit body, and dog leg... What's this? A bird? A rabbit? Or a dog? Or Biradog?

Window Shopping at Geylang.

I heard that Geylang is a famous red light district in Singapore. So i went there and see. OMG~~!!! They are hot!!!! So damn pretty and sexy. See dee cannot tahan, but luckily i just bring less than S$50... if not i sure go there ask for price and go in the hotel room.

My friend said, inside hotel is legal. Standing outside is freelance. So... if you wanna find cheap but quality one, find outside standing one. It's only about S$75. Inside hotel costs you bout S$150 to S$200.

I walk one round... then at one of the street, i saw ambulance come. Then my friend said, "Only two reasons;
1) Got beaten by the gangsters take care of the place.
2) Fuck halfway, too much dee and kena heart attack.

Poor guy. After one round, i just take bus and go home. My friend give me an extra information... sometimes, on Friday and Saturday... you can find students also. Hmm... see wether got 16 years old product or not. Eh... Amitabha amitabha. Ngek ngek ngek.

P.S : This is all just to tell people how Geylang looks like. And actually, i dislike prostitution and never support prostitution but no one can stop it. Coz we can't fight the simple business fundamental, when there is demand, there is supply.

Acknowledgement

We meet people everyday and some of them leave a mark in your life.Some people change your life, teach you things and give you the support. No man or woman can succeed alone and no man or woman can live without influenced even a little by others.

These are the people who involved in shaping my life:

1) Dino
My best friend since eleven and he has never turn his back on me for once. He got a natural charisma and he's a symbol of leadership, sportsmanship (he used to be a MVP in basketballs in secondary school) and seriousness. His girlfriend is one of the most wonderful girl i'd ever meet and his parent are great and got great strange attitudes. (His father can scold his sons "Fuck you!" and that's cool.) He takes a long time to make a decision coz he don't like to feel regret later and he believes in being good. (That's the hard part.)

2) Lunatic
Lunatic is the first girl i personally know that makes me realize that girls are great and smart creature. She got lotsa attributes that create a successful entrepreneur but unfortunately (to mankind), she's not interested coz she just don't like handling people. She's creative and special in her own ways and she plans her life well. There's something mysterious about her and she doesn't like to talk about it but that's fine. Although she's an emotional person and will bite you if you talk to her in the wrong time, but deep inside, she's a very affectionate (with her dreams) and kind person. She's one of the people who still believe in treating other people good if you want to be treated good.

3) Vliamz
A Geminian that likes to annoy me whenever he can. Although we got different belief but we got one thing in common, that is "We will succeed in significance as entrepreneurs." In future, i know that we will cooperate in building successful corporation. A warning for those who knows him, Don't dare him to drive. He can be a very bad driver.

4) Merseysider
If i didn't meet him, i will not realize that business can give me freedom that i'd been worrying about and i won't involved in network marketing. We'd known each other for 4 years and i'd learnt alot from him. He studied alot and got alot of qualification, example, financial planning (insurance), management, engineering and etc but he never used all of them, yet. He's a great mathematician and if you want to calculate something without a calculator, you can ask him to calculate for you.

5) Jd
She is my first love and my ex-girlfriend. We'd gone through alot together and we had many sweet memories. She made me realize how useless i am and that breakup chapter changes my whole life since then. I appreciate her and although i hate her now, i still can't change the facts that she changed me and offered me such a valuable lesson.

6) KH
If you want a listener, find him. Everytime when i feel like finding someone to listen to me, he'll be my top choice. After you talk for 30 minutes, he'll only reply you with one word, "Hm." He's looking forward to be a pro-gamer and for those of you who don't know what occupation is this, it's professional gamer that teach other how to play game. Don't think that this is a bullshit, but there is really such profession in the world, especially in South Korea, Japan, Australia and US.

7) Maxim
Don't know what's the latest fashion? Ask Maxim and you'll know. He's a student and also a patr-time model. He got his own style and especially his hair that stood firmly no matter how hard the wind blow. He wants to be a model for Versacce. It's good to know a model now coz it might comes to help when i'm interested in modelling business later.

8) Cavan
This is one of my favourite guy. He is creative, business-minded, willing to learn and stubborn. I'd seen how special he treats his girlfriend. He never buy any gift to his girlfriend, he made them. He's another person that i know that got a great potential to be an entrepreneur and i'm looking forward to cooperate with him. Just expect stubbornness from him but he's a real good guy.

9) LLT
My mentor in people's skill. He was my upline in a network marketing company. He got great leadership skill and sales skill. He taught one important thing, "Think and feel from other people's shoe" Without him, i wouldn't know the right way to treat people. Today, some people told me that i changed since graduated from secondary school. Well, that praise belongs to him. Thanks Ah Teong!

10) Nec
We know each other for a very long time. Most people don't like him. I personally don't like him in some ways, but i think that he's a great artisan in the art of computer technical. He worked in cyber cafes line for about 8 years. I like the way he plan things and doing his job. If i can hire him, i'll give him one for my company to manage by himself (except the accounts.) Two important lesson from him, "Build relations with other people." (This is how the rich builds their wealth.) and "Others can betray your trust, but never betray others' trust".

What about yours?

Yesterday and Today

Yesterday:

1) I smoke 1.5 packs of cigarettes a day on average. The time i smoke less is when i sleep for the whole day and wakes up late at night. I smoke alot when i'm stressed and got a lot of things to think in my head.

2) I like the feeling of being alone and i don't trust girls after my first girlfriend ran away with another guy. Feel like screwing them more than loving them.

3) I don't have enough money to spend and that's one of my big problem.

4) People like to con me coz i'm stupid.

5) I feel that life is meaningless and study hard get good grades so i can find good job is bullshit.

6) I like to say, "I wish..." and "I can't..."

7) I blame everyone for my miseries. My mother, my father, my friends and my ex-girlfriend.

8) Relationship is just like Barter trade. Girls got body, guys got money. So there's supply and demand coz guys want body to screw and girls want money to spend.

9) Get ready to betray someone coz they might betray you.

10) I'm the unluckiest man on Earth!

That's my reality in the past. After some problems and some events happening in my life... After 2 years...

Today:

1) I didn't smoke for two days and i guess i will quit for good as i step back into Penang.

2) Loneliness suck and i feel like being in love again. Screwing them is good, but loving them is better! I like brushing their hair and feed them cookies :)

3) I have extra sometimes and i feel like i got alot at this kind of age. Focusing more on how can i make money?

4) People can con me once is his fault, but people con me twice is my fault.

5) I'm satisfied with my life now and look forward for better life. Study smart graduate and hire smart people to work for me. I'm more suitable to be a boss like Donald Trump coz i like to be cocky like him.

6) I like to say, "I will...." and "How can i...?"

7) I attract those miseries myself and i like problems now. The only place where you won't have any problem is either heaven or hell. If you want to rest in peace, go either place.

8) Some relationship has different exchange rate. They exchange love.

9) You can't stop people from betraying you but you can stop yourself from betraying others. What you give is what you get, so don't betray others if you don't like to be betrayed. If you're betrayed, well, next!

10) Luck is hoping for something to happen. I'm more into making things happen :)

-BANN-

That's It? A Small Success for Today =)

Have ever thinking of doing something or achieving something but never do it? Bcoz you feel that it's so hard or seems impossible or you plan to do it 'tomorrow'?

I just done something very hard just now. At first, it was a hell for me not to smoke at all after i woke up from sleep. I'd always thinking, wouldn't it be nice if i take one puff? Just one puff... It's so hard to fight against habits. Habits that i'd been doing for years.

Today, i successfully do something that i'd planned yesterday. Today is the first day of my new life without cigarettes. Now i'm thinking of the benefits and feelings of not smoking.

Just wanna say, "When u try something and feel like stopping half-way... Tell yourself, 'I'd come this far, why quit now?"

No big deal today. I'll continue to control myself and find ways to healthy life :)

Let there be great change in my life.

Yesterday when i come to Singapore. I smuggled two packs of cigarettes. now they're almost finish. Winston is a cheap brand, means it's cheap compared to mega-brand Marlboro. That's what i can afford in Penang. Only costs rm5.50 per pack. In Singapore.... it costs S$9.50!!!!!!!!!!! If i buy that, it will be rm19. More than double the price i can get in Malaysia.

So, here's my plan.

I finish all my cigarettes today. From tomorrow onwards, i won't buy or smoke any cigarette ANYMORE! Give me an applause. (papapapapapa)

Well... Some of you will say, "we'll wait an see." Well, now im thinking of things that i can replace doing rather smoking.

Let me have a shift in my life before i go back to Penang. Quit smoking!!!!!

Realizations.

I am here. At the Lion City of Singapore, after 12 hours inside the bus watching hills and trees. When i crossed the border, this city gives me a feeling of hope and equality in oppurtunities. Not like in Malaysia where the so-called "Bumiputra" takes everything and left the rest struggling so hard and feed those who never do anything. I'm not a racist. I don't hate those bumiputras, but some of them... i feel like they're wasting the government's money. In Singapore, you can't fight, you die! Don't care you Chinese or Indian or Malay or who.

Talking about struggling, i'd always trying to be somebody at a young age before 28. Let me think of it... If i'm not mistaken, i started to become like this after i graduate from secondary school. When i was young, i only know how to play and sleep. At a very young age of 15, a friend of mine, Merseysider (juz a nickname) let me realize what i'd been looking for...

Study hard, get good grades and find a good company with high salary and lotsa benefits. This doesn't make any sense to me. I like to enjoy my life. I like to do the things that i like. I like to go anywhere anytime. I don't want to go to work from 9 to 5 everyday and listen to a unconsiderate boss that only knows how to command people. I want nice car, big house, travel around, taste the best food around the world, sip the best wine and tea around the world and be at home all the time with my kids and family(except honeymoon with my wife). BUT!!!! Just by having a job won't bring me all those things i'd been dreaming about.

I guess most of you realized that as well. Think about it... When you was still a kid, what do you want? "Mummy, daddy!! Next time i want big car and big house" You, too got a dream. Just that you forgot about it while growing up in a negative society that kills dreamers.

You must be thinking... "Oh, must be from another direct sales or network marketing or insurance fella." Yep!!! I was a very active networker before last year. I quit. Well, most people when they quit in network marketing, they're dead again and blame the company conned them. But i never blame my company. It's just my personal issue. I wasn't prepared and i'd done lotsa mistakes. I got wrong reasons to support what i am doing.

I learned a lot in network marketing. The most important lesson i learn... NEVER GIVE UP YOUR DREAMS!

I'm still trying till now. Learning to be an entrepreneur and an investor. I don't when i'll reach my destination but i know i will get there. Coz i already feel like i'm already there. And i can feel that there'll be alot of people there too....

Perhaps Love and a Rabbit

Perhaps Love, an opera genre film acted by Takeshi Kaneshiro and Jacky Cheung. The actress also very sui and cute. I see the trailer, short short hair and eye twinkling twinkling. So cute~! Feel like brushing her hair and gip her eat cookie and milk.

And There's Something About Rabbit;

Rabbit is very cute. Got two long ears, hopping here hopping there, eat carrot with its rabbit eh Geh ( teeth ). In some cartoons, rabbit is a smart character. In Chinese (or Japanese) myth, got rabbits live in the moon, and make mooncakes for us to eat. Few months back, i got a definition...

Lunatic = Gila
Gila = Moon
Moon = Rabbit

Just use a lil bit imagination then you can see the whole picture.

Why i wanna talk about rabbit? Actually, i wanna write this to acknowledge my appreciation (fuiyoh!) towards a friend of mine.

I got a good good rabbit friend. Her name is LaLa. Like rabbit, she is a smart girl and got rabbit eh teeth, but rabbits like to hop around but she only likes to blog around or sleep. Sometimes very calm, but sometimes very siao. So you won't be able to guess what's her mood next.

She went for vacation and will only come back on Sunday. But im going to Singapore on Saturday... I want to ask her watch "Perhaps Love" with me. Because i know she won't be like other girls that believe "Gentleman muz spend on me" policy, and i also know that she won't watch dis kind of movie with me so im juz asking her for fun. Hahahaha

Hmm... Now to think about it.... Maybe i can write stories about rabbit next time...

(P.S : I like to write fictions based on my surroundings and what happened to me. )

Bad Bad Day... Ruin by Exam and Cigarette.

I didn't blog for few days because of exams. Now i am free again.

*BREATHE IN*
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday the papers were quite easy and i'm not wrong, i will pass both papers. Damn happy yesterday because i didn't really study much. I thought Business is the hardest and full of theories and keywords. I done well yesterday.

Today got accounts and business communications. I scare that i will fail accounts coz im lack of practice. So, i took most of my time doing accounts revisions and study all the hard hard eh chapters...

Haihz... today, when i saw the paper... all also easy easy eh chapters which i didn't study at all coz i don't expect them to give us such an easy chapters.

Accounts started at 9am and ends at 12pm. I do do do do... then look at the clock, it's 11.30am... Left only half an hour. So guess what? I told myself, 'Well, i'll finish this paper next year' (=.=)"
I'm overconfident of myself i guess. Then, the next paper, Business communication... I need to summarize a report, draw graph and charts. The question goes, "Draw a PIE chart. I rub my eye and read one more time. Still... PIE chart. Jerry oh Jerry... You didn't bring jangka lukis and protraktor.

I so scare i fail, 2 papers. If fail one paper, it's still okay... i still can resit while doing my diploma, but if i fail 2 papers, i'll have to stay in certificate level and pass it. And waste one more half year...

I think i don't want my mother pay for my course liao. I think i will go Bank Rakyat to get study loan so i can pay myself. Me and my mother always quarrel bcoz of money ( i think the whole house only quarrel bcoz of money... ) Will go and check about getting the loan tomorrow or... after i come back from Singapore.

Yeah, im going to Singapore. Actually i don't wanna go but i have to go to take care of my uncle. At first is my sister who's goin, but suddenly say got important meeting on Saturday. So cannot go. Go there wanna smoke also hard. One pack of cigarette costs bout 10 dollars. If i buy here at Penang, i juz plus a 2 bucks can buy 4 packs dee. 10 dollars = RM20. Winston Light Big pack costs rm5.50. I think i really have to quit smoking. Don't where i can get help in order to quit smoking...

Do you know? Every sticks you smoke kicks 5 minutes of your lifespan away. So, you smoke 12 sticks your life shorter 1 hour dee. So, now let me calculate how long my life gone dee...

I start since form 3... Four years ago... I got stop about for 6 months before i smoke back... So roughly....

20 sticks x 365 days x 3.5 years = 25550 sticks
25550 sticks x 5mins = 127750 mins
127750 mins / 60 mins = 2129 hours
2129 hours / 24 hours = 89 days !!!

I lost 89 days of my life dee!!!! ( Talking bout cigarette my lungs feel pain now. )

Now, lets calculate about how much i spent on cigarette since i started smoking.

Big pack (20 sticks) at today's value is rm5.50.
I smoke for 3.5 years about a pack a day.
So, 3.5years x 365 days = 1277.5 days

Therefore, rm5.50 x 1277.5 days = rm7026.25 !!!

SEVEN THOUSAND TWENTY-SIX RINGGIT AND TWENTY-FIVE CENTS!!!!

Haihz.... It's only about my life and money spent. Actually it ruins more than that which there is not turning back. What's dat about? Nah... i dunwanna talk about it.

So... Don't smoke!!!! If you know someone who know someone who know where i can find a non-profit organization that helps smokers to quit smoking, tell me. I want to quit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Meditation Works! Part 2

The reason why got part 2 is because... I don't want you guys who got read my blogs feel bored. So i create Part 2!!! Imagine Star Wars trilogy... you go cinema sit for 12 hours to watch all the story. You'll die man!!! And Lord of the Rings... Part 1, 2 and 3 play in the same time. (I heard from friends that they went to watch the 3 parts in one day and i think they're retarded).
Ahemm~!!! This is the Part 2.

11) Feel like send her a happy birthday wishes but i didn't.

12) The way she treats me. "Bcoz the one im talking to is you" attitude kills.

and and... I think got nothing more to complain... Got more i write again. Part 3~!

Anyway... After meditation... I feel better a bit. I sit at my bed, close my eyes and relax my whole body and mind and soul. Feeling the emptiness and solitudeness. Controlling my mind and my emotions. It really works! And sleep early and you'll feel better. I sleep early nowadays. I wake up.. hmm... no later than 9am. Imagine that. I used to be called a vampire. I feel better this way.

She don't want me also because i'm kinda sampah i guess. Change my self-esteem and everything will change. Just treats everything as a valuable lesson...

1) Must be careful of conmen.

2) Must not waste my money, it's better if i don't smoke!

3) Find a girlfriend mah won't feel lonely lor. Or maybe i can go Chill Out and see got any hot chicks dat can let me screw. (Kidding =.=)

4) Lastly... Practice MEDITATION. It helps...

The End.

Meditation Works! Part 1

I was so stressed, so sad, so unhappy, so worry, so angry and full of depression in me. Asking why? Hmm... I'll have to list them down;

1) Someone who owe me money run away. (I hope i can see his name in newspaper but cannot see his face coz been banged by a lorry till his face breaks like watermelon)

2) I give that bastard a lot of chances and still hold a believe for him till yesterday Vliamz tell me he ran away. That's betrayal of trust!!!

3) Still thinking of my ex-girlfriend when i am programming myself to forget anything gotta do with her. I can control when i'm awake, but not when i'm asleep and that's FUCK!!!!

4) Feeling lonely...

5) My wallet got not more than rm1... I used to have enough to spend for one whole month.

6) So stressed but don't have cigarette. I think i'll call my friend and ask him to bring Marijuana to me. I heard smoke Ganja can feel better... (Nah~!!! Bullshit!)

7) Exams are coming and i'm worried... I got 16% for Business, 37% for Accounts and TH (Tidak Hadir) for Business Communication and Maths. Means? None passed!!!

8) My car don't know why use so much petrol. One week i pump more than 100 bucks!!! It's SLK. Not Mercedes SLK, but Perodua SLK = Small Little Kancil. What the HELL??!!! It supposed to be ECONOMICAL!

9) Still bcoz of no money, supposingly today going to watch movie in GSC with my friends, and tomorrow also a day to watch movie. But i have to stay at home watch the wall. (Hmm... Not bad...) and December got Xmas eve and New Year eve. Such a happening month got no money?

10) Wondering wether she will go watch Perhaps Love with me or not? MUAHAHAHAHA!!! No way no way. Don't even think about it >.< Maybe a cup of Coffee Bean with me will do :)
Watcha thinking? =.=* I'm talking about my... errr... playmate?

To be continue....

Darkterror vs Magina Who Win?

Now... I can't remember when... (I seems like a very forgetful person) But i juz love to... *sob* and then... MUAHAHAHAHAHA. Hehehe... Don't take it seriously, life is just a game with rules.

First, if you don't know the rules, let the rules play you...
Then, when you know the rules, play by the rules...
Later, when you master the rules, you create your own rules...

Without all these relationship and "rah-RAh" stuff. I will still go on... On my journey to entrepreneurship! I got alot of things in my mind that i want to do. Other than what i'd previously written, i also want to open a tour and travel company. Going around the world. Can't remember when i want that... But if i travel in my own company, or as a tour guide... I think i can save alot in travelling. Calexter Star Travels. HAHAHAHA :)

Next, is a story for guys... who play DotA...

Darkterror the Faceless Void was walking in the forest when he sensed someone near. Suddenly an elf with his eyes blindfolded blink out with his blade. Darkterror's instinct saved him from been killed. It's Magina the Anti-Mage.

Darkterror summon a carrion swarm, but it's too weak under Magina's magic shield. He had no choice but to fight face on face, one on one, MAN STYLE!

Magina ran towards him and the fight begin. Blade of the Anti-Mage was swift, but Darkterror was trained in evading attacks. Althought Magina missed, but whenever the blade was near, it sucks out Darkterror's mana.

Darkterror activate the Mask of Madness and gain 100% frenzy. Magina got bashed by his club. Darkterror was too powerful and Magina knows that he is no challenge to him. He tried to blink away, but Darkterror expected that. He stopped the time.

Magina... was slowly been tear apart... Darkterror is the winner.......
But nevermind... 30 seconds later Magina will respawn again.

Enjoy~~ I'm bored playing DotA, but sometimes Lunatic ask me to play, hmm... fun also la. Not so stress playing with her. Now, i'm addicted to blogging... URGHHHH!!!! BLOGS~~~~

Mixtape

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mindI'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish there was more than that
About me and you

[Bridge]
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
And let's get messed up and listen to possibly...
The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was more than that
About me and you

Good to see....

I got a friend now having his own enterprise doing the things that he likes. Last time, he always tell me that he got no money... this and that. I told him ( i still believe this) DO SOMETHING THAT YOU LIKE. Build a business around your passion. Now, he has a enterprise doing computer technical and customer support. Everything got to do with computer.. Repair, Sell, and etc. Tell me if you want to find a technician to repair your computer if you stay in Penang :)

Haih... my friend got his own enterprise... What about me? I'm still sitting around doing nothing. So sad... I know how to say other people but do nothing for myself. There's someone wants to open cybercafe and ask me to help him manage... Until today, i see nothing from him. Don't know whether he's serious or not.

I, too, following my passion. My passion is to build business. So, im going to build a business that build business. Still finding ways on how to build internet business. Need to know a lot of things including about blogging. That's why i blog. Just to learn.

Starting Small

An unemployed man is desperate to support his family. His wife watches TV all day and his three teenage kids have dropped out of high school to hang around with the local toughs. He applies for a janitor's job at a large firm and easily passes an aptitude test.

The human resources manager tells him, "You will be hired at minimum wage of $5.15 an hour. Let me have your e-mail address so that we can get you into the loop. Our system will automatically e-mail you all the forms and advise you when to start and where to report on your first day."

Taken back, the man protests that he is poor and has neither a computer nor an e-mail address. To this the manager replies, "You must understand that to a company like ours, that means that you virtually do not exist. Without an e-mail address you can hardly expect to be employed by a high-tech firm. Good day."

Stunned, the man leaves. Not knowing where to turn and having $10 in his wallet, he walks past a farmers' market and sees a stand selling 25 lb. crates of beautiful red tomatoes. He buys a crate, carries it to a busy corner and displays the tomatoes.

In less than 2 hours he sells all the tomatoes and makes 100% profit. Repeating the process several times more that day, he ends up with almost $100 and arrives home that night with several bags of groceries for his family.

During the night he decides to repeat the tomato business the next day. By the end of the week he is getting up early every day and working into the night. He multiplies his profits quickly.
Early in the second week he acquires a cart to transport several boxes of tomatoes at a time, but before a month is up he sells the cart to buy a broken-down pickup truck.

At the end of a year he owns three old trucks. His two sons have left their neighborhood gangs to help him with the tomato business, his wife is buying the tomatoes, and his daughter is taking night courses at the community college so she can keep books for him.

By the end of the second year he has a dozen very nice used trucks and employs fifteen previously unemployed people, all selling tomatoes. He continues to work hard.

Time passes and at the end of the fifth year he owns a fleet of nice trucks and a warehouse which his wife supervises, plus two tomato farms that the boys manage. The tomato company's payroll has put hundreds of homeless and jobless people to work. His daughter reports that the business has grossed a million dollars.

Planning for the future, he decides to buy some life insurance. Consulting with an insurance adviser, he picks an insurance plan to fit his new circumstances. Then the adviser asks him for his e-mail address in order to send the final documents electronically.

When the man replies that he doesn't have time to mess with a computer and has no e-mail address, the insurance man is stunned, What, you don't have e-mail? No computer? No Internet? Just think where you would be today if you'd had all of that five years ago!"

"Ha!" snorts the man. "If I'd had e-mail five years ago I would be sweeping floors at Microsoft and making $5.15 an hour."

Which brings us to the moral of the story:
Since you got this story by e-mail, you’re probably closer to being a janitor than a millionaire. Sadly, i received it also.

Conned by "Friend"

Few months ago... my friend wanna move out to KL and she no longer able to take care of her ShihTzu. So she wanna sell the dog to someone who likes dog.

Then, i happen to know a friend from my working place who have a ShihTzu too. So, i think it'll be nice if the dogs got friends... 2 ShihTzus... male n female, couple ShihTzu... So, i told my friend that i got someone who wants the dog.

I became the middleman for that transaction. My friend wanna sell it for rm500. At first, my other friend, TBH say no problem. So i guess it's okay... So i pass the dog to him. After few weeks later... TBH still haven't pay me yet and the ex-owner need the money urgently. So i guess i'll pay for him first.

Later on he say too expensive and he wants it only for rm200. I mean... fuck man... but i guess it's ok... What to do... i already pass the dog to him, and he say da dog is in SP now. So, i guess i'll have to eat the rm300 myself. In order to make that payment... i used my college fee to pay. And guess what happen next? TBH disappear....

God damn it... I was robbed of my money and that dog. But i wish that it'll be fine... I hope...

So, how? Well, when i face this kind of things... I'll juz thank Lord that it happened so early in my life and it's just rm500 and not more than that. I learned a lesson...

"When bird shit on your face, Thank Lord that elephant doesn't fly!!!"

Introduction Of Myself

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UPDATE: Friday, October 3, 2008
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Name: my name is still Jerry Yeow

Nickname: Just Simple

Age: still 22

Current Job: Sales Executive

Future Career: Entrepreneur

Interest:

-Personal Finance
-Business
-Sources of Side Income

Side interest:

-Music
-Blogging
-Shopping in Hatyai.

Not only still like her, but i'm in love with her as well, and i still like money.



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UPDATE: Tuesday, February 19, 2008
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Name: Jerry Yeow

Nickname: Just Simple, Black Heart

Age: 22

Current Job: Business Installment Executive

Future Career: Entrepreneur

Interest:

-Personal Finance
-Business
-Sources of Side Income

Side interest:

-Music
-Blogging

I like her and i like money.



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UPDATE: Thursday, May 24, 2007
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Name: Jerry Yeow

Nickname: Just Simple

Age: 21

Current Job: Banker

Future Career: Entrepreneur

Interest in Business:

-Finance
-Marketing
-Sales
-Real Estate
-Economy

My side interest:

-Trance Music
-Clubbing
-Blogging

I like money