Love Diary [1] I-AM-CRAZY-FOR-YOU Syndrome

"True love is like ghosts. Everyone talks about it but few had seen it."

I wanna add one more phrase for that. "And no scientific explaination about it." From time to time, we fall in love, we had crush on someone... Well, i believe that most of us here lost count on how many girls and guys that we'd had crush on. I can't remember exactly... I can only remember some... I fell in love with a girl when i'm 13... It lasts till 15. That's three years. Second girl just last for few months, third girl is my ex-girlfriend (don't wanna talk bout it anymore, some readers are pissed about me talking bout her, hehe) and, there is the fourth girl.

I can't remember well about the feelings i had for my ex in the beginning, most of the sweet memories had been contaminated by the bitter memories (I'm talking bout my ex XD~). I'm gonna write about how you feel when you are in love, from my point of view... Means from what i feel now.

When you are in love (i'm a guy, so i write about 'she'):

1. You miss her.
2. You think of her.
3. She become the first thing and the last thing in your mind when you're awake or going to sleep.
4. You look at her picture.
5. Her picture become your wallpaper.
6. You read her message again and again.
7. You feel like calling her, but you don't know what to say.
8. You feel like sending her a SMS just to say 'hi'.
9. Her voice brings excitement to you.
10. Her laughter brings joy to you.
11. Her smile stuns you.
12. Her touch brings comfort to you.
13. Her eyes brings peace to you.
14. You try to be everything to her.
15. You lost your sense because of her.
16. Your leg become weak when you saw her.
17. You don't know watcha talking when you stand in front of her.
18. You makes lotsa mistakes (that you feel is mistakes) in front of her.
19. You respect her.
20. You dream of her.
21. When she ask you "Who are you talking about in this blog", it's either you tell her that it's her you're talking about or you 'buat tak tau'.
22. When she angry or sad, you wanna know the reasons.
23. It lasts for so long, you feel like 'don't care', 'i give up', 'whatever' but still you can't and you are in love with her without a good reason for yourself.

I sounds like a Taiwan love drama series fans =.= "Meteor Garden Syndrome" that Huey Shen and Kean Jung are talking about. Also known as "Wo-zen-de-hen-ai-ni" syndrome. Well, fuck it la~ I like it this way though some may said it's not realistic. It's better than "What's-your-name?-Wanna-go-clubbing?-You-so-pretty!-I-love-you-very-much!-Wanna-make-love-tonight?- Disappear-without-byebye" syndrome =.= Don't laugh, my friend taught me this in Thai language =.=

There are many kind of ways of people fall in love... Maybe i'm gonna blog about them after this. Ngek ngek ngek~

My Desktop!

Am so free and got nothin to do.... So miss someone... Sigh... ^ is my wallpaper for the moment. Most of the time i put scenery like sunset, beach, blue sky... Looking for rain wallpaper now... But for the moment, i like to see boobs. So i put this wallpaper. Muahahaha >.< 3rd post today... In 2 hours time... Damn, i got alot to talk about.

Drink! Drink! Drink!

I didn't post about what's happening these few days... My little sister (no longer little... 15 yo) watched Taiwan love drama series for whole day these few days through youtube.com. Who's the asshole that upload the whole series into youtube.com? I think he/she don't know what means "other people's property" =.=* "Wo zhen de hen ai ni~" "Pei ni qu kan liu sing yu~" Arghh~~!!! Bullshit!!! Same plot all the time. The lengchai and the lenglui, caught in love at first sight. Stupid crap.... Hmm... Kean Jung and Huey Shen said i'm one of Meteor Garden fellow also, who believed in True Love bullshits =.=" Just because i'm still a virgin, they call me that *sob*

These few days, i drank a lot. Wednesday night, i went to Mambo. Friday night i went to Cosmic karaoke with Raymond Tham. I sang Jay's An Jing. Woah~~ I'm so good. Now only i know, i think i should join Astro Talent Show. Wakakakaka!!! First time i drink Guiness Stout, so heavy. I like their advertisement. Believe is the theme. "Somebody gonna do it, why not you?" I like that i like that! After 3 to 4 glasses, i still can drive home but Raymond was drunk and vomit in my car. Luckily i got plastic bag in my car >.<
Saturday night, i went to watch Da Vincci Code. Won't talk much about the movie. Good film with good stories, but alot of frauds. It's just a movie but why so many Christians react seriously against the movie? Some Indians in India starved to death to protest the movie. Idiots =.=" First of all, we can't prove that Da Vincci Code is true. 2nd, why we believe in Bible so much, since it's written by man and got so many version? We got Bible for this church, Bible for that church, Bible who stated God has a name and His name is Jehovah for Jehovah Witnesses =.=" Sounds like network marketing company to me =.= We pray with our heart. We feel His presence, we follow His commandments, we believe in Him... That's enough what.

Maybe Lunatic Gal will blog about the movie. Let me continue with my activities. I went clubbing on Saturday night and i found a pub that got sexy table dance. Oohlala~~~ Shaking their ass off at the stage. Wearing bikini.... What a seduction and temptation... That pub will be my next favourite hangout spot after Chic (shut down).

My blog is getting longer and longer... I guess i'll stop right here :X

Don't Deceive : Ethics in Business.

"Morality is a means to an end. Happiness is that end." -Aristotle
Happiness is the end we all strive for. One of the foundations for happiness is a good character, and morality is foundational to a good character. -Jerry Fleming, author of Profit At Any Cost?

Actually i'm planning to make a new blog for this kind of topics. Everything about business, self-developement and finance in one single blog. This supposed to be my personal diary, my personal things. But i wanna let some people, who wish to deal with me in business, to know that either it's personal or business, i apply the same absolute values.

What are the absolute values? You can find them in every good religion or belief, whether it's in Christianity (Don't talk about Da Vincci Bullshit with me), Buddhism, Islamic, Hinduism, Confuciousism or Judaism.

1. Don't murder.
2. Don't commit adultery.
3. Don't steal.
4. Don't deceive.
5. Don't covet [yearn to possess (something belonging to someone else)].
6. Treat others as you would want them to treat you.

Rule 3 to rule 6 can be used as business ethics.

Rule no.4 : Don't deceive means, the stakeholders (shareholders, management, suppliers, customers, employees) have the right to know everything that's going on in the business. If there's a problem in the business, it's better that you don't say anything and if the stakeholders want to know the problem. Say it. Don't talk any other excuses or anything. Just be honest with them.

Example, if you find something is wrong with your goods, let the customers know about it. If you know that your customers don't need your products, let them know. It's not only about the money. Business is a trade of trust. You trust them, and they trust you... Only then, there's a deal.

I'd seen distributors from network marketing, or salesman from some companies... being so dishonest till i feel like slapping their face. I'd just saw a 15 year old kid joined a network marketing that costs minimum rm2345 or rm30k (you know which company, don't wanna say the name or i'll be sued). How can they do that to a kid? It's about the money? Is money more important than any of the absolute values? People hate salesman because their image toward salesmen is "Someone who sell you something that you don't need and that is overly expensive and you'll never see them after the sale is done."

Some said, "That's the way to do business." Well, read my lips... "Fuck You!" There is business ethics in this world. The value never change.

Buddhism states it : A state that is not pleasing or delightful to me, how could i inflict that upon another?
Hinduism states it : Do naught unto others which would cause you pain if done to you.
Islam states it : Not one of you is a believer until he loves for his brother what he loves for himself.
Christianity states it : So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you.

My point of view is : The more customers you can serve, the richer you are. The better you serve your customers, the wealthier you are. Serving more customers is an art, but serving your customers better is a combination of art and values.

The reason we are here in this world, is to make it a better place =)

I really feel like writing a blog about entrepreneurship. Things that you can't learn at school... Support, anyone?

My Personality 1

Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle. You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs. For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Clubbing~ Clubbing~

It's been some time since the last time i enter a club. Last Wednesday night, the ladies' night, i went to Mambo at Gurney Drive there. Didn't see many chicks like Saturday night but sure, there're lotsa pretty chicks over there, shaking their butts off. The DJ should put the music, "I Like The Way You Move~~~~" Their styles (the girls') of dancing are totally different from guys or maybe it's because of... we got different body? Mostly they shake their shoulder, their chest and their butt. WOAH~~ Watching them also 'lao chui nua' (salive drop), tak boleh tahan~!

I never pay for my clubbing. Well, Chic don't need cover charge, so i just paid for the drinks before. Just a jug of beer of course~! Yesterday my tauke Jon treats us (Vliamz and me), the cover charge and the drink. Got one guy made me bottoms up a glass of Martell, got me dizzy for awhile.

The songs in Mambo quite sucky. Lotsa RnB, well, what do you expect to get in Penang? We only got 2 out of 10 people who likes Trance. Chic is pure House and Trance pub and because of that, they closed shop. You can't shuffle with RnB songs. I don't know how to shuffle but i'm in training now. Next time i can show off in front of those chicks. Maybe i can get an One Night Stand. WooHoo~~~ Gotta start finding a cheap hotel available nearby. Drink in the pub, take the girls for supper, then i'll have em in the hotel for MY "supper". MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I'm bad bad boy >.< I met my old girls friend at Mambo. I danced with her and I did get advantage of her but i didn't bring her back home for a night. Can touch but no eat perhaps. LOL. Maybe that made me a balanced person. Not bad and not good.

Next month, June 28th, DJ Armin van Buuren is coming to KL. I'd missed DJ Tiesto's Rave Party. If i miss this again, i don't know when i can have a Rave Party by such a famous DJ again. Must save up some money to join to party. MUAHAHAHA!!!

My Ideal Girl Part 1

Vliamz sent me a mail from Tickle ( The world's leading self-discovery site). The title of the survey is Who's Your Type? This is what i got after gone through the test :D

Your type is the girl next door

Cute, fun, and sweet, your ideal girl is just a stone's throw away - she's the girl next door. She's Sandra Bullock, Billie Piper, and Meg Ryan all rolled up into one. Naturally pretty rather than glamorous, she's unpretentious and generous. She loves animals and children, and is great with both. You're attracted to her strong values and traditional ways. Although she demands great respect, she's not particularly high-maintenance. Her ideal date is more likely to be dinner and a film than heading out for a night on the town. She's careful yet spontaneous - a bit of the guy's girl, a bit of a cover girl (the nice kind), and just a hint of the hippie chick. But she's got an appeal that's all her own, which is why you can't stay away. Her winning smile, bright eyes, and loving nature make you want to hold on tight and never let go.

If you want the questions, you have to ask from me by sending me an email. Here's my email > jerrybann@hotmail.com. I can't post it right here, coz it belongs to Tickle.com. Last time used to buy counterfeited stuff (pirated) but after i realize that it's stealing and after understanding about Royalty stuff... I scare i'll be a victim of piracy when i publish a book later in life. So, don't do unto others what you don't want others do unto you :D

Ending and X = Stop!

When you look at your old photos, your old writings, your old diaries, your old toys and also your old blog.... Do you feel funny?
I just look at my Friendster's blog just now. It sucks big time (I mean Friendster blog, not my blog). But the most funny things are my posts, my previous posts not long ago... Not even a year...

In case you don't know what i got in my Friendster's blog, i wrote alot about how i feel about my ex-girlfrienD... No 'S', just one. I felt so funny when i read it just now. I feel like a fool to write all those things.

"Let it be today or never." This is a quote to tell ourselves that when things are decided, you don't need time to help you. You just make the decision and that's it. Everything will go smoothly. I feel different from what i felt last year. When i think back of my ex-girlfriend, there goes my mood. Flying through the window and you will see me fake a smile just to keep me walking. Now, when i think about it. I just =.=" sweat. Coz it looks so funny. What a funny relationship, and what an unworthy relationship. I was fully recovered from this "HANGING BY THE MOMENT" disease that kept me down for 2 years on April (forgot the exact date). Maybe, i had learnt the lessons behind the breakdown. I learnt what?

- People change.
- Some people are bitches and bastards.
- There are chances of getting hurt when you love with all your heart, but there are also chances of receiving the love you are aftering.
- Love if you want to be loved.
- EX means Ending and X (STOP)
- "Let's break up" is not casual talk. It's taboo in relationship. Don't simply say these words!!!
- I don' recommend people watch Meteor Garden F4 stupid taiwan drama series. It's still stupid!
- The HELL with disloyal people.
- Old broken stuff are meant to be dumped.
- Throw away the old things to make room for the new things. (Girlfriends and spouses are not "things" =.= except ex-girlfriends, ex-boyfriends, ex-husbands and ex-wives.
- Have sex in three months after you got your new partner IS STILL NOT FOR ME AND I DON'T RECOMMEND NOR DO I LIKE THAT!!! SO, KEAN JUNG SHUTUP! AND STOP CALLING ME "STUPID".

Bible got describe love by Apostle Paul. Let me post it here for you :)

"Love is very patient and kind, never jealous or envious, never boastful or proud, never haughty or selfish or rude. Love does not demand its own way. It is not irritable or touchy. It does not hold grudges and will hardly even notice when others do it wrong. It is never glad about injustice, but rejoice whenever thruth wins out. When you love someone, you will always believe in him (or her), always expect the best of him (or her), and always stand your ground in defending him (or her)."
Corinthians 13:4-7

This is quite true :)

Blog version 1.1 Update

I added a few things in my blog. Trying to improve it even better. Lunatic Gal is still figuring out how to create her own template. Maybe i'll ask her to teach me when she knows or ask her to make one for me. I like seaside or blue sky. Look more peaceful and calm. Now i present you JUST SIMPLE BLOG VERSION 1.1.

1) Google Search Engine
From now onwards, you can search with Google Search Engine at my blog. Feel free to use it. Perhaps you can make my blog your homepage? I'll try my best to update more consistently 'kay?

2)Ad Banner
Put some advertisement on my blog. I got some business plan regarding online game. Gameflier, the company that brought Ragnarok Online into Malaysia, should advetise for corporates. Example, when you go into cities, you can see a banner "MAXIS". Or, you can see "DIGI" in Maple. Only then, they can earn some revenue for themselves. Maple is free after all. And RO quite sucky coz they let Bots roam freely. No mood playing when you say "hello" and no one reply you... :S What am i crapping now?

3) Programs That Is Recommended
I'm introducing Mozzila Firefox for the moment. It's better than Internet Explorer a lot more!!! Been used to it now and i feel that it's very nice. Lunatic Gal introduced me through her blog. Use if you want :) Will introduce more programs after i tested them out.

So you see my blog is getting more commercial? Nah~ I'm still working on it. Just testing. When i found out more good ways to earn money. I'll teach you of course :) For my dear readers only.
I'm trying to create a new blog in Wordpress.com with Vliamz. Blogging bout self-improvement and entrepreneurship subjects. If i'm done, i'll tell you guys k? Later, when Lunatic Gal or I got digital camera... Maybe we will start a new blog together too. With her creativity and my vocabulary (FUIYOH!!!!), it could be one of the best~! Maybe KoeKoe can blog together... Well, i don't like homosexualism... Better not :P

-[J]ust-[S]entimental-

I like to write songs, i like to write poems, especially love songs and poems. Just found hanyun pinyin and english-translated Jay lyrics for Lang Man Shou Ji (Romantic Handphone). So romantic >.< !!! I wrote one poem while listening to that song... Give me comment :) Well, i copied some from the lyrics actually.

Gradually falling for you
Not until then shall i put down how much i like you
Only fate could let me know when

Everyday i am thinking about you
Everynight i just miss you
Never will i forget the place that we dated
Until fate allow us
Loving you is still an illusion

New feeling replace the old
New love replace lost love
Although it's just infatuation
But it still give me a new taste of likings :)

Just Simple trying to be Just Romeo. Hahahaha >.< Now this is the translated version of Lang Man Shou Ji:

Lightly, letting go
But I just can't put down how much I like you
As love weighs heavier gradualy
I want to turn off all the lights in the city
So in the darkness, I can smell the fragrance of your hair
This night makes a crush very artistic
Remembering
The places where I dated you
I don't want to erase
Stored in memories for recalling

You're smiling, surfing through the handphone in romance
As sending a message of steadfast love is actually that simple
Practising on the screen
Your lovingly cute looks
Regarding our fate, to explain
I sent another line
You're smiling, surfing through the handphone in romance
As love can just come so suddenly
A message being bridged
Makes our romance last longer
Our love spreads and grows through words in cultivation
In the virtual soil

TV on the wall
Noisy love songs are still broadcasting
I'm sitting in the districts quietly, waiting for my incoming ringtone
With a message that I didn't dare to send
Afraid that you'll be troubled upon recieving it
On the streets, the crowd raged the loneliness in me
Thinking, who's the lucky one who is accompanying you
But it was a misunderstanding
You were waiting for your handphone to ring too

You're smiling, surfing through the handphone in romance
As sending a message of steadfast love is actually that simple
Practising on the screen
Your lovingly cute looks
Regarding our fate, to explain
I sent another line
You're smiling, surfing through the handphone in romance
As love can just come so suddenly
A message being bridged
Makes our romance last longer
Our love spreads and grows through words in cultivation
In the virtual soil

[J]ay'[S]

Saturday: Watch MI3
Sunday: Mother's Day, called my mother and wish her. then go have breakfast and lunch with my aunty and sleep till now: Monday 8.05am.

I found Jay's lyrics translation. Last time used to print out everything and sing along with his songs, WITH hanyun pinyin. That's how i learn to speak mandarin. Last time before i start listen to chinese songs (Jay's the first chinese song i listen), i can't speak AT ALL!!! Because of my interest in his songs, i can speak in mandarin with other people well :D

I get this lyrics, Hei Se Mao Yi or Black Sweater from November Chopin. For those who can read chinese, enjoy :) For those who can't.... Sorry la~ Lazy >.<

一件黑色毛衣
兩个人的回忆
雨过之后 更难忘记
忘记我还爱你
你不用在意
流泪也只是刚好而已
我早已经待在谷底
我知道不能再留住你
也知道不能没有骨气
感激你 让我拥有秋天的美丽

看着那白色的蜻蜓
在空中忘了前进
还能不能重新编织
脑海中起毛球的记忆
再说我爱你
可能雨也不会停
黑色毛衣
藏在那里
就让回忆永远停在那里

Your Children Are Made By You

Little Bobby came into the kitchen where his
mother was making dinner.
His birthday was coming up and he thought this
was
a good time to tell his
mother what he wanted.
"Mom, I want a bike for my birthday." Little Bobby
was a bit of a
troublemaker.
He had gotten into trouble at school and at home.
Bobby's mother asked him
if he thought he deserved to get a bike for his
birthday. Little Bobby, of
course, thought he did.

Bobby's mother wanted Bobby to reflect on his
behavior over the last year.
"Go to your room, Bobby, and think about how you
have behaved this year.

Then write a letter to God and tell him why you
deserve a bike for your
birthday." Little Bobby stomped up the steps to
his room and sat down to
write God a letter.

Letter 1
Dear God,
I have been a very good boy this year and I would
like a bike for my
birthday. I want a red one.
Your friend,
Bobby

Bobby knew that this wasn't true. He had not been
a very good boy this year,
so he tore up the letter and started over.

Letter 2
Dear God,
This is your friend Bobby. I have been a good boy
this year and I would like
a red bike for my birthday.
Thank you.
Your friend Bobby

Bobby knew that this wasn't true either. So, he
tore up the letter and
started again.

Letter 3
Dear God,
I have been an "OK "boy this year. I still would
really like a bike for my
birthday.
Bobby

Bobby knew he could not send this letter to God
either. So, Bobby wrote a
fourth letter.

Letter 4
God,
I know I haven't been a good boy this year. I am
very sorry. I will be a
good boy if you just send me a bike for my
birthday. Please!
Thank you,
Bobby

Bobby knew, even if it was true, this letter was
not going to get him a
bike.



Now, Bobby was very upset. He went downstairs
and
told his mom that he
wanted to go to church. Bobby's mother thought
her
plan had worked, as Bobby
looked very sad.
"Just be home in time for dinner," Bobby's mother
told him.


Bobby walked down the street to the church on the
corner. Little Bobby went
into the church and up to the altar. He looked
around to see if anyone was
there. Bobby bent down and picked up a statue of
the Mary. He slipped the
statue under his shirt and ran out of the church,
down the street, into the
house, and up to his room. He shut the door to his
room and sat down with a
piece of paper and a pen. Bobby began to write his
letter to God.

Letter 5
God,
I'VE KIDNAPPED YOUR MAMA. IF YOU WANT
TO SEE HER
AGAIN, SEND THE
BIKE!!!!!!!!!!

Future Developement in Penang

I bet you guys know that Penang Times Square is under construction and it'll be the centre of the Penang Island. So beautiful. I'd went to Ivory Homes website to get some picture to let you all see the look of the project.

<<< Penang Time Squares. Contain four building blocks. [anti-clockwise] The right green building is The Birch Plaza (Residential), the next one to the left is Birch Regency (also Residential), to the left again is for Hotel and Office (phase 3) and the bottom one is covered street and retail shop (phase 4). Maybe i can open a shop at phase 4 in the future.

<<< This is the monorail future link and Times Square looks like the centre of all links. I can take monorail at USM later in the future, i think it'll be so much fun :D But i don't think it'll be so soon coz the Government tend to do things so slow. I read in the Government's website that the monorail project will be done on end year 2004 but i just read in the newspaper that they signed the "OK" paper last year =.=

Anyway, although i don't like our Government (their efficiency... Tunku Mahatir is still the best!) but it's good to see that our country ESPECIALLY Penang is developing. :D

I HATE DISLOYAL PEOPLE

If i am a boss and have a great manager who had an affair with his secretary and both of them are married... What will i do? I'll fired both of them. Why? Because~! If they can betray their own spouse, what makes you think that they won't betray you in the future?

If i have a friend who 'main tiga kaki' (means have a lover and another lover somewhere else) juz for the sake of having fun or any other reasons... I'll talk to them heart-to-heart but if they won't listen to me and continue to be disloyal to their partner... I'll say "Fuck Off!!!"

I HATE DISLOYAL PEOPLE! I hate people who betray those who trust them. Why i hate them? (some people who are that stupid to ask this question.) Well, they might betray you someday too. I know the feelings of being betrayed. My ex-girlfriend betrayed me. It's not a pleasure feeling.

Just now, i went out with my friend's friend's girlfriend (Vliamz's friend girlfriend). We went to eat ice-cream at Baskin Robin. Hm... I do feel that she's hot and "Soot-able" and got some attributes that i like (e.g. independant, fierce, intelligent... well she's kinda lack of intelligence) but whatever it is, she's attached to someone else and that means she's unavailable, for the moment perhaps. There is something known as "Spanar" in this world, but i understand the feeling of betrayal. Though i'm not that close with that Vliamz's friend, but anyway, know or not... He didn't abuse his girlfriend.. Well, what i don't want to receive, i shall not give. Since i hate disloyal people, i should not make others to be disloyal though i think i can "spanar" her. (Due to she's chinese-ed and like Taiwan drama series = stupid). Maybe just by using those F4 Meteor Garden craps like "Wo chen de hen ai ni~" or "Bei ni chu kang liu shin yu" =.=" But anyway, forget about it. I can find much better one next time. Next time i think i will list out here the attributes that i want in a girl so my friends can scout for me to see any that match my attributes. Muahahaha!!!

Still... i believe that i'm a good guy and i must remain to be a good guy :)

Project BBQ is a great success!!!

Saturday is BBQ day where me, Andy and Miguel celebrate our birthday together. Since almost everyone is leaving this month to further their studies, that's why we decided to celebrate together. Save time, save cost.

Most of the friends i invited cancel last minute due to unforseen reasons.... Some say no transport, some say rushing assignment, some say this some say that.... Well, there two types of people who respond to this situation differently.

A Pessimist will say : Goddamnit~! Cancel at last minute! Got treat as friend or not?
BUT
An Optimist will say : Oh great~ I can have more share of the chicken wings.

Guess which one is me. Hahaha~ I guess most people who know me long enough will think that i'm a pessimist but i wanna said it here, very clearly... I am an Optimist. It doesn't mean that i don't feel disappointed or anything... I do feel bad, but they do have their own reason being unable to attend. So, let it be~

A Christian will say : It's God's will.
A Buddhist will say : It's Karma.

What am i? I'm a Christian who practises Buddhism too. If they think that a Christian to practise Buddhism is wrong... So listening to Anthony Robbins is wrong too? (Anthony Robbins is World No.1 Motivational Speaker). I think that it's destiny, and i also think that maybe due to some things that i did in my past. So, accept it :)

Hmm... I was talking about the BBQ...

We got chicken wings, we got meatballs, chickenballs, we got mutton, we got sausages... lotsa sausages... 200 of 'em. We got two 1kg eh Cheese Cake (yum yum!). Raymond (not Lee but Tham) bought me a Cairo Rossie wine. It's a good wine~ :D Met a new friends who make Flaming Lambourgini for me. (From other BBQ group at the beach).

It's fun... Everyone was thrown into the sea except the girls. Bali got a new ritual called "Wash your balls" so you can get a girlfriend =..= They molested my "adik" kesayangan... by GUYS, MAN, WITH DICKS!!! EWWWWWW!!! I won't mind if it's girls that touch my "adik" Ngek Ngek Ngek! Dino got the worst... Chun Seng aka Kulim Ah Kua stuck in the whole butter into his pants while they perfom "Wash your balls" ritual on him at the sea. When Huey Shen aka Maxim d' Casanova was about to be thrown into the sea, he grabbed Aileen as a hostage. "Die lets die together MUAHAHAHAHA!!!" He very psycho... Heh.

Vliamz was there eating and talking bout Punani. What is a Punani? Oh... It's just a type of Jamaican "Tropical Fruits". Try go to a Jamaican fruit stall... "Hey LADY! I need punani. Right now! I want two. Let me squeeze it to make sure it's ripe. .... Nah nah No SEEDS" See what you'll get from her. Hahahahaha!!!! Punani is Jamaican word for Pussy =..=

Overall... I had alot of fun... I got presents that i like, food that i like, with nice friends around... Very nice~ :D~~~~

Three Kinds Of People.

"I'm a dick. Well, being a dick ain't so bad. See, there are three kinds of people. Dicks, pussies and assholes. Pussies think that everyone can get along and dicks just wanna fuck all the time, without thinking it through. But then you got your assholes. And all the assholes want is to shit all over everything. So pussies may get mad at dicks once in a while... because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes. And if they didn't fuck the assholes, you know what you'd get? You'd get your dick and your pussy all covered in shit."

I get it from the movie, Team America World Police. If you don't know what that movie is about, let me tell a little bit bout it. All you can see in that movie is puppets moving around. No human actors, not animation, just puppets. TAWP is a production from South Park producer, so you should know it's Parental Advisory coz you get to see fucking scene, brains blow up, this and that... Horrible gore and sex scenes... by... Puppets. Hahahaha... If you wanna know more about this movie... Click this. Enjoy ;D

Life is like a Movie-making

I read a book to find more about Planning and i came across some example the author give in Planning.

He talks about Movie-making. He said, there are three important phases in movie-making; preproduction, production and postproduction.


The most important part is preproduction and this phase took the most time in the process of making a movie. A script is just the beginning. After a script is finished, it's the turn for storyboard. Storyboard is sketched by artists on blank papers. It looks like TV frame. The storyboard is to show what will be seen on the screen, and it's to tell the crews of what will be done here, what will be done there, who stand here, this person do what, that person do what, where will the lights be and stuff like that. Each storyboard will cover a scene and every scene will be combined to form the whole movie.

The reason they do this is because, when millions of dollars are invested, with about 200 crews involved with all those expensive equipment on set, they don't want to waste much time and effort, not to mention about money...

Last time, Lunatic told me that she believes Life is like a Movie where everyone just act according to the script written. I disagreed with her. I believe that Life is Novel that you wrote yourself. The ending is yet to be told, but the ending is determined by yourself...

Now, i wanna change abit of my view towards life. Life is like a Movie (i agree with Lunatic now) BUT we are the producer. We produce everything ourselves for our Life Movie. We are the scriptwriter, we are the actor, we are the crew, we are the director. I'm kinda sad here that if we look at our life like a movie... Most people turn up at the shooting place but don't know what to do in producing their own movie.

The point is... Most of us never plan ahead for our path and our life. We just live through like that everyday, and expect something good will happen someday. We just hope and dream and think and never do anything for what we want. Plan well your life. I know some of you already got your own plan. Just be true to the process :)

MARLBORO - Man Will Always Remember Love Because Of Romance Only. (What you think?)

Romance is something that add spice to your life. Thank God that we can feel happy and sad. Romance is something that give you both feelings of happiness and sadness. Even if you have the whole world, but how life can be completed without someone to share that with you? Well, some people may think that it's bullshit or what, because they had been hurt for few times before. I did been hurt from it before, but as everybody know the phrase, "Why give up the whole forest, not because of one tree, but because of one tree root." Those who hurt you not even worth to be a tree but a root, or one insect hiding inside the tree.

This afternoon while i was sleeping (i sleep during day, remember?) I dreamt of something that makes me feel so good. Some romance, without meaning (most dreams don't have any meaning.) In my dream, i was in a restaurant, just sitting there. I'm quite attracted to one of the waitress. I was just sitting there looking at her while she's doing her own work. I feel that feeling of infatuation (coz our dream told us it's romance). Wearing white and black uniform (watch too much Japanese hentai i think), walking around, she's very cute, with beautiful eyes... By the way, i don't like big big eyes coz i think that looks like cat. I prefer sharp and small like Japanese or typical Chinese. I'm not talking about A-Mei, she looks horrible. I don't know how to explain bout the eye. Maybe i'll draw it out with my friend's tablet (something that plug-in your computer and you draw on that computer. Tools used by artist.) When i look at girls, normally i'm more interested to look at their eyes. Well, i do look at body figure =.= Just that i like to look at their eyes. It will tells you alot about that person just by looking at their eyes. (Awww... Jerry's so Romantic)

I think it's time for me to sleep again and see whether i can dream of another romance, to get me away from Reality where you have to worry bout money =.=