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The Other Voice

This morning...
It was cold, and I was feeling sleepy.
I need to take bus to office...
Since I can just give an excuse that I fall sick and went back to sleep
without any reprimand...
A voice in my head did asked me to do so.

"Pretend sick and go back to sleep."

I shouted "SHUT UP!" and go bath to start my day.


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There are some negative opinions in my head.
Disappointments, the creation of expectations.
It's just irrational.


The problem is not in the other person.
The problem is IN me.

Irrational expectation.
What is expected? I know not.

Emo simi lan? Moody simi lan?
I know not.

I guess I'm gonna write with paper and pen about it.
Not convenient to put it here.

I begin to question... Are personal blog supposed to be read by others?

a wisdom...

You can try to predict,
but never expect.

Prediction brings cautiousness,
Expectation brings disappointment.

Tips for a Simple Meal in the Middle of the Night

Next time hungry late at night?
Warm up a plate of plain rice...
mix beancurd with chilli and sesame sauce or TAU JOO.
It's become delicious rice with salty and little bit spicy taste.

At least some carbohydrate...
Hmm... actually I wanna open luncheon meat to eat just like that...
but might deplete our limited ration =/

Anyway,
I'm full now.
Good night~!

Go to Sleep. Don't be stupid 2.

How long had it been this way...?
Err... Yeah, almost a year ago.
Not long after my birthday.

......

Like Bali said,
"You feel this way, it's your problem. I don't feel anything, it's not my problem."

Yeah.. The problem is mine.
Know my worth.

"Go to sleep. Don't be stupid."

The Early Morning of Labour Day

Tiring week...
But not as productive as I want it to be yet.
Paper works compiling and I headache just to think of it.
Need to set aside some time to do everything.
Labour Day, but need to arrive at office at 8.30 later.

Friday, going to Ipoh in the afternoon to celebrate grandma's birthday.
Doing big dinner I think,
sponsored by my eldest uncle.


Yeah,
Nowadays I got nothing much to talk about.
Nothing funny, nothing entertaining...

Today my manager done a personality review
with a test... DISC Personality test.
You can read about it here.

Self-image is... High dominance (need to be right), low influence (not so friendly) but still steady and still follow rules.

During working time... Low dominance (not so stubborn and more lenient), high influence (talks alot) and still follow the rules.

Lastly, my behaviour when under pressure... very high dominance (totally not available for negotiation and reasoning), super low influence (because I no longer reasons, I don't want to talk or be nice anymore) but still following rules.

Kinda interesting... Quite accurate =D


Hmm... Don't what to say some more, but at this moment...
Night time...
I would like to be alone... =)