Self-Pity Moment

I just watched Spiderman 3 just now. Yeah, i know i'm outdated. Last time, i was supposed to watch it with my... ermm... i don't know what to call her... okay okay... let's know her as "she"... on birthday. I spent time with her on her birthday eve, until dawn of her birthday... Well, i couldn't manage to get up on time.... so she cancelled it and refused to watch it after that.

I watched it alone, and after the movie, i feel sad. I mean, what the hell, i'm watching the movie alone, again. It's quite a long time since i ever watched a movie or took a walk in complex alone... She had been accompanying me for quite some time, and it's been a routine or habit for me to find her whenever, there's nothing job-related stuff for me to do.

I tried to find some friends to watch along, but i can't seems to find any. Some working, some studying, some outstation, some with girlfriends... I feel left out for a moment, after i came out from the theater.

But then, i thought of a sentence, which someone sent me few years back then... Though i deleted that SMS, but i can still remember the content.

"Sad is because you pity yourself. Plan your things well and treat people nice. You will never lack of friends and things to do."

Hmm... The whole sentence... I like the "Sad is because you pity yourself." This one sentence had filtered out a lot of sadness in my life. I still face frustration from time to time... but really... i felt less sadness for very long time :D

After all, i'm still an emotional person. But i will be able to do much better... Cheers~~~!!!