The thing that controls a human's decision the most, perhaps is their emotion. We don't follow my mind but our heart no matter how hard we try. Maybe you feel strange why i say things like that.
My mind told me all the good things i need to hear, but my emotion seems to control everything. I chose to absorb the bad thing happened to me, but my emotion wants me to release it on other people, to pass it around.
A part of me is controlled by hatred and lust now. I'm just worry that i'll do something bad later to had my revenge on something. I'm not avenging on that person who hurt me, but on someone else. I want to walk the other path that i refused to walk previously. I want to accept humans can't be perfect and be a good person at all time.
Hope my mind is still working when time comes. May God gives me strength to keep myself away from hatred and temptation.
Make life simple.
U had been *toot* before and now u wanna revenge by *toot*ing other ppl? Namo Amitabha, Hallelujah, Ya Allah !! Repent !!
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