My Core Belief, Realism

Last few days I just understand a lesson about Pity.

"Thou shall not pity others."

Example,
I pity this person because this and that happened to him/her.
BUT,
If this and that happened to me, will he/she pity me?
Most probably not,
So why shall I pity?


The essence of my belief are mostly...
Kinda ugly to certain people.
If my belief has a category,
It should be Realism.


My belief are to protect myself from emotional attacks,
meanwhile leading a happy life.

Human,
Like any other animals,
Has the same instinct which is,
Self-preservation.

No matter how negative it sounds,
Or no matter how others try to make it look ugly,
It's just another Universal Truth.


There may be a few selflessness cases,
Sacrifice for others' good,
Unconditional love,
Blah blah blah, etc etc etc
Which I wanna be, most of the time...


I have no intention to be a complete selfish bastard,
but I will acknowledge this point that
everyone is selfish by nature.


Actually it's not that bad after I accepted this.
In fact, I started to understand more,
and get depressed less.

Others do things that make themselves feel good.
Others do things that is more important to them.
Even if sometimes, they do it without the regard of others.

No wonder I always make myself a victim for others' selfishness.
No wonder I always feel bad when others being selfish without considering how I feel.


No wonder Kazee seems to be content,
No wonder Vliam sometimes seems content,
No wonder Eric is kinda content most of the time.


Those that tried to be selfless....
I watched them failed miserably, and still failing...


After blogging this post...
I think the bulb just light up above my head...
And I just understand

"Love yourself before anyone else"
or "Learn to love yourself"
or "If you can't love yourself, you can't love others."


Thank you BLOG.
Thank you my lost friend.
I just understand how to love myself... just... today.