I'm feeling great today. I feel like I got back my confidence again. I moved to KL in April 2012 and now it's already April 2014. I'd been here for two years now.
Thinking back about my past. It really began in December 2009 when I got into my greatest and happiest relationship. Things improved, eventually I got into business, feeling successful, with the most beautiful lover. I got arrogant.
July 2011, things started to get real bad. Business going down, had make enemies with my arrogance...
Beginning of 2012, had a really painful break up, officially give up in business, and on April 2012 moved to KL trying to save my relationship but it's already broken beyond repair.
Suffering from insecurity, inferior complex and a broken heart, my early days in this big city wasn't pleasant at all.
After almost a year, March 2013, my closest family member, my nanny passed away while I was away. It really makes me to look at myself in the mirror, and to see how I'd become from bad to worst.
Started focusing on my job. Eventually I found a good girlfriend. Kind, innocent, naive, really like a diamond found on a beach. (She's kinda silly sometime and makes me mad at times)
Worked out on my self-control, responsibilities... After collecting small little victories each day, got people complimenting my capabilities, my mentality...
April 2014. Here I am. Getting on my two feet again. I wasn't any richer, though there's improvement way better than before. My confident is back again. This time, confident with better judgement, knows the meaning of humble, knows real friends, treasure those around me.
You see... everything happens for a reason. It was all, an Odyssey, a great journey. Thank you, to those who made me today.
Good night.
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