I'm too free at the moment. I'd been thinking alot of things about my future, like what i want for tonight's dinner and what will i eat for tomorrow's lunch? Hehehe. Crap thinking.
I'm too free... Really plus a little bit moody. Last week, i went to airport coz a friend of mine is leaving to UK. So i just go...
That person is my ex's friend. Actually i already got a preparation in case my ex came to the airport as well. But when i saw her, i fled and gone in 6 seconds. Why i reacted in this way? I don't know. I just felt that my mood is changing drastically when i saw her.
Anger, hatred, sadness, missing, love... Mixed up feelings =.=
To me, she's already dead. The person i knew few years back then is already dead. Now that person is just another wealthy Noble's daughter. I'm just a soldier in the battlefield who have to worry whether i'll be alive in the next day.
I feel like writing stories, but i'd become too lazy to even think with my brain, not to say about writing on a piece of paper before converting it into electronic form >.< urgh.... Who can save me from this moodiness?
Luna, where are you?
Dino, where are you? and,
Girl in red, where are you?
cokodok!!! im here la...dun shout sooo loud la...hehe
ReplyDeleteayo...i think that means that u still have feelings for her la...
stop telling urself that u hate her & taht she is dead..just accept the fact that u still love and care for her...accept urself my bro...all that crap that u hate her and so on...but deep inside i know that u just cant loose her...deep inside some where that u hide that feeling...that true u that u r trying until now to hide...u r scared that u will be hirt again...hey suprise bro,love does sometimes bring sadness...but dun u think it is sometimes just worth it???
come on...stay up man...or i'll come back & shove something up some where where the sun never shines!!!...
yea cz of love bring sadness only u can know wat is happiness :D cheers
ReplyDeleteluna pass by ~~~~~
beware of girl in red la,, very hiong one u know :P
cz love a girl bring me sadness, i guess i will find happiness by loving a guy. Muahahahaha!!!
ReplyDeleteDun talk nonsense =.= Apa girl in red? I din do wrong, tak takut.