Only those who had been with me all these while know me well. Especially the part of my seriousness in relationship matters. A lot of people view me as a womanizer who fucked around a lot or even a playboy (with my this kind of face, can meh!!??) Well, i don't mind actually because i'd been as treated by most people that way.
Today, i read a blog. The blogger behind? Is a friend i respect for his confidence. Well, what's more about his blog? Relationship and romance stuff... The first he even started all his life until now. I like it very much but sorry, i will not promote for him as i want to keep him low profile.
The blog... i just love it. I can feel the real 'feel' in there. I used to write this kind of stuff in books and papers and later, blog... but i quit doing that after some time. I can't find that kind of affection or passion anymore because i feel, i no longer have the right to be in that situation where Love is Beautiful and Sweet.
Though sometimes, when i'm alone, or sick, i will close my eyes and imagine that moment of Love... the smiles... the laughter... It's kinda hard to continue that imagination because reality will try to kicks in whenever i dream. That kind moment... the possibility? Unlike my friend which is 50-50, but Zero.
I myself, though will make fun of "Taiwan/Korean/Japanese love drama series" along with my friends. But deep in me, i wish this stories do happen to happy couple out there. I do like the holy concept of "make love" and the sacredness of having sex, loyal to your lover, love your lover, blah blah blah... all the things that a lamer believe in. I am a lamer.
I hate when a friend complained how their partner should be. I got a friend which complained about her love life all the time, and i'm fucking pissed by her when she started this topic all the time. I'm wondering... what your kind of people treat the sacred Love as? A game? If you ever read this, i wanna say, "Get a Life."
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