A friend of mine asked me, "What's your feeling when you kissed?" This is easy for me, as i had only kissed three girls before.
The first girl, my first kiss, of course is my first love... that moment... words can never describe my feeling that time. It's like... floating.
The second girl i kissed is also very special. Unfortunately, i had no privacy when that happened. Vliamz and another fellow which i can't remember her name... watched it happen. Vliamz said, "That is very **SPECIAL** indeed. I and normal guys will never be able to feel **THAT****SPECIAL** feeling" KANNEH! Insult. Puik!
The third girl... my second ex... i feel guilty =/ I got no feeling at all. Maybe i don't love her at all. She's right to leave me. At least, she will not be hurt that deep later by me if we prolonged our relationship... And i never did write anything about her anywhere before... and i couldn't even write about my feelings on that moment for her... or any of our special moments... The last sentence she told me, "I feel like i am a replacement, and i don't want to be one. Let's quit." Sigh... Beauty and the Beast and Lips of an Angel issue...
Hm..... Today i wrote a lot about this kind of stuff... three posts in one night.... in awhile... Thanks to my respected friend's blog. I really, really love that feeling... A guy keep a blog about his love stuff because of a girl... So sweet... I hope, my sins will be forgiven... and i hope, i can do something to pay back my bad karma... So i can love so freely... again... Now, 6am in the morning... all i want to do after this is SLEEP.
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