天下无不散的缘哲

This is my 300th posts. I was about to sleep then, i thought of something. What am i feeling, and why i feel so?

I am feeling unhappy, a bit down... ermm... A bit low self-esteem? The feeling is like, you got your holiday but still you have no where to go to, and no one to go with. Christmas Eve and New Year Eve are still the best, where me and my friends together will go to Gurney and wait for the countdown.

Last time, though i got upset with my friends sometimes, i still get to watch movie with them... or go somewhere someplace with them. Now, after a few 'big shots' like Andy went to study in KL... everyone seems broken up.

Jacque is either busy with his girlfriend (which i will not blame on someone doing that) OR work OR play "World of Warcraft" (WoW)!!! WTF!!! I asked him out before and he told me, "Busy, WoW." I'm gonna start busy with Gunbound also!!! HMPH!

KH... i lost his news. Just heard from Dino that he heard that KH is studying in KDU now after he no longer work in airport.

Hueyshen, busy with work, and computer games at home. We used to hang out a lot after Andy, Dino and etc went to KL for their degree. Clubbing, drinking session, hanging around eat wind... But it seems like he got a new friend, PC Game...

Kean Jung a.k.a ABK will come back Penang once in awhile. We will not hear from him saying that he's back in Penang. Then, we see him with Pearline at Sega Fredo Gurney.

Maybe i'm just desperate. And maybe, actually it's not that bad after all. At least once in awhile i still can go watch movie with Vliamz, or Mig, or Keat? This is what we called,
"天下无不散的缘哲"?

As we grow older, we loose more? This is a lesson, so that i can pass it down to my children that, appreciate everything that they have while they're young, or else they will lose a lot as they grow older. I don't blame anyone. I just lament, that is what we called 'Life' and everyone gotta move on with their own life.

The Genting trip that i have long await for... don't seems like it's gonna come true... I'll not be able to pay Uncle Lim roadtax. Sigh...

Hmph! Save my money.

Wiser choice might be... save money and buy a laptop so i can online whenever whereever i want to!!! Online is much better than anything else =)