Somewhere i Belong

I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong...



This poem sounds good? But actually, it's just a lyrics from the song, Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park. Well, some of you might say, "I read only already know." Yeah, just speak to my hand and let me continue crapping.

I wonder what's the feeling when i found somewhere i belong. Everywhere i go, everyone i hang out with... I felt like an outsider, or a passerby, that stop by for the comfort of the warmth. I try to be the best friend i can be. Did i? Or i just fail again...?

At least, thanks for heaven's blessing, for such special friend i found during my dark moments... Though our conversation will be short sometimes, though it will only last for 7 minutes...
Like the rain, that heals,
Like the sun, that shines...
Thank you so much my "friend"... =)