When the girl starts to take one step to me, i will take one step backward to move away. I might even consider of putting a barrier in between to stop her from coming any closer.
No, it's not because she's ugly, but because of the possibility of getting together into a relationship that i fear...
I don't mind, if it's for a night. If it's just for a quick intimacy... But not for a relationship.
Taking one step closer to me... It will makes me think of;
What she wants from me? Do i have anything that she wants to use? Does she know how much i got in my wallet? Does she know that i'm just driving a small economical car?
I told myself that i'm just trying to sell myself high, but actually it's fear that makes me stop them at where they are standing... I don't believe, that any girls will want to come that close to me.
I'm not useful and I don't want to be used... So, stop it.
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