Friends?

Maybe because I lack of a complete family,
and that makes me lack of confidence.
Lack of confidence caused me to be sensitive,
on how others treat me or think of me.

I guess I'm just looking for the sense of being important,
so, I continue to give, and to provide...
Just to be important.

But oh well, giving too much,
and receiving nothing in return...
makes me feel used on the other hand...

I guess that makes myself confused.
Want to be important,
Don't want to be used,
How can I get both?
Hmmm... Interesting question...


I, somehow feel I'm abandoned...
Once in awhile, my friends do call me.
I do have friends that invite me for a movie at the cinema...
But sometimes, a thought cross my mind.
They don't have a car.
That's why I'm invited?
Hehehe... Used?


Try to read other people's point of view,
Understand them,
Rather than tell them how they should think.
That, definitely will not work on me.
Just by mere telling me =)