Maybe I'm In Denial

I want to deny that I'm lost...
without her.
I don't feel anything emotional,
But sadly, and truly...
I no longer as high spirit as before.
I can't find the reason why,
other than this.

No one to share my happiness,
no one to listen to my worries and sadness...
It's no longer the same.

Maybe because I am being in denial...
That's the root for my down moment, I guess...

Truly...
I miss her very much...