Friends Who Walked Out the Door

One by one friend walking out away from me...

I have a friend who are like my own brother,
which totally disappear from sight.
The one in the group kind of friend...
I know he's still alive somewhere.
Someone meet him from time to time,
Just that we, the etc didn't see him for very long time.

Or another friend who I felt,
Downgraded me to the bottom end,
with different treatment or behaviour.

Sometimes it makes me feel...
there might be a flaw in me,
which makes one by one friend left me.

When they leave,
Most probably they won't say anything.
They let you think about it yourself.
So... I just wondering.

It happened a lot of times.
Some I don't mind leaving,
Some broke my heart.

There's a saying,
"Friends come and go,
Those who remain are true friends."

Well, if I don't feel a thing when they leave,
It doesn't matter anyway right?
I guess, I need friends to break my heart...
So that I understand the saying.

What I want to mean is not those friends that meet less, or talk less, or hang out less.
I got good friends who are studying somewhere far away,
who are very busy with their job until no time to meet at all,
who are very busy achieving their goals,
who are kind busy with girlfriend/boyfriend.

But in heart, we all know... and though we don't say it out,
We know that we are good friends.
We know by understanding,
We know by feeling.

We just happened to know friends who we thought are good friends,
abandoned us, leaving us and making us wondering what happened.

When we grew up...
We'll take on different path.
Really...
For 1001st time I want to repeat the quote again.

Every meeting ends with separation,
but separation is not the end,
but a new beginning for another meeting.

P.S: Though I have a few person in mind when I typed this post, but I might not referring to you. Maybe some will get the feel of what I said but it's okay... just give me a call then and tell me you are not as what I described :)