Enlightened

Before everything else,

Thank Lord for Your enlightenment, Your guidance,
the sudden inspiration,
the sudden realization,
that You gave me.
Thank You my Lord.

In the name of Lord Jesus, I pray. Amen.



Suddenly I was charged up.

A sudden inspiration just came into me.

If you ask me, I will say it must God who give me this enlightenment.


From my previous post...
"I'm gonna be an insurance agent.
Since I love sales job...
but I hate having employers that like to drag my pay..."

Read this statement carefully... What did you find?
I found this still being selfish, but then I wasn't enlightened yet.
I was only thinking finding somewhere that I can excel in.


It all started while I was meditating... trying to meditate into sleep.
A lot of things went through my mind...

It is about the kid in my house, whose just like my younger sister... a sister that can make me vomit blood at times when she pms.
She just graduated from secondary school...
without much support from her parents, without much funds for studies...
I was trying to teach her some financial stuff but well, since I myself is such a broke person... It's quite obvious that she won't heed me.

Just now after fetch her from work,
Together with my aunt, we went to have a dinner... (It's my dinner actually)
We talked about importance on further education,
We talked about importance on financial literacy,
Then, I shared with her the importance on medical card... (specially on medical card)
Since her parents are not that rich, what if one day she falls sick and admitted into hospital?
This is not cursing but quite worrying.
Since medical card is quite cheap, and she does have some savings...
I, without intention or expectation, told her to buy medical card and pay the premium for 2-3 years straight when she reached 18 few months later.

Yeah...
No intention, no expectation.
I just being worry.


Back to the meditation...
I did think of few others...

In this line, it's not really about the sales...

No matter who it was,
No matter it's someone you know, or do not,
someone who's close with you, or not,
someone who used to be close but have misunderstanding in the past...

You don't wish to see anything unfortunate to happen to them.
That's all.

It doesn't matter who they get the policy from...
The most important is... they have it.


If someone of you who're from insurance line happened to read this here.
Remember... This is not like other sales, not Omegatrend, not Amway.
You're not selling some health products or soap powder.
You're providing something... important to others.
Something that others must have.

For me,
I decided,
I will find all those who are dearest to me first.
Because they are those who must be safe.


Lastly,

Thank Lord for Your enlightenment,
the sudden inspiration that You send to me.