The Other Voice

This morning...
It was cold, and I was feeling sleepy.
I need to take bus to office...
Since I can just give an excuse that I fall sick and went back to sleep
without any reprimand...
A voice in my head did asked me to do so.

"Pretend sick and go back to sleep."

I shouted "SHUT UP!" and go bath to start my day.


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There are some negative opinions in my head.
Disappointments, the creation of expectations.
It's just irrational.


The problem is not in the other person.
The problem is IN me.

Irrational expectation.
What is expected? I know not.

Emo simi lan? Moody simi lan?
I know not.

I guess I'm gonna write with paper and pen about it.
Not convenient to put it here.

I begin to question... Are personal blog supposed to be read by others?