Reflect

Somehow I feel I'm not treating my girlfriend the way she should be treated.
She's good... maybe too good. Naive and innocent. On the other hand, I'd gone through a lot.
I'm realistic and impatient.

Maybe I take my past experience into this relationship. It's unhealthy...

Rather than thinking of letting this relationship go... maybe I should try to see this relationship from another angle.
And I should reflect on myself. It's not fair for her to have half hearted me...

I'm just afraid if I give in, I'll lose control of the whole situation...

How I used to think in the past...?

All or nothing...?

Will I be able to handle myself if shits happen again after that...?

I didn't feel any regret over the loss of my past relationship.
There were some regrets over my wrong decisions that cost the relationship, but not that decision to put in everything into it.
Hmmm... if I would to go through it again, and knowing it'll come to the same ending, I'll still do the same.

It's gonna be the same this time.

Alright. Change my approach tomorrow. Add in another 20% into it!