Now listening to Faye Wong. The song "Dreams" by Cranberries triggered my old passion for Faye Wong. Last time i was a big fans of hers. Buy all her pirated cassettes and watched her every concert in TV, and every dramas and movies she acted (this one rented from shop > original).
Feel bad now. I need to figure out how to get rm20 to return my friends. RM20 is small amount and that's a problem for me >.< Don't have any now. I quarreled with Huey Shen also because i owe him money. Die lah like that... Clubbing on Credit. No credit card also got so many debts dee.
Gotta go figure what i need to do. My sister told me that my mother is having big financial problem. I'm not surprised coz i already expect that to happen sooner or later. Just that i never prepare for it except mentally prepared. I just replied "Oh, expected."
I lost my touch and my sharpness. I guess after diploma, go straight to degree and get a PTPTN loan? Or stop studying and go get a job? I'm undecided =.= Lazy to think or to do anything... I'm demotivated and demoralized. Too tired and lazy...
Aih... Fuck. I'm lost. I'm old, broke and lonely.
Tomorrow go get job application form from a cybercafe. Work night shift as Shop Assistant is fine enough =.= Coz i'm a lazy person.
Shop assistant in a cafe? Perhaps, if you get the job, you'll have more time to blog then.
ReplyDeleteyea work as parttime and to be independent...
ReplyDeleteslowly pay back the money u owe.. and dun ever borrow again..
study well faster finish your diploma..
stop smoking ,clubbing and resit which waste almost all your money.
take action and plan only u can success.. keep on saying is useless..
so move now la...
dun lazy lazy lazy d
Look at the support that you've got...in this world nobody is lonely unless they personally thought so. I don't think you should be working in cybercafe as you've earn more than enough experience in this field, you should try other field eventhough it's just a temporary job.
ReplyDeleteyup...agree with phila there...u worked in cybercafe b4 d...sumore want night shifts r??? then u'll b satying up late at nite...to keep urself awake...smoke banyak d...go to airport and work 2gether with "him"...
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