17th Times to Quit Smoking

I went out to have a drink with Keat. Then we talked about what he sees about other people like Vliamz, Phila, etc... When it comes to my turn, he looked at me and paused...

"You lost your direction." In English, the exact words.

The second same sentence of the night, after Just Special told me this in MSN few hours ago.

"... you lost your direction." In English, the exact words.

Sigh... This could be a Hint?


When he sent me back, the radio in My.fm was playing a weird song... With dialogue and the person sounds like Tony Leung...

The dialogue goes;

"Everytime before i start to sing a song on the stage, i will drink a sip of beer, and lit a cigarette.

"I lit the cigarette... but didn't realized, it had burned till become ashes... But i can still remember the shape from the ashes."

"She's sitting there at that table alone. She's the only one who clapped for my song..."

"I whisper to her ear and said, 'Are you serious? Don't regret oh."

Blah blah blah...

"She asked me to quit smoking for 17 times... I told her it's impossible to quit."

"When she asked me to quit smoking for the 17th times, i felt irritated... but i didn't know, it's the last..."

"Whenever i wanna start to sing a song... Usually, last time, i will do what i had always done... Sip a beer, lit a cigarette..."

"But now, i will just close my eyes, breathe in, and think of her..."

"I'd already quited smoking... which i told her before that, it's impossible..."