I am the Problem.

I rest my eyes,

Thinking...



Am I the problem...?



What are the mistakes I'd done to deserve all these?




Who is a Friend?
What is a Friend?
How a Friend should be?
Where can I find a Friend?
Why a Friend?






If I am a Friend,
I should gladly accept that there won't be any calls or messages just to say 'Hi' except those asking favors.



If I am a Friend,
I should gladly accept that A Friend In Need is a Friend Indeed means, "Will only find you when I'm in need."



If I am a Friend,
I should only know what are others need, don't be demanding on what you need. It's not about you at all, it's only about them.



If I am a Friend,
I should know what's my fault when I'm ignored.



If I am a Friend,
I should know when something went wrong, it's my fault and only mine.






If I can't be such Friend, I wasn't a good or worthy friend at all.



Family as priority is unquestionable.
Their other half as their number one is a must.


Can I be number two?



I can't...
If only I can find out what's my problem...