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I have mixed feelings now. Love sick, moody, lost my direction... make me so lazy to do anything. Don't seems to have any motivation or inspiration to do anything and this has last for few weeks since before my exam.

I sit down and think. How to overcome this? I can't go on my life like this and waste my time. Time is too short to be wasted. I guess the best way to cure laziness is to be busy. I gotta find things to do, like clean my room, go swimming, attend chinese class (though i'm chinese but i can't read chinese) or anything that can fill my time productively.

In curing my lost of direction... I think it's time to replan my life for the next half year. I already got the big picture of my future in my mind, and i'm not doing anything now. Gotta do that tomorrow. Things that i'll need is, a pen and a few piece of paper. I will write down my goals and set priority for them, and plan out for each goals. That'll give me something to be done and make myself busy.

For the love sick part... I don't think i can do anything about it. I'd think of few things about it yesterday night.... Made me so moody after that. I hadn't think about relationship for quite some time or should i say, i'd been trying to avoid it?

I'd been keeping myself busy about money and business for quite some time. Love is just not my field and i guess nobody can be an expert in it. In fact, i know more about money than this mysterious thing called Love. It seems like i can solved any business and finance problems and yet, my mind went blank when it comes to chasing a girl. Don't even mention Maintaining Relationship.

Let me write another post to tell you about that.