Worst Clubbing In My Life!

I just slept bout 4 hours, and i'm still dizzy now. Yesterday night is my worst clubbing night. I drank too much... My friend keep on pushing the drinks to me, asking me to bottoms up. I didn't control myself. Looks like meditation is not good enough. I came out from the club (Chillout) at 1.30am, walk to a mamak restaurant, Khaleel (my car park just in front of the restaurant coz if i park near the club, i'll have to pay rm5 for the parking fee.) and drank a glass of warm lime juice. It couldn't ease my drunkness. Very very very dizzy, blur and i feel like vomitting. I ran to the toilet and vomit there. After i paid the drink, i slept in my car awhile. Luckily my car got plastic bag... I vomit again in my car. I started to worry... How am i going to go home in such condition. I won't force myself to drive if i can't. 1) I'm still young and i don't wanna die. 2) I scare i'll hit someone in the road, i know "Don't drink and drive."

Luckily, Bird called me to ask for the score in World Cup. World Cup saved my life!!! I asked her to call Vliamz for me. I need him to fetch me home, and my handphone credit juz finished.

Clubbing, can be considered as a Vice. Let me tell you bout what i saw. I wil use picture to describe it... I didn't took any photo but i'll use photo i found from the net to show.

1) The girls are drunk and vulnerable for horny bastards. (I don't consider myself as one.)

2) Exchanging saliva is a culture there. You can see they share the girls around. I can't accept it!



Did i do something bad there? I do. Did i exchange saliva? Nope. Did i bring a girl home for "midnight supper"? Nop. (i told you i was goddamn drunk.) I did hug and touch a girl. Don't ask, won't mention the name. You won't know. MUAHAHAHA!

It's so easy to be seduced by darkness and vices. It's easier to do something bad than to do something good. I know that temptation feeling. But, i already said... "I want to be a good person." Don't say i didn't protect the girls. I feel that they want it. I don't know what i supposed to do but watch.

Hmm.... I think it's time for me to stop clubbing for few months. I don't wanna taste any alcohol for sometime. It tastes bad and it tastes worst when you vomit, when it comes out through your nose =.=

Kean Jung aka ABK will tell me, "You go to HELL! You waste 'food'!" :D No matter what i do, i wanna be a good guy... Lord, keep me away from temptation...