New Year 2007 Resolution.

Time for new beginnings...
Dawning of new hopes...
Opening of new horizons...

One day a single night,
first step into the light,
Shall we pace this mark of time...
Where winds now young,
and dreams unfold...
May the new year bring,
renewed vows,
and bear witness to better days...

Honestly, i never really think through about my new year resolution until i finished celebrating the countdown. Some want to earn more money, some want to get promotion in their job, etc etc... Most people want something for themselves. That's not wrong, it's normal. I, too, was also thinking about what i want this year; "Earn more money." But, i feel something is missing... Finally, after a thorough thought... I had decided...
And here's my New Year 2007 Resolution;

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1. I want to be a GOOD FRIEND.


All these while, i thought i am a good friend, but the real fact is, i am not. I classified and labeled my friends. I tried to get benefit from them (especially borrowing money). Though at times, i never say 'no' in helping my friends, and some said i helped too much and over limit. But, i guess... After feeling lonely and isolated for some time... After a few things happened... I realized, admitted, agreed that i am not a good friend for my friends.

I had friends that i thought was my good friends though they never tell me that. One really treated me very well, i really feel like she is my good friend and i am happy about it. The other, just left me behind and i feel used. I know the feeling when you treated someone as your good friend, the fact is, they think you are not. So, from now onwards, i will try to treat everyone equally (well, some will still have the special treatment like Dino... Luna... what the hell am i saying, i just said "equally"). All my friends will be my friends and there will not be any label such as Best friends, good friends, close friends, bad friends (if bad, i will kick him out from my friend lists and labeled as BLACKLISTED i still labeling =.=)

Treat others the way you want to be treated. So, before they treat me as a good friend, let me be the first to treat them as one :)

Friends,
"Supposed to help friends"
We had taken friends for granted...
But remember,
The have no blood relation with you,
but they lend you a hand when you are in need...
is not because they want something for return...
But because you are their Friends.
-Vliamz

2. I want to be a GOOD SON.


I am from a single mother family since way back when i was not even a year old. She's the one who feed me (though not the one taking care of me) all these years. I have communication problems with her, and most of the time, we will argue because we have so many disagreement in opinions. I seek for entrepreneurship, she seek for job security. Anyway, i wish that we could communicate better. I feel bad everytime we argued. No matter what, she is the one who brought me to this world... Let me be a good son...

Isa 66:12
For thus saith the LORD, Behold, I will extend peace to her like a river, and the glory of the Gentiles like a flowing stream: then shall ye suck, ye shall be borne upon [her] sides, and be dandled upon [her] knees.

Isa 66:13
As one whom his mother comforteth, so will I comfort you; and ye shall be comforted in Jerusalem.

3. I want to be a GOOD LOVER.


Well, i'm still single now... after 3 years (now the fourth year) ... If i can find someone to love, i will be the best person for her... After my past and the only relationship failure, i realized (long time ago) that i was a bad lover. No one tell me that. I just happened to feel that. Feelings will fade after long time being together, but if i could make a difference, if i am a good lover, i must be able to preserve that special feeling in her... Hope God hear my heed and let me meet someone special! I have this empty part in me, waiting to be filled!

In my heart, i divided it into few parts;
for my family, for my friends, for my dream...
You don't have any place in my heart...
You are my heartbeat that make everything in my heart alive...

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This three is my main resolution for new year 2007. Let it not, be the only resolution for this year, but for all coming years... :) And what about you, your new year resolution...?