I Never Said That I Need Your Love

"...I never said that i need your love also"

"...I like to write stories and i need inspiration. The only
inspiration that i have is sadness and loneliness. I'm addicted to it. You are
my inspiration coz you give me sadness and loneliness. Thank you!"

I woke up with a bad feeling today. Yesterday night, Kean Jung said my eyes very fierce and my face is full of anger. Maybe that's what i'm feeling. That should be the first time he saw me this way since we start mixing together. What's the thing that triggered my anger? It doesn't matter. Keep the good memories, delete the bad memories.

I'm listening to a song sent by Kean Jung. Goddamn it~ I just love this song!!! By Sheila on 7, "Berhenti Berharap". This song makes me feel pain and sadness. Pada papapa~ I'm lovin' it! My food for my soul...

aku pulang...tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku
aku pulang...tanpa dendam
kusalurkan.. kemenanganku

kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

Mixed feeling kills. You love a person but you hate that person, and you hate that person but you can't hide that you love that person. It's such a total confusion. I'm starting to feel down again. Just let me make a shout, "*deleted*". I deleted the shouts. So much anger and hatred. Hahahaha!!! You won't know what's the content. I just shouted it in my heart.

If your ex-boyfriend or your ex-girlfriend said that they just wanna be your friend, actually they're meaning, "GET THE HELL OUT MY SIGHT." Don't be stupid and trust em. If you want to feel what i'm feeling now, go ahead.

Vincent, if you read this, ask that bitch and fucking go to die. She's just bullshitting you. Got chance, just screw her and get the hell away from her. We're living in such a beautiful world full of beautiful ladies~ or if you can't find one, go to Man's Paradise "Amazing" Thailand and find one for a night. It'll just cost you bout rm150. Or if your sweet talk skill is good, you can even get it for free. Me? I remain to my principles. Hohoho! Just asking you to try it out.

Lunatic is also reading now. And she wanna say two words to me, "[J]ust [S]tupid >.<"

*smile*

To think of it, it's good that i feel this way. At least, that might prove that i'm a good guy and never a player. I'm serious. Tell your friends about it =P Make some advertisement for me.

Later, i wanna create a brand new blog. Share with you about that brand new blog... There will be one main blog that views all post and sub-blogs to categorize all my topics. Love, Inspiration, Stories, Etc... Maybe, after my exam... Having class on 11am. Now the time is 9.45am. Gonna prepare myself. Adios~!