You Are The Product Of Your Environment.

We grow up and reach maturity when we chose to walk the path of solitudeness for some time. I'd seen alot of people become worst after they faced any failure. Failure supposed to be a lesson to us. Telling us, something is not right, and you need to change something on your perception. Most people, chose to follow the path of being a bastards and bitches. It's an undeniable facts.

Some people said... Even my mother told me... That i look myself too highly. I believe that someday, i'll be on top of world. I'll be someone who will be remembered by the next generation... until the end of time. Even if i failed, i'll live a life where money is not a problem for me. I look for that day.

Why i look so highly on myself...? Coz whenever i flash back on my life. It all seems like a destiny or fate. Who i met and what i chose...

1) I'm from a single-parent family. I only have a mother, a elder brother and sister. Though i'm not close and i can't talk to her, but she brought me into this world. Taking care of me, giving me the parental love that i need, is my parents' friends, Mr and Mrs Yap. They had been taking of me since 1986. Yeah... That's the year i was born. They guide me with freedom of choice and because i love them dearly and don't wanna hurt them, i'd been struggling not to fell into vice. (Smoking doesn't count kay? Well.... Alright! It does count and i'm sorry!!!! Quitting quitting. Really quitting now but when can quit is still a question mark.)

2) I chose the right circle of friends. Dino, Bali (Actually i care, just that we got communication problem i guess... Hope i can talk to you about it someday), Daniel, Kuanhow and the rest... Friends that i know since in the beginning... They belong to the 'In Between'. They're not nerds, and they're not gangsters either. That's what makes me today.

2) I met Paul, and whenever he started to talk about money and business, i listened well. He taught me lotsa things. He made me realize, I Love Business. I love to be an entrepreneur. That's the road i'm walking today.

3) I met Su. She made me questions myself, my capability and everything. She made me felt like going for success and fame and improvement. Though that's not my reason anymore, but still i should thank her for being mean to me. That's what made me thinking.

4) Dreamers' Club... Although this organization got lotsa politics and lotsa "Wu Jien Dao" or "Internal Affairs"... But i learnt quite a lot in there. I'd using lotsa my youthness in attending their seminars and courses. Today, i no longer think like my peers. I don't even feel like a teenagers where you still enjoying your life by playing games EVERYDAY, clubbing EVERYDAY, just enjoying and spending parents money EVERYDAY. (It's not wrong to do those things, the difference is the 'EVERYDAY')

5) During my times of failures, frustration and despair... I got Lu. She gave me a taste of peacefulness and rest for sometime. She taught how to lead a simple life, 'forget about the old stuff......with or without also still the same', I'm still trying on that. How to make yourself occupied with something to do. Quite a number of things... The most important thing, at least she makes me respect her. At least when i started to hate her kind, the ladies =.= She reminds me of her. I don't have close girls friends... Used to have one but over dee, Su, few years ago before we became couple T^T and Leephing, find me when there's problems, forget me when there's no problem... What kind of friend is this? I screwed her off =.=* Now Lu is my close friend (At least i thought so, kay? and i hope you think the same) but sometimes feel more like Jiejie (elder sister) and Didi (lil bro) =.=". I'm very happy to have a friend like you. THANK YOU!!!

I wanna say thank you to all of you who influenced my life. The way of life that i have today. Thank you my friends and family. I love you guys :)