Love Diary [1] I-AM-CRAZY-FOR-YOU Syndrome

"True love is like ghosts. Everyone talks about it but few had seen it."

I wanna add one more phrase for that. "And no scientific explaination about it." From time to time, we fall in love, we had crush on someone... Well, i believe that most of us here lost count on how many girls and guys that we'd had crush on. I can't remember exactly... I can only remember some... I fell in love with a girl when i'm 13... It lasts till 15. That's three years. Second girl just last for few months, third girl is my ex-girlfriend (don't wanna talk bout it anymore, some readers are pissed about me talking bout her, hehe) and, there is the fourth girl.

I can't remember well about the feelings i had for my ex in the beginning, most of the sweet memories had been contaminated by the bitter memories (I'm talking bout my ex XD~). I'm gonna write about how you feel when you are in love, from my point of view... Means from what i feel now.

When you are in love (i'm a guy, so i write about 'she'):

1. You miss her.
2. You think of her.
3. She become the first thing and the last thing in your mind when you're awake or going to sleep.
4. You look at her picture.
5. Her picture become your wallpaper.
6. You read her message again and again.
7. You feel like calling her, but you don't know what to say.
8. You feel like sending her a SMS just to say 'hi'.
9. Her voice brings excitement to you.
10. Her laughter brings joy to you.
11. Her smile stuns you.
12. Her touch brings comfort to you.
13. Her eyes brings peace to you.
14. You try to be everything to her.
15. You lost your sense because of her.
16. Your leg become weak when you saw her.
17. You don't know watcha talking when you stand in front of her.
18. You makes lotsa mistakes (that you feel is mistakes) in front of her.
19. You respect her.
20. You dream of her.
21. When she ask you "Who are you talking about in this blog", it's either you tell her that it's her you're talking about or you 'buat tak tau'.
22. When she angry or sad, you wanna know the reasons.
23. It lasts for so long, you feel like 'don't care', 'i give up', 'whatever' but still you can't and you are in love with her without a good reason for yourself.

I sounds like a Taiwan love drama series fans =.= "Meteor Garden Syndrome" that Huey Shen and Kean Jung are talking about. Also known as "Wo-zen-de-hen-ai-ni" syndrome. Well, fuck it la~ I like it this way though some may said it's not realistic. It's better than "What's-your-name?-Wanna-go-clubbing?-You-so-pretty!-I-love-you-very-much!-Wanna-make-love-tonight?- Disappear-without-byebye" syndrome =.= Don't laugh, my friend taught me this in Thai language =.=

There are many kind of ways of people fall in love... Maybe i'm gonna blog about them after this. Ngek ngek ngek~