Fuck It

"If u know it cant be have any future
Let time wash off.....
Else things will be repeating"

Now listening to 'Fuck It' by Eamon. The song is about, the singer's girlfriend cheat on him and go fuck with someone else (after listen to 'Fuck You Right Back', she fuck with his friend). In guy's version, it's sadness and anger, but girl's version, 'Fuck You Right Back'... it's "So what? I don't love you all along!"

Damn pissed off...

Well, that do make it a balance since throughout history, guys are more assholes than girls anyway. Fuck here and there. Can't differentiate themselves from human and animal. Act with their lust.

See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

All my feeling is in this first verse of the song. I felt this in a not so distant past, well, in fact i still feel it now. The pain...

Sometimes, maybe it's my problem for feeling all this pain. Betrayed, Played, Used.... A lot of people told me, why keep the bad memories? Just think of the sweet memories. A lot will agree on this, but for me, the bad memories already contaminated the sweet memories. The sweet memories had already become a bad memories to me whenever i think of them. A rejection or mutual break up are fine for me, but NOT betrayal and cheating. I have to bear with that. For what guys had did, the karma will return to us, and i'm a guy, i had to bear with it. Just accept it.

Sometimes i think, i should be like Eminem;

They call me Superman,
Leap tall hoes in a single bound,
I'm single now,
Got no ring on this finger now,
I'll never let another chick bring me down,
In a relationship, save it bitch, babysit? you make me sick,
Superman aint savin shit, girl you can jump on shady's dick,
Straight from the hip, cut to the chase,
I'll tell a mo'fuckin slut to her face,
Play no games, say no names, ever since I broke up with what's her face,
I'm a different man, kiss my ass, kiss my lips, bitch why ask?
Kiss my dick, hit my cash, i'd rather have you whip my ass,
Don't put out? i'll put you out,
Won't get out? i'll push you out,
Puss blew out, copin shit,
Wouldn't piss on fire to put you out,
Am I too nice? buy you ice,
Bitch if you died, wouldn't buy you life,
What you tryin to be, my new wife?
What you Mariah? fly through twice,
But I do know one thing though,
Bitches they come, they go,
Saturday through sunday monday,
Monday through sunday yo,
Maybe i'll love you one day,
Maybe we'll someday grow,
Till then just sit your drunk ass on that fuckin runway hoe...

YES I CAN DO THAT!!!

IF...

I looks like this...