The Untitled.

I am your close friend,
your good friend, and your best friend.
That's the closest we can get.
You mean more than that to me,
but i can never let you know.
I wish that i can tell you how i feel,
I wish that i can be with you.
And, together, we share our joy and sorrow,
but this will not be possible.
As you already got the person you love.

I can never replace him...
I can never be him...

Every time you shared with me,
the joy you had with him,
I am jealous.
Every time you shared with me,
the sadness you felt because of him,
I cried for you.

I want to be with you.
We are so close but yet so far.
Only one thing that make our distance,
It's all just because,
I am a girl...

Unexpected? Lunaticgal said, "u like to write story about yourself" Who said that i only write stories and poets about myself? I will write whenever i got inspiration or idea. At first, i'm gonna write a short story about the girl has affection on her classmate in secondary school. She has a dilemma because she want to be with that another girl, and she's kinda can't accept that she actually like girls, romantically... Lesbianism. (Well, that's kinda old since nowadays lesbianism is quite common in all girls school especially chinese girls school. I'm not kidding.)

I got this from the movie, "V for Vendetta" but because of my current expressing skills =.=" I canceled that, and write it in other way. V for Vendetta, i like the part when the woman in the cell wrote about her story with toilet paper and slipped it under rats hole, hoping to let others know about it. That part is quite touching. In that world, where radical Christians govern the country... homosexual people are treated worst than terrorists.

This, considered as one of my favourite.