No Room For Me

V : "You are getting complicated. You don't belong to them. Get a life and be normal."
ABK : "Are you done with your PLU? If yes, you can join us tonight."
HS : "No breath talking to Bann. Let him wake up himself."
Y : "Saturday? Don't want... I got used to club on Ladies' Night coz we don't have to pay."
B : "I'm disappointed coz in my mind, you are a masculine person... but actually a sissy."

You called a few times, keep asking me, "Are you fine?" "Is everything ok?" It's sarcastic to me and it's not funny. It's not a care to me. Just get straight to the point that you are asking me, "Are you normal now?"

Two of you only interested in fucking which girls and which girls, how to find one night stand, where got nicer prostitutes, when wanna club again and open how many bottles of whisky. This kind of conversation is not my cup of tea. Guys chatting about this is fine, but not every session. I feel like listening to national geography talking bout animals instinct during mating season. Respect the girls please.

I realized that i need to pay on Ladies' Night. It's fine as long as everyone have fun. It's give and take. But, by telling me that, it seems unfair to me.

Lastly, i got nothing to say. You MAY be right that i'm a sissy. By the way, i do prefer boyish girls than girlish girls. Let me find out whether do this connected to my sissiness. Let me check.

I burst. Forgive me if i offended you guys. I need room to speak my mind and i got no place to go to other than my blog. Sorry...

Some feel that i'm a strong and fine all the time fellow, but...
Every strong man has a weak heart, every weak man has a strong heart.