Realizations.

I am here. At the Lion City of Singapore, after 12 hours inside the bus watching hills and trees. When i crossed the border, this city gives me a feeling of hope and equality in oppurtunities. Not like in Malaysia where the so-called "Bumiputra" takes everything and left the rest struggling so hard and feed those who never do anything. I'm not a racist. I don't hate those bumiputras, but some of them... i feel like they're wasting the government's money. In Singapore, you can't fight, you die! Don't care you Chinese or Indian or Malay or who.

Talking about struggling, i'd always trying to be somebody at a young age before 28. Let me think of it... If i'm not mistaken, i started to become like this after i graduate from secondary school. When i was young, i only know how to play and sleep. At a very young age of 15, a friend of mine, Merseysider (juz a nickname) let me realize what i'd been looking for...

Study hard, get good grades and find a good company with high salary and lotsa benefits. This doesn't make any sense to me. I like to enjoy my life. I like to do the things that i like. I like to go anywhere anytime. I don't want to go to work from 9 to 5 everyday and listen to a unconsiderate boss that only knows how to command people. I want nice car, big house, travel around, taste the best food around the world, sip the best wine and tea around the world and be at home all the time with my kids and family(except honeymoon with my wife). BUT!!!! Just by having a job won't bring me all those things i'd been dreaming about.

I guess most of you realized that as well. Think about it... When you was still a kid, what do you want? "Mummy, daddy!! Next time i want big car and big house" You, too got a dream. Just that you forgot about it while growing up in a negative society that kills dreamers.

You must be thinking... "Oh, must be from another direct sales or network marketing or insurance fella." Yep!!! I was a very active networker before last year. I quit. Well, most people when they quit in network marketing, they're dead again and blame the company conned them. But i never blame my company. It's just my personal issue. I wasn't prepared and i'd done lotsa mistakes. I got wrong reasons to support what i am doing.

I learned a lot in network marketing. The most important lesson i learn... NEVER GIVE UP YOUR DREAMS!

I'm still trying till now. Learning to be an entrepreneur and an investor. I don't when i'll reach my destination but i know i will get there. Coz i already feel like i'm already there. And i can feel that there'll be alot of people there too....