Yesterday and Today

Yesterday:

1) I smoke 1.5 packs of cigarettes a day on average. The time i smoke less is when i sleep for the whole day and wakes up late at night. I smoke alot when i'm stressed and got a lot of things to think in my head.

2) I like the feeling of being alone and i don't trust girls after my first girlfriend ran away with another guy. Feel like screwing them more than loving them.

3) I don't have enough money to spend and that's one of my big problem.

4) People like to con me coz i'm stupid.

5) I feel that life is meaningless and study hard get good grades so i can find good job is bullshit.

6) I like to say, "I wish..." and "I can't..."

7) I blame everyone for my miseries. My mother, my father, my friends and my ex-girlfriend.

8) Relationship is just like Barter trade. Girls got body, guys got money. So there's supply and demand coz guys want body to screw and girls want money to spend.

9) Get ready to betray someone coz they might betray you.

10) I'm the unluckiest man on Earth!

That's my reality in the past. After some problems and some events happening in my life... After 2 years...

Today:

1) I didn't smoke for two days and i guess i will quit for good as i step back into Penang.

2) Loneliness suck and i feel like being in love again. Screwing them is good, but loving them is better! I like brushing their hair and feed them cookies :)

3) I have extra sometimes and i feel like i got alot at this kind of age. Focusing more on how can i make money?

4) People can con me once is his fault, but people con me twice is my fault.

5) I'm satisfied with my life now and look forward for better life. Study smart graduate and hire smart people to work for me. I'm more suitable to be a boss like Donald Trump coz i like to be cocky like him.

6) I like to say, "I will...." and "How can i...?"

7) I attract those miseries myself and i like problems now. The only place where you won't have any problem is either heaven or hell. If you want to rest in peace, go either place.

8) Some relationship has different exchange rate. They exchange love.

9) You can't stop people from betraying you but you can stop yourself from betraying others. What you give is what you get, so don't betray others if you don't like to be betrayed. If you're betrayed, well, next!

10) Luck is hoping for something to happen. I'm more into making things happen :)

-BANN-