I didn't blog for few days because of exams. Now i am free again.
*BREATHE IN*
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday the papers were quite easy and i'm not wrong, i will pass both papers. Damn happy yesterday because i didn't really study much. I thought Business is the hardest and full of theories and keywords. I done well yesterday.
Today got accounts and business communications. I scare that i will fail accounts coz im lack of practice. So, i took most of my time doing accounts revisions and study all the hard hard eh chapters...
Haihz... today, when i saw the paper... all also easy easy eh chapters which i didn't study at all coz i don't expect them to give us such an easy chapters.
Accounts started at 9am and ends at 12pm. I do do do do... then look at the clock, it's 11.30am... Left only half an hour. So guess what? I told myself, 'Well, i'll finish this paper next year' (=.=)"
I'm overconfident of myself i guess. Then, the next paper, Business communication... I need to summarize a report, draw graph and charts. The question goes, "Draw a PIE chart. I rub my eye and read one more time. Still... PIE chart. Jerry oh Jerry... You didn't bring jangka lukis and protraktor.
I so scare i fail, 2 papers. If fail one paper, it's still okay... i still can resit while doing my diploma, but if i fail 2 papers, i'll have to stay in certificate level and pass it. And waste one more half year...
I think i don't want my mother pay for my course liao. I think i will go Bank Rakyat to get study loan so i can pay myself. Me and my mother always quarrel bcoz of money ( i think the whole house only quarrel bcoz of money... ) Will go and check about getting the loan tomorrow or... after i come back from Singapore.
Yeah, im going to Singapore. Actually i don't wanna go but i have to go to take care of my uncle. At first is my sister who's goin, but suddenly say got important meeting on Saturday. So cannot go. Go there wanna smoke also hard. One pack of cigarette costs bout 10 dollars. If i buy here at Penang, i juz plus a 2 bucks can buy 4 packs dee. 10 dollars = RM20. Winston Light Big pack costs rm5.50. I think i really have to quit smoking. Don't where i can get help in order to quit smoking...
Do you know? Every sticks you smoke kicks 5 minutes of your lifespan away. So, you smoke 12 sticks your life shorter 1 hour dee. So, now let me calculate how long my life gone dee...
I start since form 3... Four years ago... I got stop about for 6 months before i smoke back... So roughly....
20 sticks x 365 days x 3.5 years = 25550 sticks
25550 sticks x 5mins = 127750 mins
127750 mins / 60 mins = 2129 hours
2129 hours / 24 hours = 89 days !!!
I lost 89 days of my life dee!!!! ( Talking bout cigarette my lungs feel pain now. )
Now, lets calculate about how much i spent on cigarette since i started smoking.
Big pack (20 sticks) at today's value is rm5.50.
I smoke for 3.5 years about a pack a day.
So, 3.5years x 365 days = 1277.5 days
Therefore, rm5.50 x 1277.5 days = rm7026.25 !!!
SEVEN THOUSAND TWENTY-SIX RINGGIT AND TWENTY-FIVE CENTS!!!!
Haihz.... It's only about my life and money spent. Actually it ruins more than that which there is not turning back. What's dat about? Nah... i dunwanna talk about it.
So... Don't smoke!!!! If you know someone who know someone who know where i can find a non-profit organization that helps smokers to quit smoking, tell me. I want to quit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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