Meditation Works! Part 1

I was so stressed, so sad, so unhappy, so worry, so angry and full of depression in me. Asking why? Hmm... I'll have to list them down;

1) Someone who owe me money run away. (I hope i can see his name in newspaper but cannot see his face coz been banged by a lorry till his face breaks like watermelon)

2) I give that bastard a lot of chances and still hold a believe for him till yesterday Vliamz tell me he ran away. That's betrayal of trust!!!

3) Still thinking of my ex-girlfriend when i am programming myself to forget anything gotta do with her. I can control when i'm awake, but not when i'm asleep and that's FUCK!!!!

4) Feeling lonely...

5) My wallet got not more than rm1... I used to have enough to spend for one whole month.

6) So stressed but don't have cigarette. I think i'll call my friend and ask him to bring Marijuana to me. I heard smoke Ganja can feel better... (Nah~!!! Bullshit!)

7) Exams are coming and i'm worried... I got 16% for Business, 37% for Accounts and TH (Tidak Hadir) for Business Communication and Maths. Means? None passed!!!

8) My car don't know why use so much petrol. One week i pump more than 100 bucks!!! It's SLK. Not Mercedes SLK, but Perodua SLK = Small Little Kancil. What the HELL??!!! It supposed to be ECONOMICAL!

9) Still bcoz of no money, supposingly today going to watch movie in GSC with my friends, and tomorrow also a day to watch movie. But i have to stay at home watch the wall. (Hmm... Not bad...) and December got Xmas eve and New Year eve. Such a happening month got no money?

10) Wondering wether she will go watch Perhaps Love with me or not? MUAHAHAHAHA!!! No way no way. Don't even think about it >.< Maybe a cup of Coffee Bean with me will do :)
Watcha thinking? =.=* I'm talking about my... errr... playmate?

To be continue....