Awkward (Don't guess anything out from this =.=)

I am not a direct person like what i used to be.
I feel that directness may cause troubles.
I am sensitive person.
I get hurt easily.
I just realize that not long ago.

I just do it subtlely, and silently.
Not feeling like letting anyone know about it.
Maybe i am not ready for it.
Coz it may end up a disaster for both of us.

I got no words expression, nor facial expression...
I use subtle actions to express...
I let you know... If you can get the meaning...
I do feel like using words...
But actions worth more than thousand words...

You may say...
I did something for a reason...
Yes, i do did something for a reason...
But i am sincere... and it'll not be that only reason,
that cause my decisions and actions.

You may not realize it.
But if you do realize it,
I don't mean to interfere or change,
your decision and thoughts.
It's a respect for you.
And a selflessness for me.

Time will tell...
Both of us aren't ready...
Just yet!