Emerald's Story : Topaz (red) and Aquamarine (blue)

Foreword by Emerald

Guys supposed to be strong, physically, mentally and emotionally. That's the perception towards them. They are cyborgs. They got hurt, and they will be okay in the next minute. So, it's okay to hurt them, torment them, torture them, coz they won't feel anything.

Girls are sensitive. They need to be protected. The guys must not hurt them coz that will make them assholes. You will ruin their life if you ever hurt them. Treat them nicely...

Conclusion : Guys are cyborgs, you can do anything with them. Girls are poor creature, protect them and love them.

YEA RIGHT!

Contents

To Girl no.1 ,Topaz,

If i can choose again, i rather be the one who betray the trust and the relationship and ran away with another girl by saying "I'm sorry" like how you told me and that's it. You can overcome Marcus's betrayal in less than a year while i bear the pain of your betrayal for few years.

Since you got so many guys going aftering you, it's quite obvious right? You got so many choices. Nah~ I won't think that you will stick to me. "I love you" is just a sentence for us to made us sounds like a couple.

I trust you~ He came~ It's okay~ I trust you~ He went after you for few weeks~ It's okay~ We had been together for a year~ I trust you~ "Nothin will save our relationship anymore coz i got someone now. I'm sorry"~ I TRUST you~~

You said, "I got nothin to say because the one i'm talking to is you." Nice... Good... Great... You are the best... 5 years of friendship, 1 year of relationship and you told me this! You are the greatest! Hahahahaha!

I'm a GUY. No problem! Since GUYs supposed to be physically, mentally and emotionally strong. We won't feel anything. Fine~

To Girl no.2, Aquamarine;

I can't blame you. While we are in broken state, we need companionship. It's such a great deal. You happy, i happy~! Half year of close companionship, and then you tell me, "Oh, it's misunderstanding. I just treat you as a normal friend." No big deal~ The conversation in the phone at night, a morning call from you just to tell me you missed your bus, beach walk... It's normal friend's activities.

Then you are recover. You are fine. You can tell me that in an easy way. Just stop listening to my phone call, stop replying my message, just disappear~ That's easy. I can understand that easily that you are okay and you don't need my companionship and i'm such a nuisance.

Or, maybe you found new companionship and don't how to tell me that. I understand~ You told me that you got someone after 1 and a half year. One and a half year, it's only 18 months. It's just a short period of time. Moreover, you can feel that i'm fine behind the monitor screen. True, i'm fine. Juz heartbroken and wondering what went wrong. It's fine right?

You said, "We are only friends in online." I'm too stupid to understand what it means. Like what the Girl no.1 said, i'm a Sohai, an idiot~ I tried to interpret it, it kinda sounds like "Other than online, i don't want to have any connection with you." You say "Still got a bit connection..." Hmm I don't really get what you mean because i got a diploma in Sohai-ness.

I'm a GUY. No problem! Since GUYs supposed to be physically, mentally and emotionally strong. We won't feel anything. Fine~

Author's Note

Dramatic? Yeah~ I'm writing plot for my novel. I think if i publish my novel, it can become one of the best-seller love novel because it's so dramatic. Let's see what will be my Girl no.3?